Sweet-heart-life

Say bye to Sweet-heart-life

2010-08-25T07:13:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, as I stated at my previous post that I will be create a brand new blog very soon and here! my new freshy blog had created and please support me as usual kay? thx everyone, I love you guys.... so here's the link of my new blog http://shareyourberries.blogspot.com/

Feel free to visit my new blog just click the link above, I will update my post often....^^ again, thx for your support and I appreciate it.

Bye, my past and hello tomorrow!!~ xD

It's painful to tell

2010-08-14T03:38:00.000-07:00

Okay, I accidentally miss-click and ......I read my blog again..... Seriously, I miss my blog, and my supporters. And yet, I couldn't write all these time it's neither of I got no time to write nor I am not interest on my blog anymore, but it is because of it's painful to re-read my blog again. It actually depressing me, I know I should accept the fact and all the past. Everything past away, I should stand out and tell everyone that I'm okay with everything, and I accepted. But I just couldn't, memories will never ever been erase and yet I am not hiding anything behind but, I just don't wish that every single pieces of the post in my blog could remind me of my past, I wish to get through my life and forget about it.

I know I'm dig...==" But what should I do to just....step out? I need a brand new life seriously. So, here, painful to tell you guys, I am going to delete this old, messy blog and start a new one. A new journal. Support me? ^^

偶然

2010-06-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

多么偶然的一次，
那么久以来的第一次，
我们再次重遇。

没有像以前那样的开心，
也没有什么特别的感觉，
只觉得，我们彼此都有自己的生活。也许这次的偶然将会是我们相遇的最后一次。

最熟悉的陌生人，这句话，对于我们来说的确是最贴切的。
没有任何交集，更没有任何的交谈，你我心想靠近，而却选择原地不动，
没有任何的理由，只应这样的客套对我们来说已不需要。
只要对方是开心的，心里也会倍感安慰。

是什么原因呢？放下了么？我也不晓得。。。。
当初的情意还在么？真的不懂。
可见到对方的时候，心情会突如其来的平静和欣慰。

也许这是人们所谓的缘分和联系吧。

痛

2010-05-12T03:25:00.000-07:00

不知道为什么，
这几天，
我的心好痛，
好难过。。。。
总觉得酸酸的。。。。

最讨厌自己了。。。。真没用。。。。。：（

*时间根本就帮不上什么忙*

: (

2010-05-10T20:45:00.000-07:00

外在于内在同时兼具又如何？
这么多年来那么努力又如何？
自己最想要的东西始终得不到。。。。。。

耿耿于怀

2010-05-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

刚才开了fb,看了她的profile,我还是会心痛。那种不甘心的念头到底还要缠着我多久。我很希望把所有的事忘得一干二净，开始我的新生活，可是每次只要想到从前的事，我还是心有不甘。

和以前不同的是，我不再去逃避，不再有怀恨在心的念头，更不再耍孩子气，我用于面对，有勇气的尽我全力去忘掉以前的事。很明显的，这样的态度成功地让我放下。看见她，我真的会有那么一点的感慨。可是又能怎么样呢？我从来都没有想把她扯进这件事当中，然而事情发生最主要的原因也是因为她。

咳，想对你们说的话真的很多，可是每次见面都不知从何说起，况且说了又能怎么样，耿耿于怀的人始终是自己啊。。。。

Dessert with my bestie @ Desa Park

2010-05-02T06:33:00.001-07:00

Hello everyone, It has been a long time that I din't update my post and my recent picha.~!! SO, I'm here to fulfill all your wishes now~!! Went to dessert house at Desa Park last few days with my besties (Shirnie & Joevy) for having a great breakfast there. Below are da picha we took that day~! Hope you guys enjoy <3

Japanese Cheese Cake

Marble Cheese Cake

Fruits Tarts~!

Banana Chocolate mousse~!

Me & Shirnie~!

Aww ~!!

THAT'S ALL....hope you guys enjoy ya!!! <3>

Shout Out Loud!

2010-04-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

Enough enough ENOUGH!!! I want to SHOUT OUT LOUD to everyone who regconize me and tell them
IT'S ENOUGH!!!

I hope I can cool myself down now, but I just couldn't.
Why is that there are so many obstacles in my life?
I know, all these things are just a little twist in my life,
I should face it positively instead of blowing off here.
I definitely know I shouldn't do all these things.
BUT
I just couldn't clam down.

Well, I think it's the time to change my enviroment, I'm not hiding but I just feeling like I've to change everything by using my bare hand.
Like,
Friends,
Habits,
attitude,
and the most important one,
My future...

PS:*Stop your bull shit selfishness, I am so tiring to be one of your friend*
IT'S ENOUGH!!!

一步一步......慢慢的......

2010-03-28T21:17:00.000-07:00

大家好啊! 又是我啦!! 哈哈...好白痴的开场白...说真的,有时侯还蛮讨厌写部落格的,因为我总是想不到新鲜或者是比较吸引人的开场白.哈哈...

终于要踏进4月份了,很开心,也很期待. 我觉得现在是我人生中最关键的时刻,也有一股冲动很想快点达到我的要求与完成我的计划. 再过几天, 我就真的要把我脑里草率的计划很有规律与规模的写出来,做成一份报告.哈哈!!! 好夸张,其实不会做成报告啦,不过会很仔细的写出来,因为现在我脑里面的计划实在是太草率了,我担心到最后会完成不了.

与其说担心,倒不如说害怕吧.我真的很害怕面对现实,我害怕我现在所想的,所期待的,不会发生.我更害怕前方会有什么事情令我的未来变得更糟糕.所以,与其到时候才找方法来解决,不如我现在就做好防范措施,让自己的内在与外在不断的进步与提升,到时候如果真的遇到什么问题,我看我都可以利用我的智慧去解决吧..

也许你们会觉得我很忌人忧天吧,可是,我却觉得我现在所准备和担心的,都只是为了我未来的保障.现在,一步一步地进行和实现着我的计划.希望一切会很顺利吧.... 你们大家也要加油哦!!! 有计划和愿望的朋友们,就让我们一起去实现吧!! 加油!!!

一个人

2010-03-26T22:24:00.000-07:00

终于有时间上线了...最近都很忙,我的好友们几乎都在投诉我没时间理她们吧.哈哈...别担心,很快地我就要辞去我现在的工作,专心地读书了...想到着,我都兴奋起来.哈哈

突然很想写出自己的心情和想法,却又不知从何写起. Hmm.... 就从读书的事情说起好了. 我已经选了我自己想读的科目也选了学校....就这样而已....可是不知道为什么,还是有一种莫名其妙的感觉一直压抑着. 我说大家, 不知从什么时候开始,我不再对你们诉说自己的想法和感受了呢? 虽然知道你们都很担心我, 可我却觉得我不再是以前那个无话不说的我了,而我自己所告诉你们的,全部都不是事实的全部,全部都有所保留, 总是觉得自己在撑着.

好讨厌这样的我啊,真的很痛恨这样的自己. 该怎么说呢? 我真的不想自己一个人面对和解决所有的问题啊, 这种坚韧,理智的个性, 让我开始觉得好累. 有时候真的很想让自己幼稚,放松一下,可我却怎么也过不了我自己. 爸,妈,从小到大你们都觉得我很独立,不用依赖你们.你们都觉得所有的事情我总是会为我自己安排好,甚至会觉得我已经计划好所有的事,而且这将会是对的选择,即使失败了,我也已经为我自己安排好失败后的事情.所以从来都不需要你们来为我操心. 我说....爸,妈...我好累啊, 我真的很想像哥哥那样的依赖你们, 大学的事,从头到尾都是我一个人包办,我现在甚至需要考虑和计划15年以后的事啊.真想告诉你们,我才18岁,我还需要你们啊,偶尔让我依赖你们一下,可以吗?

哈,没想到写到这里,我还竟然为自己流泪, 真的搞不懂这些泪是在可怜自己,还是安慰着自己必需体谅父母亲的苦心. 我说大家,真羡慕你们啊,有父母亲的陪同,有父母亲的协助,一起去面对你们的未来. 你们一定要好好地珍惜啊...

曾经有人对我说过这样的一句话...."美丽的并非这个世界,其实真正美丽的是你坦然面对和有勇气接受这个世界丑恶的一面,每个人的个性是上天的恩赐,所以要好好地利用与珍惜." 当时我还小,不懂他在说什么,现在终于明白了. 在我明白的同时,我也有推翻着个说法的理由, 其实, 我并没有坦然面对世界的丑恶,也没有勇气接受,当时的我只是被美丽的假面蒙蔽了,所以世界是美丽的,当然,现在的我却看清要在这个世界生存,就必须懂得除了黑与白,还有灰色的那面.只要掌握灰色地带,我就有资格生存.我也只不过是被迫去面对而已.

还是会被自己的坚韧和理智的个性而连累. 是连累么? 我不懂......那种压迫感和压抑感,又有谁明白当中的矛盾呢? 还是得一个人去面对......

Reborn

2010-02-11T22:44:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone. It's me. I think it's quite a long time I dint update my blog. haha NO worry guys! I'm fine. I really fine. Haha....

Quite strange for me to blog now. I mean....I've got no idea what to write about because a lot of things happened and changed during this time, and the...... I still fine, ha, god bless. I don't even know how to start my story, and, I... don't know where to start some more. But anyway, what was past had past. We should look further.

Okay. Time to go. I will try my best to post more about my life, in details.... and hope to meet you guys soon.

I won't betray my promise....Never....

A great start for 2010

2009-12-31T11:43:00.000-08:00

Haha! One word to describe my feeling now, IT'S "FUN"!!! I just back from count down, and it's crazy at "The Curve".

Sprayers here and there,

Have fun with that, but I can't even breath, all the spray stucking inside my nostril.Yiek!!

My body feeling very itchy,sticky and smelly just now but still, had tea after count down wif my primary school friends.Hey! do you get my point? PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!!

We meet again just now! and they're quite funny and interesting, no more kid-alike! All of them growth so much.OMG I just feeling like I'm a mama has look after them since they was still a kid until now. Eww snif snif, finally they all growth and become a handsome guy. Snif snif, I am so impress HAHAHAHA, lol.

well, That's all tonight seriously, even thousand words also can't explain how I really feel now.

so, good night and happy new year everyone!! =D

What I'd done for this christmas eve

2009-12-25T06:13:00.001-08:00

Merry christmas everyone. haha I plan to stay at home for this christmas eve. Why? because everyone thought that I am full booked but actually NOT! haha well, it's okay. I eat a lot and drink a lot today. LOL sound like a pig, but I admit that I'm a pig. haha Went to my friend's christmas party this afternoon, ate home made turkey,salad, shopping and more. Okay, that's not the main stuffs I find interesting actually. haha

I feel so boring when I reached home and I "accidently" look at my piano when I take off my heels. I had stop practice piano long time ago and today, is the day, my music cells "reborn". I found a lot of interesting songs that I had abandon long time ago,such as, "Phantom of the opera, ShangHai beach, Mariage D'Amour and a movie series- Love is not all around".My first aim is to learn Love is not all around, it's a kind of touching and romantic song.

Melody is all around you if you
diligently perceive it.

Merry X'mas

Boy Vs Man

2009-12-20T22:13:00.000-08:00

I personally feel that Man is more attractive than boy. You know, I would rather tell you guys my boyfriend is a man than my boyfriend is a......boy. From my knowledge, "Boy" is category at 30 and above and "man" is category as below 30.

From my opinion, man understand you clearly. They know how to respect the opposite sex and of course they provide what you need as well. Man know how to give an appropriate respond in a particular moment as to gain the good impression from you, at the same time, they helped you, too, when you're in trouble. They can fulfill what you need and provide what you suppose to "need".I'm not talking about the financial but the internal and external feelings. They know how to give confidence to the opposite sex and they make you feel "you're the BEST".They will talk polite and formal and girls or women will probably think that we're all in heaven. Like a normal incense, " you're so gorgeous tonight" will definitely melts the girls or women. They won't tell you,"you're so pretty or beautiful tonight" but they will just use the "gorgeous" word. Normally boys use pretty or beautiful to praise you but they don't know, girls or women prefer the word gorgeous than the million or billion times of pretty and beautiful from you.

Why do girl like "me" prefer man than a boy? Okay, from my own opinion, I found that most of my girl friends which are in couple, they facing a problem, a problem that seriously might cause their relationship split up, they feel their partner not tender and never show their consideration to them. Boy is just so careless and they'll never understand your decision and never respect your decision or whatever. This situation can be understand but not acceptable, because when they're confuse about your decision how can they still support you?Why unacceptable? Because they don't even try their best to understand you and as a boyfriend, is it you should respect your partner decision no matter what? just like girls always respect you and willing to sacrifice our sleeping time to accompany you for jogging or do whatever activities.Why don't you guys just sacrifice your a little bit time to understand and respect us? Contrary, man knows girls or women very well, they give support quietly or straight helping us in their action and at the end of the story, of course the girls or women will fall for the man even though she had no feeling to that man before. Do you know what I mean? This is the advantages we should rather choose a man instead of a boy.

Do not say "I don't know" in front of girls or women because you'll definitely show us your disadvantages. Girl like me, I do feel annoying when I am asking you a question seriously and hoping you would give me an actual and helpful answer but at the end you just tell me "I don't know". Why don't you guys just say " Let me think"? This is more appropriate when I am grim and need some help from you.Actually "let me think" is just the phrase to use to pacify and cover your helpless before you say out the 3 stupid words "I don't know".Even though I know that clearly, I mean, I know that you are actually helpless but I just need pacify, at least I can feel that you'd already tried your best to help me and not perfunctory me with 'I DON'T KNOW!

That is what I always emphasize, someone who're glamorous not because that he's good looking than you or he's kindness melt all the girls. He's glamorous because he know how to pacify and lend us a hand when we feeling helpless,even though at the end he help nothing at all but at least he let us know that no matter what, he still will lend us a hand even though he's helpless this time. This is where he gain his first and good impression from girls. They know how to control the conversation and give appropriate respond just in time. Man knows all these kinda stuff very well. That's why I prefer man than boy. And also, that's why I am still single now. Hahaha~!

It finally over~!!

2009-12-10T06:30:00.000-08:00

Hey hey~! I'm back. Guess what? Spm is over!!! I had done all the 9 disgusting papers with "lack of confidence" hahaha.Ya, I admit that I din't prepare well and din't study much for my spm, I din't pay attention and never put effort on it, but so what? It's end, IT'S OVER! hahaha. I know my dead time will be on march 2010 and the......it's something for me to suffer after 3 months.BUT, 3 months, IT'S 3 MONTHS FOR ME TO BE A TRUE ZOMBIE. hahahaha I mean, I need to fulfill my desire during this 3 months. Here's my list.

1) Dye my hair, I don't want black colour anymore.
I had achieved this on yesterday (9/12/2009). Means, the next day after SPM's over.HAHA I can't wait anymore, I am hell boring for the black colour hair that stick on my head, and now, I have a new stylish light brown colour.HAHA spend RM260, quite worth eh because the package included treatment, cut,wash and dye. VERY WORTH LAH~!! hahaha

2) Go for charity
I tell you guys lah. Seriously, SPM just ended 2 days and now I am freaking boring. I feel like I am a useless human sitting in front of the television, eating snack and trance at the walls doing nothing at home. SO, I plan to go for charity, helping people is much more better rather than sitting in front of the television. I need to made a plan for it.

3) Get a job
Hmm, this is really what I suppose to do and something I refuse to do. I need revenue but I don't need work. SEE!! sigh I just too lazy you know, sometimes I will think about all the RM100 notes can just drop on my head whenever I need. Damn ridiculous.

4)Shopping
Shopping is what I alway do, but I need to do it often since holidays started and chinese new year getting nearer. New clothes + new hair style and new colour for my hair is what I alway wish to do after SPM.

5)Clubbing
All my friends have been talking about clubbing during SPM. I think I should check out too.

6)Practise piano and start my violin journey.
I stopped practise my piano since I was 13, and I planing to learn it again together with violin. I am freaking free during this holidays so I think I should learn something to improve myself and not being a lazy bug at home.The main obstacle that I face now will definitely causes my dream might not be able to comes true is "financial problem". So, I really really suppose to get a job.

Stuffs I bought last week

A greenish wallet from Bimba& Lola

Cost RM645

Cost RM1645, from Bimba&Lola

Cost RM1200+, from Bimba&Lola too.

That's all for tonight. Enjoy <3

Everything goes fine

2009-11-19T03:14:00.000-08:00

God Bless

God really did blessed me this few days.

Thank you so much.

Hope all the coming up papers will be fine too especially physic. ^^

Pray~!

6 more days to end. Gambateh sweety~!

十分爱

2009-11-13T23:24:00.000-08:00

(合)分手后一分钟便有后悔声音

能伤我最深的人

偏得我心

(女)应该漠不关心然而还著紧

(男)当揽紧他人想起跟你热吻

(合)爱过太深原来身体会疑问

再没法可适应别人愿醉掉了能容许你怜悯

(男)早知不应试爱 (女)未放开

(男)便节哀 (女)有情人

(合)日日夜夜同分开感慨

(男)避开

(女)愿你改 (男)一个

(女)小小意外 (男)未悔恨我未会知

(合)不散不爱

(男)心 (女)话放开 (男)未放开 (女)雨骤来

(合)才能提示真爱是确实存在爱满分竟是换来痛亦满分可否错一次以后

一直爱

(合)分手后天天都是最重要牺牲皮肤有你的指纹刻得太深

(女)应该漠不关心然而还著紧 (男)当揽紧他人想起跟你热吻

(合)爱过太深

原来身体会疑问

再没法可适应别人愿醉掉了能容许你怜悯

(男)早知不应试爱 (女)未放开

(男)便节哀 (女)有情人

(合)日日夜夜同分开感慨

(男)避开 (女)愿你改

(男)一个 (女)小小意外

(男)未悔恨我未会知

(合)不散不爱

(男)心 (女)话放开 (男)未放开 (女)雨骤来

(合)才能提示真爱是确实存在爱满分竟是换来痛亦满分可否错一次以后

(男)早知不应试爱 (女)未放开

(男)便节哀 (女)有情人

(合)日日夜夜同分开感慨

(男)避开 (女)愿你改 (男)一个 (女)小小意外

(男)未悔恨我未会知

(合)不散不爱

(男)心 (女)话放开 (男)未放开 (女)雨骤来

(合)才能提示真爱是确实存在爱满分竟是换来痛亦满分可否错一次以后

一直爱

Nice song!!!! I love Stephy and Alex!!

They look so match and sweet~ <3

Bimba & Lola

2009-11-11T07:38:00.000-08:00

My brother just bought me a wallet from bimba & lola. It is made by animal's skin. hahaha see the picha below barh.

Cost RM535

I love it. It's soft~~~

A prom handbag. From bimba & lola too.
Cost RM 600++

Nice one

That's all for today. Enjoy

You're Not Sorry

2009-11-07T21:36:00.000-08:00

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent

I might believe you if I din't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being the last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey

And it never would've gone away, no

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry no, no, oh

No, oh, no, oh, no, oh

Whoa, no, no

You're not sorry- Taylor Swift

I love the phrases that I had highlighted with blue colour. They're just so meaningfull and touching, how great if I could write something meaningfull like this when I sitting for exam

haha~

I love Taylor Swift aymway, she has a very nice vocal and all her songs are so touching.

I'm Addicted

2009-11-06T06:21:00.000-08:00

It is just like yesterday when I look at the scenario outside the window from my room.
The falling crystal form snowflakes walf in the air.
I can barely see some kids heaving the soft, fluffy snowball to each other.
The feeling of happy and warm,same as the little girl who had received a pink sweater from you at last Christmas.
There's nothing you left since you step out of my room.
Except the feeling of lonely and the pink sweater that had been abandoned in the pearl colour wardrobe.
You never turns back,
You never ever know the darkness of the night before dawn.
But everything is alright,
The smile you left, it took away my soul, but never took away my hope.
I wish you could come around and I could've love you all my life again,like the convention we had made before.
So please come back, I need you.

WOW, WOW!! how is the.......I don't know why I write something above and I don't know what exactly it is,a poem? hahahah NAH!!! I know something bull shit like above couldn't consider as a poem hahahah!!!Okay, I just suddenly sot sot and feeling like wanna write something look "poetry" I know it is bad enough, BUT PLEASE!! This is my first try, so give some POSSITIVE advise kay? hahaha!! Leave comment at the box below. <3

AAR!!! <3

2009-11-05T06:22:00.000-08:00

AAR, 3 simple letters, but they're fill with different meaning.

AAR- The short form of "All American Rejects".

Shirnie and I went to The All American Reject live in Malaysia on Halloween Day.

Quite interesting, this was the first live concert in my life and it held on Halloween Day (one of my favorite festival) but too bad, no ones wore costume. Aww, I wish i could have a time machine to get back there again, I WANNA WEAR A COSTUME! *snif*

Btw, seriously AAR did the nice show!! Their songs still winding in my brain... lalala~~ I love AAR!! <3

Except AAR, there were some other great band like one buck short.!! They did very well too~

Enjoy the pichas below guys~ =D

walking to Carpark A

Hits FM's DJ

Pop Shuvit

One Buck Short

Some kind of effect, look mysterious.

AAR!!! WOOOOHOOO~~!!

AARRRHHHH~~!! they rock!!!

ROCK ROCK!!!

<3<3>

I felt so depress when both of us were forced to back early, we went back without enjoy the last song that sang by AAR. It made me felt so sympathize when i reached home. I don't even have the time to take picture with shirnie, because we were so concentrate on the bands.Anyway, It was so fun, that's what I can tell you guys now.

All the pictures credit by Shirnie Yip

You're the Best

2009-11-05T03:48:00.000-08:00

Practical, serious, well-prepared, exertion, ponder, patient and confident.

You are good enough to overcome all the obstacles and troubles when you're existence with all the conditions above.

Trust yourself, you can do it.

Operation by Dr.Deva.

2009-10-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

I apologize for the videos below.My hand was shaking while taking the whole process of the operation BECAUSE IT FREAKING LONG!!! so, forgive me ya~ haha. And actually I took lots of pictures and videos but then it quite wasting my time for upload all the videos and picha. Haha, YEA! I'm lazy lah, I admit kay? All the operation process was done by our I.H top student-- devaraj(is it wrong spelling of his name?LOL I'm sorry if it is wrong heh.) Yeh, so hope you guys enjoy all the videos ya!

He's the Malaysia Top 8 student.

His frog was freaking fat and the organs were all covered by cholesterol.YUCK!!
Check out the cholesterol at the video below!!

Empty for the Title

2009-10-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

Out of sudden, I feel like wanna post something. I have no idea what I suppose to post about.I mean, I wish I could write something but then I have got no idea what I should write about. So then, that is why the title just so weird.HAHA I'm not going to tell you guys about the details of I being a model on 11/10, I just feel so tired about it, and I think it's unnecessary.Contrary, I feel like I'm going to start this post with an interesting novel.

Okay, I've been reading this novel since last Friday or whatever, I don't really remember. But, since when I so.....you know, just hardworking on reading.Usually, I am not able to read and concentrate on a book until its fully read,means,I will just stop at the half of the story and abandon the book. Not because of the story not interesting,just...I use to be that kind of people, this is my personality that god gave me when I born. Haha. So far, I have never finish reading a story book or novel in my life before I met this novel. "You know you love me- gossip girl novel"

This novel is fantastic, and just narrate about the young teenagers around 17. I feel it's kind of so touching while reading this, hahaha, of course the life of the protagonist in the novel is definitely different from my life, just then, I feel it's a magnet that attach the novel to me.HAHAHAHAHA quite ridiculous, but it's truth. aww~ In the novel, it contains a little bit of sex, but its okay for me, you know, nowadays most of the novels contain pornographic. So,I think it's quite common. The story is about the teenagers around 17 and come from aristocracy. They're pretty rich, famous, active, smart and so on. They're all studying in a famous school and plan to interview a good college. Of course, they're pretty, handsome and they're the elite in the tenth grade in their school.

This novel just always follow by my side, I take it whenever I go. It just can't get off from my hand, haha I finished up the first series just in 2 days. *Proud* hahaha, well, the conclusion is, I had have addicted by this novel,and I looking forward to the 3rd series since I am currently reading the 2nd one...haha.... check it out guys, I swear I'm not cheating here. ^^

Express everything

2009-10-13T01:35:00.000-07:00

Its been a while since my last post, I have so much to tell now. Not about me, it's about my "so-called" classmate or schoolmate or whatever. HA, I had read her blog just a minute ago, and I feel she definitely a bitch. A bitch who has a thought of she has the qualification to dumb people. Oh gosh, what a nice one, she is just acting so weird in the school or so whatever, because I din't pay much attention on her, as you guys know, I'm busy for my works and plan and all the stuff I have to go through as usual and I got no time to pay attention for those kinda ridiculous thing. I heard it from a guy, who is very close to her. So, yeah, what can I say right now to the boy who had been dumb for no reason is "Thanks god, you are rescue from hell". She is a bitch that waste your time to get know of.

I know, I got no qualification to talk and comment about them so far.But as long as this is my blog, I can talk whatever I want, if you feeling weird or uncomfortable while reading this, just close the windows, block my blog, delete the link, and get the fuck out of my blog. Stop viewing. If you feel that I am talking about you or the protagonist i mention above might be you. HAHA , just leave a comment below. I will see who the fuck will admit it, perhaps is the one i mention. I REALLY HOPE IS YOU, SWEETY~

All the stuffs that my beloved readers want to know!

2009-10-07T09:31:00.001-07:00

Hey people, I have to apologize for my *sudden* stop updating my blog recently, not recently I think, It's quite a long time that I'd disappear in the Internet life.So yeah, here I am again, I had received so much complains from you guys when I was online last few weeks. Okay, I've been feeling so guilty for online, no idea why, I just prefer tv than pc. Yeah, and I am just very lazy t0 update my blog and tells you all those kinda worse or funny or whatever stuff I faced. AND, I pretty busy for my model-ing life and all that. ARGH, I am so stress YOU KNOW? *calm* ahhem, I sorry and sorry about that~Pls forgive me, my beloved readers. LOL I will be away for quite a long time and I feel like changing my blog link, so, I will inform you all one by one lah.!!! =D

I love my friends and family <3

2009-09-13T09:36:00.000-07:00

The title for this post is "I love my friends & family". GODSSHYY, I really do love them so so much, they bring the joy and fun to me. Love ya all~ <3 Let's see da picha when I hang out with them. =D

~Kaki Lepak~

Went a restaurant with da ladies*joevy, chamie & shirnie* and da gentlemen *Charles, eugene, seng joon & kee* after badminton.

Joevy's birthday

*Happy birthday for the sept baby*
*joevy*

Went out with da ladies *Shirnie, Chamie, Joevy, cyndy* and da gentlemen *Charles, eugene & seng joon* at 1-u for celebrate joevy's birthday.

~BBQ PLAZA~<3

~~~~~~~~~~~~MY LOVELY FAMILY~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bacon & beefs

Dah lupa nama ni...ape je la...

Kind of sweet sup... forgot the name sry T.T

Fried Bacon
Freaking delicious!!!!
*Advise you guys to check it out*

Okay, went 1-u for dinner, quite satisfied coz' freaking delicious. I LOVE BACON!!

haha, should check out yo!

That's all for now.. Sweet dream ya~

What I meant is what I exactly want

2009-09-10T19:45:00.001-07:00

Oh crap, trial exam was over,my 6th sense tell me that my result will be comes out with red.hahaha how great is it? I missed two subjects,NO,it was 3 subjects, which were BM,BI and history.Hooray, I'm gonna replace these subjects another day.=="which mean,it's not really end FOR ME! Btw, in my mind, still, trial exam was over with lot of stress. =D Finally! I can online, and finally I can wake up early in the morning without the stress and worry for exam. Okay, yesterday I was hang out with my mama and when we were on the way going to shopping mall, I discover something, something make sense and very important to realize. From now on, I will be very meant to do that, I want to achieve the higher level in my life.

1) I meant to be more responsible for my future.
2) I meant to get good results in my SPM.
3) I meant to put effort to have a better life for myself.
4) I meant to take care of my family and friends.
5) I meant to take a better course in my future college.

well, well, well, I don't want all these kinda stuffs fail, I don't wanna to be a failure, I need to achieve! I really mean it.
Okay,I seems to be more cheerful now. Btw, I still very lazy, everytime I take out the books then there will be something attract me so much,something will attract my sight away from the books. Afterward, I will forget about study. HA! It happened on me since I was standard 4. heh. But its okay, what was past is past right? I need to look forward, SO!!! what I need to do now is to overcome all this kinda disgusting stuff. Aku tau, 7 weeks left, BUT I will try my best! TRUST ME!! I will!!

Nowadays,teenagers just like to make hypothesis,I'm the one who always day dreaming how tragic if I failed everything I list above. maybe there are so many maybe, maybe I will fail my spm and I can't get in any college, and my life is end, maybe,maybe,maybe. When I told all these maybe to my brother, he put his hand on my shoulder and said, "there is no time for you to think all these kinda stuff, let me tell you a story.Before, there's a little kid who is early born baby.Fortunately, he's not a down syndrome but he is retard, when he reached the age of study, he went to kindergarten like most of the kids do. But he discover something, he can't absorb what teacher taught.Time past and past, finally he can start reading what teacher taught 6 months ago,when he look around,he saw all the kids were reading fluently, doing the addtion and substraction easily, but still, he can't even write out the numbers, he is very depress, but he din't give up,he put much effort and try his best, even now, his spm result was unsastifactory, lots of red, but at least he can read and write doesn't same like before. Result is bad doesn't mean end of life, he own 5k per month, not much, but at least he can maintain his life."

I feel like crying, this is the first time he talk to me so grave. I will never forget the story, the kid that he mention in the story is him. I know, he is very self-abased before, but now I know everything will be okay for him. Snif snif, brother!! I am very proud to have a brother like you!! I love you!!!

I understand actually, I understand his points, I really proud of his achievement. There's nothing serious than end of the world. No regret if I did try my best. Not just exam, but everything.

Random Picha of Mine~(weeks before trial LOL!)

2009-09-04T08:44:00.001-07:00

Hey people!! miss me? haha I'm sorry that I am not update my blog so often recently. Okay, Its been like 2 weeks ago since my last post right?I tell you ah,seriously there are "So" many stuff I want to blog and to share with you all but, it's just TOO MANY until I can't describe one by one, I know you all are very understanding wan, haha right? SO!! I decided to post up all the photo images and let da pictures tell you guys how the stories goes on. ^^

Night at Pavilion

I was shopping with my mama and my brother's gf at pavilion last week. I forgot the exactly date. Anyway, I love the COLOURFUL and gorgeous lights. ^^ <3

FOODS JOURNAL

Shopping with mama at..... Oh crap i forgot the name of the shopping center, but its okay la, as long as you guys kena my favorite junk foods.HAHA!! CHOCOLATES!!!

Dinner time Everyone!

Dinner with my mama and my brother's gf at U-cafe. The foods above cost my mama rm100 O.O"
erhh, really not worth, co'z the foods just consider as normal standard.

It's time to Breakfast with besties yo!!

Breakfast with my besties at 1-u last week (if I din't mistaken the time)
At Chili restaurant.
hmm, the foods provided from Chili is DAMN HUGE! haha. 2 plates can fully satisfied 4 hungry wolfs.

Time to Lepak!

Just wanna show off my pretty pearl sea blue nail polish.!

I love games!!

That's all for Now.!!!
PS: TRIAL EXAM!

感恩

2009-08-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

是的...我又用我最不擅长的语文写了..哈哈..觉得很奇怪吧? 其实一点也不奇怪, 这一次,我觉得我应该用我最不擅长的语文来写以表示我真的很感谢你们(借口很烂吧?) . 谢谢你们哦,joevy,shirnie, chamie, 这两天都一直陪着我,你们真的是我的死党啊. 在我最失落,彷徨,无助的时候,你们都一直陪在我身边,还说了很多鼓励我的话. 昨天晚上约你们出来,当你们知道那件事后就二话不说的答应了. 你们的话我真的都听进去了. 尤其是今天,其实我们都很忙, 可你们却因为我而把你们的补习,节目全部都推掉,还想好借口让我不去补习,还说星期五我们才一起去补课.哈哈...我真的有被你们感动到叻....我都知道你们的用意,你们怕我不开心所以一直陪着我,尽量让我好过些....我该怎么说呢? 真的很爱你们叻...

Joevy, 当我看到他写的东西后,你是我第一个发简讯的人. 我当时真的很怕,虽然我只读了两段,可是我的眼泪就不停的流,手也不停的颤抖.我当时真的被吓到, 可能是事情发生的太突然吧,你当时也不知道该如何安慰我,对吧? 当你上线的时候,才开始懂得如何安慰我..哈哈,我看当时你也比较冷静了.

你今天问我,为什么我可以那么的冷静,其实我也不懂,当下的心情是觉得说,他都已经做了我还能怎样呢?所以我选择冷静处理, 把事情讲清楚就对了....

Shirnie,哈哈, 你知道后真的很激动哦,一直叫我不要哭,你还在他的.......哈哈...你真的很可爱啦. 在你们3个当中最激动的应该是你了. 我知道你那么激动也是因为要帮我,对吧? 你啊,不停的陪我聊天,怕我一个人会想太多,你还叫我跟你去comondo pk,说什么杀了人之后就会一直想报仇之类的,还说这样一来我就不会想那件事了.... 哈哈, 虽然我真的很伤心, 可是我不会去做傻事的...你之所以那么激动,也是应该你看完了那篇东西了吧?虽然你也把所有的内容告诉我了,可是,其实不知道可能会比知道来得好吧? 无论如何, 谢谢你哦, 一直很积极的安慰我....

Chamie,你真的很有义气咯, 为了我挨骂也要去陪我,真的很谢谢你哦....你也是一直叫我不要哭,不停的在为我加油, 我答应过你的,我不会在为他而哭,而且我还会很快的好起来. 你在你的blog写的东西,我真的记起来了.....不过,我可以告诉你的是,我还需要一点时间去平复我的心情.我知道你很担心我,可是就像你常说的,要加油哦!!!

有你们这3个死党,我觉得真的很幸运.不停地陪我逛街,不停地逗我笑,谢谢哦...
其实我真的没有恨他,因为我觉得真的不需要到恨那种地步啦,而且恨一个人很辛苦的,哈哈,无论如何,我还是要祝福他,希望他永远幸福快乐 ...而我现在呢,正打算好好的跟spm来一场激烈的战斗,非要拼个你死我活才罢休...哈哈....很像有点夸张,我的意思是要专心读书,其它的不要想了....

谢谢你们<3

Hush hush! (I will survive remix) Lyric

2009-08-24T09:40:00.000-07:00

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to, stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want to, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed her
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I'm never beaten, broken and defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So you will listen when I say
Baby

I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

First I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong I learned how to carry on oooooooooh.....

Hush, hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken baby
Oh no, not I
I will survive oooooh
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
Hey Hey..

Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, my heart is broken
Baby hush, hush



It's just so match with what I was thinking last night.LOL <3

Tagged by Cassandra & EvenLiang

2009-08-24T06:19:00.000-07:00

1.你的名字
Yong kai yee

⒉你认为什么才算是真正的幸福？
Be with someone who really love,care and appreciate you.

⒊你们觉得友情重要，还是爱情重要？
Friendship

⒋你相信天长地久吗？
Of course.

⒌你现在过得快乐吗？
Normal

⒍如果有秘密，你真的能做到坦诚的告诉对方吗？
It's depend on the secret

⒎喜欢小baby吗？
yeah

⒏觉得友情是永远的吗？
yup

⒐希望自己多大结婚？
25-28

⒑你会为他（她）做从来不会做的事情？
yes I will

⒒你觉得女生卷发好看，还是直发？
It's depend on

⒓最想去哪里旅游？
Japan

⒔一辈子都不会忘记的？
The one who make me feel I'm in love.

⒕如果爱一个人，是不是要拼命的挽回他（她）？
No.

⒖看到天空，你第一个想起的人会是谁？
Him. PS: Chong Liang too because he wrote my name when he answer this question hahaha~! But Liang, do I look like bird? =D

⒗你会爱他一辈子吗？
Yes. Even though I know he won't :)

⒘喜欢你的和你喜欢的，你会选哪一个？
Don't know x)

⒙你会以何种方式表现你对他的爱？
You should ask my ex =="

⒚如果看到最爱的人熟睡在你身边，你会做什么？
I'll hug him

⒛如果你想痛扁一个人，你希望那个人是？
You. Yeah, is YOU!! =D

21、你会后悔自己做的决定吗？
Sometimes I do

22、现在最迷什么？
My biology reference book =="

24、觉得爱情和面包哪个重要？
Bread. I am materialistic kay?

25、如果你失恋了，会怎样？
hmm, It's depend on how much effort i put in the relationship. Of course I'll upset, but I won't cry. Because I was promised myself not to cry for others except him.

26、如果你的BF(GF)经常不回家，你会怎样？
I think I will be the one who not going home often. hahaha

27、心情烦的时候要怎么办？
Sleep.

28、你怎么看待友情？利用么？
Treat them with my pure and sincere heart. Not exploit FOR SURE!!

29、世界上你最崇拜的人？
My parents

30、全世界谁最傻？
The one who created this question

31、全世界的爱？
?? o.O"

32、你会一直等你喜欢的人吗？
Yes I will. Currently waiting for him.

33、你会在意现在他（她）的过去吗？
No.

34、你被朋友出卖过吗？
Yes

35、2009年最想干什么？
Do well in SPM

36、当发现爱你的人骗你的时候，会怎么做？
If he do loves me much then he will try his best not to lie me.

37、希望自己以后的老公（老婆）是什么样子？
Look like him. =D

38、最喜欢的食物？
A lot, It just uncountable.

39、你觉得传题目给你的这个人跟你关系怎么样？
Very good. ^^

40、如果可以的话，可以为自己的爱人牺牲一切，包括生命？
I will sacrifice something important for me, like my job, time,financial and all that. But not including my life and family relationship.

41、被点名之后的心情如何？
Feel very unlucky.hahahaha jkjk~

42、最喜欢的动物是什么？
Meow~~

43、最想得到什么？
Everything that i wish.

44、你想和谁去哪？
Everywhere. As long as he right by my side. :)

45、你的理想型？
Hero!!! <3

46、你认为梦想总是与现实相反的吗？
It's depend on.

47、我们在N年后会记得对方吗？
Sure

48、最难忘的事。
The moment he holding my hand and pulled out the rings from his pocket. :)

49、最关注的名人。
Taylor Swift

50、最无奈的事。
Been tagged and have to answer all these disgusting questions. HAHAHA kidding larh. Cassandra& liang please don't angry yo~ haha

51、是否鄙视不为他人着想的人。
No.

52、喜欢的人离开，你会为他祝福吗？
Sure. I really do hope he will found a girl better than me at the future. ^^

53、暗恋一个人很久，你会对他表白吗？
Don't know eh.

54、你已经有喜欢的他了吗？
Don't ask lame question.

55、你觉得男人坏些，还是女人？
Both.

56. 最满意自己的那一部分和最不满意又是那一部分？
None.

是哪个传给你的?
Please look at my title.

你和她是什么关系?
We married =="

现在你最想得到什么：
Good result

给过你最深感动的人
All my friends especially him. ^^

开始点名：
1) Shirnie
2) Joevy
3) Charles
4) Nicholas

My beloved and annoying friends I use to have fun with~

2009-08-13T08:06:00.001-07:00

I have a few groups of best friends and they're come from different attitude and personalities.I got a group of friends who are able to hold secret and give advises,and another favorite group of mine is Trendy group, which mean they're very sensitive on fashion trend.But,the only group I minat to talk about is annoying group haha! how awesome,HEY!! I AM REALLY MINAT TO TALK ABOUT YOU GUYS WITH MY SINCERE HEART,DO YOU GUYS HEAR ME? *wakakaka*.There is only one word for me to describe them--"DRAMATIC". You know what? They just very like to act and making noise in school before dawn.They just.......annoying. But what can I say and prove is I really really do love them very much. I love the way they use to be in school, they just like to have fun with all of the people around them.Every times I chat with them ah, they just very like to do something funny,just like a clown who brought happiness and joyful to everyone.Beside, they're very like to create a temporary drama while chatting with you, means, they will just stand up out of sudden and acting something.I tell you ah, you will totally stun and zha dou, then everyone will just smirk and look at each other,when they know it is nothing so funny about,they will talk to you and ask you back to the topic just now.HAhaha, No doubt lah, they're really a good actress in my life ever .

Here some random picha of them..

See, They look weird with the toy's gun...Memang bodoh.

LOOK!! EUGENE WAS PLANING TO SHOOT ME !!

The Fake gun we play with....

See, x tau die aim siapa, macam org gila pulak. =="

"DRAMA FOREVER"

Jealousy vs Envious

2009-08-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

The difference between jealous and envy is usually we use jealous on certain people. Like, I jealous my enemy who just won the competition. Its show negatively, but envy, we normally use on friends, respective person or someone who greater than us and just shown a very good reflection of us. Which means, envy is positive.

Sometimes, I do show my envious in front of those who are really greater than me. For instant, she/he very good in dancing, and I wish I can great like him/her someday.But sometimes ah, these people really made me jealous.They're just keep showing off their talent and think that they're good enough. I mean, you got the talent of doing something very well it is really good because you had found your ability and you are getting closer to yourself because once you know very well about yourself, which mean, you are getting closer to success.But, these people will arrogance until you feel fed up on them. Just like I am asking the question politely because i know they're really good on settle down this kind of question but then they'll just said" har? you don't know how to do ah? so easy want mah how can you don't know?" Whoa, sound like this question is easy until everyone should know how to solve.

Normally, I won't so easy to show my jealousy or envious. I mean, I actually don't feeling like jealous or envy someone because nobody is perfect.Maybe, she/he is an expert of doing this or that, but she/he might an idiot of doing something else, even worse than a 3 years old child?
Don't laugh, this is possible. So, I will properly thinking to be a human who found my own equilibrium point than being an expert on one thing but an idiot on everything.

I admire him/her, I will turns better than him/her in the future, I feeling envious toward him/her, but that doesn't mean I will copy the whole personality or attitude of him/her. I will only absorb the goods of that person and digest the goods of him/her until it turns out to be part of my style.Sometimes people get confuse about this, they might think that he/she is well done on this stuff and I want to be like him/her.Then, they start copying the person they admire so much until they look similar to the person. Hey!! Why are you want to be a copy cat in everyone mind? You're not a duplicator, you don't have to photo state every single parts of him/her. That's not necessary because no ones is a duplicate stuff of others in this world. You got your own personality and attitude, just go through whatever you are when you're born.

So, the conclusion is when you're start jealous or envious someone, please remind yourself to absorb the goods of him/her and digest it until it turns out to be part of your style. Don't make jealous or envious seize yourself. Trust yourself that you can better and greater than him/her in the future and he/she will be the one who jealous or envy you! Make a trend of yourself, because you're the only one in this world.

Experiment!!

2009-08-07T22:30:00.001-07:00

Muahahaha. Today, is the day that I go through my important experiment. TaDaz, see the way i type then you can realize that something historical happens. (exaggerating)Well, well, My experiment is going to stimulate your taste buds, refresh your brain and gives you energetic all the day.It's very good for health when you drink it early in the morning, because it can helps your gastrointestinal going smooth, heh, do you know what i mean? =D so, it's a really great invention. SEE THE PICHA BELOW and you will know what the experiment exactly was.

TADAZZZ. Crystal pear sweet soup. Ngek ngek

In the bowl--EXPERIMENT SUCCESS.

~yum yum~ *Tasty*

Ingredients:
1) Pear
2) Sugar cubes
3) Mineral Water

Process:
1. First, cut the pear in to 1/4 sphere shape, and rinse off.
2. Take out a bowl like above, and put mineral water together with the pear.
3. Put some sugar cubes in to the bowl and mix with your pear. The amount of the sugar cubes is depends on the sweetness of your own.
4. On the machine and leave it for 3 hours.

Then, your pear sweet soup is done. Enjoy~!=D

Tag by Charles& evenliang

2009-08-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

1. Whats your name spelt backwards?
Kathrine Yong (enirhtak gnoy)

2. What did you do last night?
Sleep

3.The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
None.( I was format my pc)

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
Do you think that necessary to do with?

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
Hmm, 6 months ago

6. What are you wearing?
pyjamas

7. How many cars have you owned?
One. But not under my name.

8. Type of music you dislike most?
Rock music

9. Are you registered to vote?
Nope. Still under age

10. Do you have cable?
Do you mean car cable? =D

11. What kind of computer do you use?
desktop.

12. Ever made a prank phone call?
Yes~!

13. You like anyone right now?
I'm not telling you this. IT'S MY PRIVACY~!!

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Both. (When I feel like gonna die on the next day)

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
Australia. (When i was 3)

16.Do you have a garden?
Yes.

17. What's your favorite comic strip?
None. (I don't like comic)

18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
Nope.

19. Shower, morning or night?
I will shower when I feel my sweat is disgusting me.

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Ice age, Drag me to hell, transformer and so on.

21. Favorite pizza toppings?
Any pizza that taste good will do.

22. Chips or popcorn?
Popcorn

23. What cell phone provider do you have?
Digi

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
Yes.( When i was 6) >.<"

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
NO.

26. Orange Juice or apple?
Apple juice.

27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
My mum

28. Favorite chocolate bar?
A lot.

29. Who is your longest friend and how long?
Hwee Cheng. Since standard 1.

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
YES!!

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
No, i got bad luck.

32.Favorite artist?
Taylor Swift

33. Favorite computer game?
Ragnakrok.

34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
Nope.

35. Sprite or 7-UP?
7-up

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
No. I wear bikini. ==" (lame question)

37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
Where is it?

38. Ever thrown up in public?
Nope.

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
Millionaire. Yeah, I am materialistic,but who don't huh? True love? nah, no such thing in this world. At least, for me.

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes.

41.Can exes just be friends?
Depends on the relationship.

42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
My attending doctor, because i was sick last time.

43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
Of course I do.

44. What message is on your voicemail machine?
Nobody will ever leave a voice mail call for me.

45. Where would you like to go right now?
Japan

46. What was the name of your first pet?
Rocky

47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
School bag, Books.

48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
Incoming: Nicholas
Outgoing: Home

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
Nothing great for me today.

50. What do you think about most?
A lot.

Now, tag 10 people.
1. Qiey
2. Hwee Cheng
3. Man Yee
4. Chong liang
5. Nicholas
6. Idiot
7. Stupid
8. Foolish
9. Bitch
10. None.

Be whatever I want to be

2009-08-01T08:33:00.000-07:00

I am really curious about what my inner feeling recently. The way i use to be myself is just too out of limit. In other words, I am totally agree with the way of "A man can build an island". I trying to decrease the amount I talk at school, at home, tuition, whatever situation or location.

Not introvert, just feeling like every sentences or words that come out from my mouth might cause some conflict occurs. So, I need to be very careful while i talk, I need to think before i give comment. You know, nowadays people are very sensitive, I mean they're hypersensitive! When you're just making joke around they will treat it as serious, and after that, they'll spread,gossip about how mean you are.Beside, they will change the sentences, maybe you're not mean to do that or say that,but they'll just simply exaggerate it until everyone trust what they said.So, how you gonna explain? there is no more way for you to go on beside admit that you're mean.

Furthermore, you will also just get confuse about yourself.You don't even know the person they talk about is exactly who you are or the fake one. Its make things more complicate. You will slowly get confuse about your inner attitude, personality and so on.You will start being the person they use to talk about,then, what else?You will become more mean and Mean until one day you make up your mind and feel that, isn't before I use to be another way? Omg, then you know you're getting worse and slowly the hates and dissatisfy all burning up and BOOM, there, fight and quarrel happens.

What a life, Can i just be whatever i want to be so far? I don't need any comment from you guys!!! If you have any dissatisfy about me just text me and i will never talk to you afterward, so that no conflict will occurs!! DON'T DISCUSS ABOUT ME WITH YOUR FRIENDS, BECAUSE I DON'T THINK THAT NECESSARY AND PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE OTHERS BEFORE YOU KNOW THE TRUTH.

Hello, If I simply judge you will you happy after you heard? make sense right? So please, I am a very understanding person, any dissatisfy just text me.I won't ignore your msg, I'll make amend, but before i success, i will just away from you so that you won't feel so annoying, is that okay people?

I just feel you guys are very annoying, gossip about imperfect of others but will never realize that you're not perfect as well. HEY~ MR. AND MS. ANNOYING, can you guys just stop being annoying? Anyway, I just wanna go through a quiet life without any complains~

I JUST NEED PEACE!

Chamie~!! The july baby~

2009-07-31T03:44:00.000-07:00

My feeling was really complicated yesterday. I skipped school, because i was feeling like pening kepala after ate the Anti-biotic. My stomach was squeezing while I drove. I think i ate too much medicine at once. Anyway, i tend to go school at 12.30pm, my mum was like "ARE YOU CRAZY? WHY ARE YOU SO STUBBORN ABOUT TO GO SCHOOL? TELL THEM YOU'RE NOT FEELING WELL."

Of course i refuse to do that. I don't wanna hear any gossip about me afterward because of I'm absent yesterday. Do you know what i mean? They will definitely say that I am just finding excuses or bla bla bla, and blaming about the delivery of the Domino, and say i am not responsible for my job. Well, they will just think that I should do this and that, everything is just necessity. What to do right? This is what human being.

Okay, back to yesterday. Chamie was just turned 17~ *snif snif* CHAM, i so proud of you!! Finally, you're grow...~ T.T
eh, but ah, can you just assort with our surprise next time? ==" Don't exposure even if you know mah.... ADUH....

haha, but I'm sure you're enjoying yesterday right? <3<3 That's mean what we did for you is not wasted.... and the, love the dance so far? HAHAHAHAHA~ JUST FOR YOU~

Announcement 3

2009-07-28T07:46:00.000-07:00

Club Kebimbingan dan Kerjaya announcement :

We're currently preparing for a High Tea celebration. We're very honor that our most respective teacher Cik Looi was invited to be our VIP on High Tea celebration. We're also designing a lot of games that suitable for these High Tea and make it more fun and better. Further details please contact Kee Yong Hong, Yip Kar Yee, Cham Man Yee, Yap Hwee Cheng. If you feel shy to contact or register from them, you can also find me.

I need to confirm the number of the attendance first, so that i can tell you guys the location, time, payment and so on afterward.

Please contact us as fast as possible if you're interested. Thanks for your cooperation, we'll try our best to satisfy your offer.

So what are you still waiting for? Let's move and register~!!
Ps: It's a golden opportunity for you to make more friends.(especially handsome guy and pretty girl)muahahaha....

Currently At UCTI

2009-07-24T20:11:00.000-07:00

haha....i am now at University UCTI. Online-ing hahaha..because the lecturer haven't done his meal. haha...well...its such a nice and fantastic university thought....The courses they provide are quite interesting.^^ i will post more about the trip today afterward....SEE YA~ <3

ps: Kong yao and Abu are right beside me now*they offered and beg me to write about them aww*
They're so funny =="

THEY MEMANG SYOIK SENDIRI!!!

Bon Odori~!!

2009-07-19T00:53:00.001-07:00

Oh, Went to Bon Odori with my bestie yesterday.We are definately not fear for A flu (H1N1).But,yesterday seems not only us who were not fear about it...Check out the pictures below and you will know.I'm such a lazy bug who is really lazy to write about yesterday details.HAha...wanna know more? see the pictures and imagine yourself...=D

Foods!! Yum yum~

Cute joevy with her dirty tissue-paper

Qiey and me~

ICE-CREAM STALL!!

Dawn has broken,night has come~

Joevy and Qiey bought the ice-cream with green tea favor,taste bad
I'm the smartest one,i bought cheese yogurt ice-cream.Ngek ngek

Look at the redish and orange sky~!

First Aid!!

Crowded

Dancing dancing!~!

We're just showing off our pretty nails polish.
Sky blue(Qiey), Sea blue (mine)

Takoyaki!!

Takoyaki!! Taste bad,really...Lucky we're not the one who paid for this!!

Jun Ke!! He paid the Takoyaki! And somemore, he told us that it's very tasty...YUCK!!
His tongue is not function well.

The 3rd part and also the last part of dancing~!!!

Picture credit by Qiey yee.

EXPLORACE!!! (organized by club mathematic & science)

2009-07-15T02:35:00.000-07:00

ORH... good good....what a nice trick....they totally organized for revenged and tortured us wan!!! ALL THE CLUE ALSO VERY SARCASTIC =="haha. Btw, i really enjoy being cheated by them...AN HAO!! I HATE YOU!! haha jkjk la....Anyway, i have to say thank you to jun kit because!!! He was sacrificed for saving our shoe and sock!He was naked and took a picture by the vicious staff( don't think the other way round lah, he just half-naked k?==") *snif snif* you're the best sister and leader ever!! 4Y SISTER NEED YOU!! Actually i got a surprise for An Hao wan, since he was so cruel,haha but then i failed to inwardly throw the flour on his head...grr!! I know i'll do it next time. GG~

Everyone were shaking the sticky flour away.

Zhen yee and *forgot his name*==" sry ya~

Orh!! The Cutest Boy ever,haha he just got his new hairstyle.

The champion group from my class wan,==" i got no idea how they won.
*Riduan, Hafiz, Irfan and Rusdun*(left to right)

Poor the cutie girl--yan ling, who had revenged by the explorace players.haha she's all wet.
*green colour sport tee*

Quan San, or maybe San Quan? ==" forgot his name la, because we used to call him "demon"

AHH!! HIM!! AN HAO!! The most creative designer of games!! The most cruel and evil guy!!!
*nampak dia hantam je* HAHA jkjk lah...he's good!

CUTE LITTLE BOY and his drinks

The cutest girls ever~

4Y SISTER GROUP!! <3<3
*Kar yee, me, Hwee cheng and OUR PRECIOUS ELDER SISTER JUN KIT!!!!*
*left to right*

Everyone chit-chatting

Bad luck thought (Another short and quick post)

2009-07-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

WTH!! My bestie told me that i am going to receive warning letter.When i heard i was like,"wth, how come bad things happened once in a day?" Perhaps,this malang won't be continute anymore.

I did wrote letter to my class teacher everytime i absent,And she was like pretend receive nothing.WTH, beside she's asking me to write all the MC letter for her again if i don't wanna get the warning letter.OH MY,how come got this kind of teacher wan? she lost my letter and offer me to write again? SHE SHOULD BE RESPONSIBLE ABOUT IT!!! I am going to settle DOWN EVERYTHING BY TOMORROW!! GRRR....

I told my friends about i wrote letter to my teacher everytimes and they were like, " orh, did you?, i never know that before". ==" Do i need to report everything to you when i'm passing up my MC letter?It's sound like i cannot be trusted =="

Anyway, i'll settle down everything by tomorrow.Neither argue nor fight,i'll settle down with peace.Calm my emotion and all that by facing the teacher who not responsible at all.

I just need peace!!!!!!!!! (short and quick post)

2009-07-13T23:36:00.000-07:00

I am very inquisitive about whether my leaving was really affected that idiotic teacher so much.Did i did something wrong with that? that's my own choice,my own decision. THAT'S my own way. OR she fucking miss me? Btw, I'm just wanna to tell her, my leaving is not because of her fucking attitude, that's because i got my own life to live on, i feel that i can't handle this subject at all, so i gave up.Do not consider yourself so important in my life ok? you're just a dust for me. An annoying fluffy dust.

Please do not thought that what you think is exactly the fact kay? AND PLEASE DO NOT MAKE CONCLUSION BEFORE YOU KNOW THE TRUTH! fucking idiot brainless bitch.(sorry for my rude)==" Why don't you ever think that the problem is come from you? and why don't you make amend? He's your student, did i took a gun and forces him to do that? When problems come to you, the only way for you to solve is hide,and wandering everything on me, blaming this and that,Dint try to make improvement and amend at all.Even i was leaved for 2 years, and there....you still have got your OWN WAY to made the problem related to me wan!! I have never seen a fantastic teacher like you before.And the fact is,you're a great fancy people thought, you can imagine everything that you think which might occur in your live or other's live, and the greatest thing is you will treat it as the fact.What a wonderful teacher.

I'm not turning back for memories and regret for the choice i was made that day.I'm going to prove that my choice was right.

I just need peace!!!!!!!!!!!

The scent and smells

2009-07-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

Couldn't fall asleep at this lately time,no idea why,so i decided to blog about scent and smells because i feel it's really important for guy to know about it.Take it as a tips and information for flirt girl. =D

If you walk along a typical busy street in town, how many different scents or smells can you discern? None? If you are one of the unfortunate people who has caught a cold, I can understand your inability to smell. Otherwise you have not been using your nose properly. There are a thousand things to smell lah,but normally i'll smell guys.I'm NOT STALKING THEM OKAY? of course, if you're good looking,and intelligent,everything just perfect but you got an irritating scent or smell that will cause people vomit.==" Don't you feel that's very weird? Nice appearance, smart brain but irritating scent.==" who gonna close to you? ahh,the one who having flu seriously might want to close to you.

Even it is just a scent,normally guys feel that the scent and smell not affect their life of flirting girl so much.BUT, actually girl like me do mind my boyfriend have a bad scent and smell lah.I think not just me,every girl do mind right? Bad smell is irritating, just like my classmates, i mean male, they do have a very annoying smells after PJK,can be acceptable lorh,because for those boys who active on exercising will sweat seriously.But, their smell just YUCK, i know it can't be prevent,but at least make yourself clean after PJK,like bring along a towel to the washroom,wet it and rub your body so that the sweat won't be so annoying while you're studying in class.Can you concentrate when you're wet with your sweat? ==" No right?

Not because of flirt girl only do that, come on. You do that because you care yourself, self-hygiene and self comfort, kay? Will you continue to talk to a person when she/he is sweating and the sweat is dropping on your desk or exercise book? Make sense right? Maybe you won't ignore him/her,but she/he is giving you a bad image,isn't it? I do smell guys oftenly but secretly.haha I like the guy who smell good and fresh, and i will totally stick with him.Aiyar, who will refuse to close with a person who smell good? In other word,people will attract by someone who smell good.

Anyway,it's just my opinion on scent and smells.Further information please contact kcy_@example.com hahahahaha...I know i lame,thank you. Oh ya, i love the smell of strawberry but if you're a guy please DO NOT PUT ON SOME PERFUME OR LOTION WITH STRAWBERRY FAVOR.== you will SMELL GAY for me.I love myself around with the sweetness smell and feel of strawberry but not you~ kay? If you feel strawberry perfumes or lotion is irritating and annoying, just don't close to me,I don't mind you refuse to talk to me because of strawberry smell, you can choose to talk to me at 2 miles away from me.I really don't mind, because i am A STRAWBERRY FANATIC.
THAT'S ME, I LIKE THE WAY I USE TO BE.....blek~

End with peace

2009-07-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

First of all,I would like to say thank you to all the players of explorace.You guys were making things FUN!! and thanks for the cooperation you guys given.We're really appreciate that all the comments you guys given was very positive and cheering.All of the explorace helpers are very glad to hear thatyou guys were very enjoying that day.Our explorace's photographers was taken about 255 pictures and videos of the players.If you guys are interest to see more pictures and video of explorace,please view my blog often,because Jun Kit and me are planing to create facebook and blog for Club pebimbingan dan kerjaya,ofcourse there will be some explorace helper's pictures,how we created the games, how we tested the game, our most supportive teachers,videos and so on.We're planing to POST THE VIDEO AT YOUTUBE TOO!! shhh shhh,Don't fret,we'll ask for you guys permission first.haha =D

Random picture of EXPLORACE GAME ITEMS.Game name : EXPLOTION

AHH,finally i no need to stay back on thursday wooot!!. haha but too bad,i miss explorace T.T,the game we created,the joyful we shared,the items we made and all that T.T miss Miss MISS!!anyway,it end with peace without any irritating troubles. =)
ORHH,it's time back to my life,except homework,still homework.WHY students' life must be so boring wan!!!?????? ishhh see the picture below,hell homework.==HELL SPM.....sigh....

Movie Time!

2009-07-04T19:15:00.000-07:00

Ok,I really spent a great time with Qiey yesterday. We watched 2 movies, drag me to hell and iceage 3.Quite nice,but both of this movie got some parts very boring,almost fall asleep eh.haha.
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Drag me to Hell!~

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The main actress,Alison Lohman.Christine Brown was the name in this movie.I doesn't like the way she act in this movie,a bit fake.Btw,she's gorgeous.

While waiting for Iceage3, we decided to go for a tea at Starbuck cafe.QIey ordered cheese cake and green tea.

I ordered Hot Latte.I like the bitter taste of Latte <3

Iceage3,Please do not watch the trailer before you watch this movie,you'll more enjoy if you follow my instruction.

I'm Back~!

2009-06-26T21:27:00.001-07:00

YOOHOOO~ EVERYONE!! miss me? haha Finally, i'm feeling better now.So,i decided to blog a little bit since i know you guys are so miss me..heh!~

Yesterday, i went to school met up Qiey and both of us went movie at jusco.GOSH!!! WE FINALLY WATCHED TRANSFORMER 2!!muahahahaha Its god damn nice movie,very worth to watch.COME ON GUYS!!! Why are you still sitting in front of the pc and reading this stupid post? OPLS, i mean why don't you hang out with your best friends and check out this SUPER nice movie? OR you can ask your crush to go with you,haha,if you are planing to ingratiating him/her,SEEE now you have got a good chance,a golden opportunity and i'm sure result will be very effective.GG Anyway,i'm just trying to share a good movie with you guys.

Back to yesterday,after movie we went back to LK tuition centre at around 3 something by cab.I felt so dizzy that time.But have to tahan la,waiting for mum mah,aduh.After i reached home,my forehead was like burning,like scald,and i started to feel shivering.I ate the pills that the noob doctor gave me and rest on the sofa.My body temperature kept raising and my body was so hot.In my mind,what i think on that moment was get a cup of water,so i decided to stand up and went to the kitchen.When i looked into the kitchen,My eyes were spining, and everything i saw suddenly blank out,and i'm loss of consciousness.When i woke up,i was inside the hospital.I saw Dr.david, he said my fever was almost killed me yesterday,*He very like to exaggerate
stuff,cannot be trusted =D* then he said he's gonna give me an injection.OMG==" my cute buttock!! T.T after injection he gave me 2 anti-biotic to eat,he said i having serious fever,my temperature was 43 degree celcius o.O!! SHOCKED ME!!

I'm feeling much comfortable now.Heh.Chinese people got a folksay,"tiger also can be killed a few" haha,which mean he/she is very spiritual.Anyway,i still need to eat the pills until i fully recover,but now i'm slowly gain back my evergy.GG ahhh,hope i'll recover as fast as possible.Dr.david told me due to the durian season,automatically many people will sick.Haha,this is what he observed from his experience lah.Only for reference.=D

I thought i infected H1N1,aduhh...really shock me.I ask Dr.david is it i infected H1N1? He said no,but if my fever still continously after 2 days,then i have to come back for exsanguinate and body check.SEE i told you guys at the last post. HE WILL DEFINATELY OFFER ME A BODY CHECK....sigh....I'll accept it if it's necessary.By the way,thanks Dr.david...you're excellent..=)and,you're the only one doctor who only got the magic to made my sickness gone....Thx`~

Dropped into the sick pond!

2009-06-22T22:10:00.000-07:00

I feel unwell now a days.My stomachache keep on winding me.OMFG,what the hell with this disease? My mum ask me to shyt out everything or i'll feel pretty unwell.But,i just can't,the pain feeling is not going to make me feel like wanna shyt.Just pain and pain.I did absent so frequently nowadays,I think i will get surat amaran soon.==" What to do!!??? I'm just feel like not going to school because of this stupid disease.I can't even concentrate!!!!!! CAN MY CLASS TEACHER be MORE UNDERSTANDING!!!!?????

Okay,i did called my dad this morning and he asked me to make a call to MR.David,since he's my attending doctor when i was 14.He's god damn handsome hahahha,but too bad he got a gorgeous gf.Well!!!! I was forced to concede that he's my crush before.EH!!! it's just remained about 2 months kay? =D I dint make a call to him,because it's just a stomachache and i'm sure he will offer me a body check.It just so plague to my parents and myself. and yet I dislike body check,and i refuse to check as well.==" I'm a very heathy baby, i drink a lot of water a day and i normally eat fruits once a couple of day.

Recently i feel something wrong with me.Either physical or mental.Something just GOT WRONG!! U know what? this few days,i just drank about 1 liter of water.It's made me feel so astonish,not one day a liter u know!!! IS FEW DAYS A LITER!!!! GOSHY,and i don't even feel thirsty,just stomachache and sleepy.WHOA,I can't even concentrate on something i want to do,like gaming >.>,err I mean study also lah.THIS KIND OF STRANGE PHENOMENON REALLY MADE ME PISSED OFF!!!....and my bad temper all are brusting out from my emotion.LOL...so,If i scold you or ignore you recently,please just forgive me,because i really out of control.And i'll really pleasureable if you guys can be soooooo understanding.<3<3

HAHA,btw,i think i really need a body check due to the safeness of you guys.Somehow i feel i'll take out a knife when i am piss off and poke your stomach.HAHA who knows its wont happen right? then i'll get into the jail and everyone call me murderer!!! AHHH I DON'T WANT TO BE A MURDERER!!!!so,thank you for your cooperation on the patience and inclusive you given...Thanks!! <3

Look through the truth

2009-06-15T08:05:00.000-07:00

Everyone have got their own story,i'm not the exceptable ofcourse.(what a lame opening).Well,before i was a girl who really androgynous.I can be super duper active and enthusiatic but at the same time i can cold like an ice.So,it's really hard to catch up my feeling,no ones can predict what i think the next.Slowly,i became a very emotional girl.I can smirk now but i can cry at the next minute.I don't understand why,but...THat's me.I alway think that I'm not an ordinary girl as well...I can be unusual!!! NO,I want be unusual,but lastly what i know is its just a dream.I know i've got a small gang of fans...haha~ so,its really helps me to gain up some confident from that..=D thanks guys~~=D=D Btw,the truth tell me that i'm just ordinary,nothing special as well...

Look through the education i having now,i'm not knowledgeable on everythings.Mathematic I'm just on the okok side....science even more worse than my language subjects.LOLLLL,it's just too balance until i can't find my ability.I wish to be a doctor and my science subjects are worse.How ridiculous,I'm not really work hard on them.I tried before but failed....My laziness is passing through my capillaries, my organs,my whole body part!!! >.> I just wish to find out my ability,like i good in math so that i can be an accountant after i graduate then i got a very good aim and i work hard on it,but then? I STILL CAN'T FOUND!! it's bull shyt.

My appearance,not pretty but not ugly as well.o.O" I can't be too confident about it,later someone gonna say "aduh,you memang perasan" seee!!!! they used to say that.Before i'll think like "eh? u wanna praise me then praise properly lah,jangan kata saya perasan mah".But the fact tells me,i'm just ordinary..

I'm a girl kind of negative.Think that everyone in the world are just born to criticism me.That's human being right? They like to criticize and complain everythings,give comments about something because they think they're right and it's will gonna change someone's or something's life....you guys are definately wrong.What you guys criticism is either helps or ruin.If that person is so damn god positive maybe your comment will helps but if that person is negative you might ruin her/his life...just like me,my parents gave me a comment before and i did remembered it until now,It's too hurt for me....

After joined Bes Programme,everything in my life seems going smooth and valuable.I'm not mean that before my life is in darkness but just that i learnt different things.I know how to settle down my emotion on an appropraite time to prevent arguement or fight.haha pretty good yeah~ isn't it? I'm sure that i am still emotional but at least i'm trying my best to settle down my emotion.And so on,my so called dignity is slowly gone and i'm trying not to judge a person before know him/her.Because it's pretty unfair for them.I know how to look through the fact and accept the fact and change the fact!I'm know i can be more positive and i want to be positive!!(cheerful)!!

*Look through everything in different degree might helps you to be more responsible and clear*

温泉一日游~<3<3

2009-06-13T07:08:00.001-07:00

哇!!! 今天超开心的!!! Bes Programme 举办了温泉一日游..哈哈~!!! 真的很开心哦!!...他们不但有礼貌,还很亲切呢!!! 真的很喜欢他们,真希望可以再跟他们一起去玩!!!我不多说,看照片吧!!!<3

到了温泉门口,大家都把票戴在手上~

好美啊~~~

我和我的好朋友又在拍自恋照了~~

我和慧靖<3

我和佳苡<3

哈哈...傻一团和我~

美女们~~~

还是美女们..哈哈...

我和领权

他们再幻想着自己是武侠小说里的人物...

领权被大家强迫浸入水里!!! 好可怜啊~~

这个胖子就是我的高级数学老师...哈哈...你们看!!! 他多会享受啊!!!

"我终于有水喝了"!!! =="

四大金刚~~~ =D

真没想到也有人在搞camp fire...

大家都把脚浸泡在水里,因这池的水温太高,所以没人感浸入水中

他们在喊着RM5 PER EGG...重点是谁会买啊?

当大家都很着急和紧张温泉蛋的下落时.......(请你们往下看)

均科竟然脸部抽筋,把大家给吓坏了!!!!!!!!

好多蛋哦~~

hoho!!! 做错了事情竟然还感诬赖别人

他毒隐发作...

他企图想把自己弄成鬼...

肚子饿到装可怜....哈哈哈!!!

蛋蛋还没好啊....

蛋终于好了!!! 胖子费尽吃奶之力抢蛋!!!!

哈哈....这粒蛋不会掉...=="

他们都很专心地在剥蛋壳

狼吞虎咽!!!

一团很专心地剥蛋壳

我也是哦~~~

哈哈....他们超像情侣的...wakakakaka

老师和我~~

文挥,尽宏和我

嘉娴和她的男友

我和嘉娴

Chit-chating

哈哈..儿童乐园

这是成年人的泳池

awwww~~

大家都在抢ice cream

哈哈...就是他!!!! 请我们所有人吃icecream 的!! 谢咯...老师~~

哈哈...一团插了两根零食在我的icecream上=="

美女吃着icecream...哈哈..

远近驰名的鸭腿面!!!赞哦!!!

很多人都想尝尝鸭腿面的滋味哦~~

哈哈...面包里有curry chicken哦~~!!

啊~~除了开心,真的不懂还能用什么词句表达我今天的感受哦!!! 超开心的啦!!!! 其实还有很多照片哦...我很懒惰upload了...没关系,已经很多了,对吧??

Bes Programme的helpers和学员们!!! 我爱你们哦!!!

Enjoy~

2009-06-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

Went to pavilion with my brother and his gf today,hoho~~ I did enjoy myself today.=D We went to Madam kwan's restourant for breakfast.Check out more below~!!!!

Fish chop~

Chicken chop~

Lamb Chop~

haha They just fooling around...haha~

Mango juice~!!

weee~~ Apple juice~~

ORH orh,since my brother said he was freaking thirsty,we decided to go to M.O.S,a japan style icecream's restaurant.>.<"

My brother's gf ordered this,Shiratama kurizen,the white colour things are the "tang yuan"then the redish and purple thing is red bean,ofcourse the white colour one is icecream with vanila flavor.ROXX!!

AND i ordered this,Shiratama kurian.HAHA THIS ONE IS TASTY!!! The ice cream is vanila flavor with some dark sugar on top,strawberries,peach,candies,"tang yuan",red bean and jellies!!!!! whoaaaa~~~ really delicious,but a bit over sweet...=D

haha~,went to pavilion not just because of eat,i bought some sexy tee and skirt too~ =D Both of them cost around RM170 goshy,== lucky im not the one who paid,hahah!! MY BROTHER PAID them~ =D

Dah terbalik...but its okay....i cooked this when...argh i forget,well...haha maggie goreng!!! DAMN NICE YA!!! <3<3

I cooked it yesterday morning since my mum told me she was unable to cook breakfast for me...==" there you go...tasty? okok la....=="

有点不爽

2009-06-07T19:33:00.000-07:00

你们只会觉得说,我错我错,
那你们叻?有时候你们所说的话还不是把我给刺伤了,
我有对你们怎样吗?
昨天,是我说错了..
那你们呢?
之前的话,难道你们都不觉得你们有错?
我是觉得说,如果做朋友连这些话也不能体谅的话..
真的没意思了...我,固然有错,那只是我在改又有什么用呢?
当然,我还是要说,对不起啦,昨天真的太high了...O.O"
可是,我也没有把你们之前所说的放在心上啊...
难道你们也不能?

Bes programme

2009-06-07T18:17:00.000-07:00

我好朋友的组员~ =D

这也是我好友的组员,如果你们够了解我,你们也应该知道谁是我好友吧...=D

哦!!! 这就是我的组员啦~~ 他们可爱吧~ (左)gary,佩珊,嘉娴,利芝,我.

三大美女哦!!!! (左)斯媚,慧靖,嘉娴

我和我可爱的组长,利芝...

哈哈哈!!!! 4大帅哥,加上我这个美女当然是绝配咯!!!

全体女生的大合照!!!!! 哇~ 好多美女哦!!!

我和依琳

我和亦芳

这组是文静美女派

我和可爱的susan...哎哟,她还吃着饭呐,对不起哦,打扰到你了~ T.T

我和可爱加很厉害吹水的小DJ...

我和我的组长,利芝,佳苡和她的组长,(我忘记她组长叫什么名了==")

我和我最敬佩的惠惠~

又是美女们拍自恋照的时候呐~

我和嘉娴~(谢谢你每天载我回家哦~~)

我和新加坡明星!!泛文芳!!! 哈哈...她超像泛文芳的,其实她是斯媚啦....=D

哦...bes programme 1.3昨天圆满结束,
很开心,但同时也很不舍...
他们的热情比cham god还厉害,
终于感动了我这座冰山...
就很像利芝,她是我组的组长,她真的很尽责,每天都会打电话或传简讯给我,慰问我今天感觉如何?,做了功课没?之类的话...真的很感激你,如果不是你,我也不会在bes programme里结交了那么多真心的朋友,学了那么多东西...
另一个我很感激的就是susan,她是我们的captain,那,虽然她不是我的组长,但她也是会每天打电话给我,慰问我,第一天的时候,我是觉得她和利芝怪怪的,干嘛没事在那儿装热情,然后我也开始有所防备,以前的我是一个很自我的人,觉得别人对我好一定是有目的的,所以把自己那副防备心越建越厚,可是参加了bes programme后,真的觉得,其实人也可以很简单,他们两位的热情真的感动了我...谢谢你们....

再来就是老师们,如果不是john,郭老师,林老师,我也不会参加bes programme的...真的很谢谢你们...
当然还有我们最伟大的导师,BRYAN!!! 你让我学到很多,很多,也同时让我领悟很多...谢谢你...

工作人员当然也不可少,就很像我们两为小DJ,你们拨的音乐很好听,我很喜欢,如果没有你们,bes programme也不会进行的那么顺利...领铨,也谢谢你哦,虽然你不是我组的组长,可是你也会打电话慰问我,真的很谢谢你,(其实,你在哪里拿到我电话的?O.O")...这次bes programme 的helper 也劳苦功高哦~没有他们,真的不会有bes programme,尤其是思敏,昨天你访问我的时候,我真的很抗拒,那...内容我不多说,就很谢谢你很努力地把我的真心话套出来,谢咯~...还有就是一团,你啊...谢谢你打电话慰问我咯,(你又是在哪里拿到我电话号码的?)还有就是,以前我都觉得你很奇怪,总之对你没有好感就是了,嗯,bes programme过后,对你完全改观了,相信,你对我也是完全改观了吧,昨天,谢谢你对我所说的那翻话,谢咯....

嗯...谢谢bes programme....~

自私

2009-06-04T00:28:00.000-07:00

开始讨厌他们....
自私的态度,让我觉得很厌烦....

不了解

2009-06-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

除了她，真的没人了解了．．．．
我知道，我在这件事当中固然有错．．可是，这种心情又有谁明白，如果真的可以分得那么开，你们也就不会有烦恼啦．．．
说真的，你们不体谅，不接受也是正常的，套她的话：＂其实她们接受不了也是正常啦，她们不理解而且也不想你受伤害．．除非是自己也是陷进去了．．．不然那种想放却又放不了的感觉不是每个人都可以接受的．．．＂
非常认同她所说的．．
那种控制不了可是又有罪恶感的感觉真的很难受．．．
别问我到底想怎样，因为就连我自己下一步要做什么也不知道．．．
第一次有脑袋一片空白的感觉．．．
我不是要你们支持我，我只是想要你们明白我．．．
算了．．．当我没说过．．．．

A great day~

2009-05-30T01:46:00.000-07:00

OKok..It's really great for me today...I've no plan before...I've been late for tuition like an hour..haha~ how ridiculous? BUT!!! THE MAIN POINT is,there's no teacher today..haha i dint mad at all...because i feel that's great...i have my breakfast in lk tuition centre and yet,i found out a competition of design LK tuition centre TEEEEEEEEEE~ haha.I plan to join,but i got no idea how to design it...
Well,forget it then...T.T i watched night at the museum 2 with joevy,quite funny and nice...I love the Amon RA~ hahaha he's funny~...

My brain is spining recently,keep think of art.I dont know why,but it's just cant even stop think about it...Im think like, what if i can bake a cake with weird flavor...for instance,tomato cake,grape cake,vegetable cake,etc...HEY!! DONT LAUGH!! it's healthy and creative!!! Dont u guys know if your dessert is out of fats and glucose u can even live better?...AT LEAST,YOU'RE HEALTHY...so i'm just thinking something to help,isnt it's great? Its can prevent from diabetes,high blood pressure,obessity and more disease!!..orhhhhhh,that too much of benefits...I'm just great...hahaha...I alway dream that i can open up a cafe and selling my hand-baked cakes,hand-make chocolates,hand-make cookies,some coffee,tea....and there's some pc in my cafe so that my customer can use it anytime(ofcoz you need to pay for it)...Beside that,there's many type of books,my customers can read and enjoying my beautiful tasty cakes and drinks at the same time...hahah how great it is? My plan is perfect...haha

Except my cafe dream,still i wish i can be a doctor,surgery or a pharmacist..u know,i feel so sad sometimes when i saw the patient with cancer got no medicine to cure,especially Human immunodeficiency virus(HIV).HIV is a lentivirus (a member of the retrovirus family) that can lead to acquired immunodeficiency syndrome (AIDS), a condition in humans in which the immune system begins to fail, leading to life-threatening opportunistic infections. Previous names for the virus include human T-lymphotropic virus-III (HTLV-III), lymphadenopathy-associated virus (LAV), and AIDS-associated retrovirus (ARV).Infection with HIV occurs by the transfer of blood, semen, vaginal fluid, pre-ejaculate, or breast milk. Within these bodily fluids, HIV is present as both free virus particles and virus within infected immune cells. The four major routes of transmission are unprotected sexual intercourse, contaminated needles, breast milk, and transmission from an infected mother to her baby at birth (Vertical transmission). Screening of blood products for HIV has largely eliminated transmission through blood transfusions or infected blood products in the developed world. DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW SERIOUS IT IS?? so,what my dream is,i wanna find out a medicine which can help them.I wanna create a medicine can cure them...I JUST WANNA HELP!!..not just HIV but all diseases....haha if i failed,then imma back to my bakery job and start my cake's journey...HAHHA DO U GUYS SEE A DOCTOR OPEN UP A CAFE AND BAKE CAKE?? A CAKE'S DOCTOR...HAHA NO RIGHT? I'M GONNA BE THE FIRST~~ =D

awwww..nice drink ever~ strawberry milk shake hohooo~~~ <3<3

U guys know what? the picture above is a cake with tomato flavor~~.HOW GREAT? im just planing to bake a tomato cake and i thought that im creative but then what i found out today was there's a recepi for tomato cake...==" i copied down the ingredients and im gonna try about it... hahah

我不懂．．

2009-05-28T10:24:00.000-07:00

为什么你就是不肯对我好一点？
我到底是哪里做错了？
为何别人想的往往跟事实相反？？
我在你眼里到底是什么？
我不想在这样了．．．
真的只能做好朋友而已？
我真的很累了，但却又放不下．．．
我不懂，为什么我做的一切在你眼里都只是朋友的好意
是你没察觉到，还是你根本不想懂？

无奈

2009-05-27T08:15:00.000-07:00

今天超不爽　＋　无奈．．．．
不爽的是我老爸又再说废话，让我刚刚差点吐血．．．
无奈的是金钱问题．．．Bes Programe 我是非去不可．．
就算要我省吃俭用，一个月不出街，不买衣服，我也心甘情愿．．．．
我知道，我老爸一定很反对的．．．可是我不管了，不是我野蛮而是我觉得这个camp对我的spm来说有很大的帮助．．．就如今天John对我所说的话，我真的开始觉得，他说的并非没道理．．．我妈那方面没说很鼓励但也不会反对．．．她是唯一一个明白和了解我心情和想法的人．．．
我是参加camp,又不是去偷，去抢，干麻要反对叻？真的搞不懂他咯，我也懒得跟他吵．．．

最近，无论是友情还是爱情．．都产生了非常大的影响．有点累了．．．所以啊，爱情那方面，我会慢慢地把它转换成友情，至于其它的，我也没那么多时间理会．．现在我只想把我的trial考好，踊跃的参加校内和校外的活动，好好地提升自己．．．让自己找到目标，方向．．．

我的学会即将在来临的七月份有两个星期的活动．．．详情我会再更新．．．敬请期待！！！
大概会有Tressure Hunt,Poster's competition,trip等等哦！！

我又用华语写了．．．哈哈．．我真的是个不守承诺的家伙．．．哈哈．．．Irfan对不起啦．．我觉得用华语写比较贴切．．哈哈．．．这次真的是最后一次了！！！我发誓！！．．．T.T

To:Cyndy,Qiey,Joevy,Seng Joon,Charles,Chamie...
我不能去唱K了．．．抱歉，抱歉．．．来日方长嘛．．．总会有时间再去的～～　你们玩得开心点哦～<3<3

~他和她的故事~

2009-05-22T23:54:00.000-07:00

曾经是情侣的他们,当时真的很快乐,之前他对她的爱没有很深,但渐渐地,他发现...他原来真的很喜欢,很爱她.刚开始的时候,在旁人眼中,他是个喊打喊刹的幼稚男孩.可就是有那么一个,斯文聪明的女孩喜欢上他,她每天打电话给他,不管他有没有在乎她所说的,她就是会每天打电话慰问他,男的,没有给什么善意的回复,甚至在听电话的时候睡着呢...可她就是没放弃他,一直很努力的为他付出..可能是她感动了上天,男的终于也开始对她动心...最后,他们终于在一起了.... 细心对他来说简直是种障碍,旁观者都觉得他不可能办得到...可是,他对她的付出...是真诚的,所以他下定决心,把所有的坏习惯改掉.为了她,他可以改变自己的坏脾气,为了她,他不惜付出所有的代价,为了她,他曾经跟父母闹翻,为了她,他宁愿一个人过也不要再和那堆猪朋狗友联络....可她不是没发现,而是她不知该如何应对,因他之前对她的欺骗实在伤得她太深,她对他的不满,他对她的不满也导致误会越来越深...就如当中的小插曲导致后来分手的重要因素....

人终是要再失去后才懂得珍惜.直到现在他还依然很清楚的记得她和他的一点一滴:
->2007年7月12日11點25分晚上她通過信息,接受了我....
->2007年12月27日1點晚上左右我們在云頂...度過了難忘的一晚...當時她躺在我肩膀...我以為這一切會是永恒...我很幸福...很開心(在一起的168天)
->2008年1月12日晚上11點25分 184天了 ^^
->2008年2月2號她送我的第一份情人節禮物...雖然給得太早...但我依然能感到幸福包圍著我(204天)
->2008年2月12號11點25分晚上,终于245天了...
->2008年3月11日我最難忘的生日...約了她出來但那天完全沒有回信和接電話...我一個人在戲院度過...當時她晚上對我說....她生病了...這個生日我希望不會再有..
->然后的日子...我每天都在倒數一周年怎樣慶祝..一直到....
->2008年5月11日晚上9點4x分...她對我提出分手了....
->我也不再去記錄我和她的點點滴滴,我希望遺忘但我卻辦不到....

他觉得他很没用,就连挽回也办不到....他说: "我真的很愛她但我怕我們沒有機會再走在一起了"...."一直到分手...我才發覺一件事..我不能沒有她...但她卻可以沒有我...也活得很好"
其实,她痛苦的时候有谁知道?像她这么内向的女孩,她该怎么发泄她没有他的痛苦呢?...当中的小插曲伤得她多么深...又有谁了解呢? 有人想过,她把所有的情绪收起又是为了什么吗?....如果她真的放得下,如今她为何还默默地关心他呢?这些....都没人了解....所以他也没放弃,他一直很坚持地想挽回,因他不想他和她的关系就这样变成历史....

他对她的承诺:
"為了她...我一定會把spm考好...因為我不會讓她家人看不起我....也不會讓她過不好的生活...如果我給不到我希望她可以找到更好的...我只希望...我會看到她幸福..."

我真的很希望你们能像以前一样,快快乐乐的....^^...你们要加油啊...这段路虽然很辛苦,很漫长...但我真的相信,你们会手牵手走到最后的....你们要加油~...

So WhaT~

2009-05-22T21:11:00.000-07:00

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na

I guess I just lost my boyfriend
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna spend my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent

I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I'm gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight

So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

The waiter just took my table
And gave it to Jessica Simps
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll knows how to sing

What if this song's on the radio?
Somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
He's gonna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Yeah, he's gonna get in a fight

So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

You weren't there, you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You we're there, you let me fall

So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

Nice Song~ haha~ <3<3<3

The mad dog =="

2009-05-21T06:37:00.001-07:00

I went to my bestie's house yesterday before went to old town....As you can see the picture above.It's really a mad dog...I can even heard it's bark before get into the house...Gosh,it really mad...It kept barking and barking for no reason...Am I look like a dog murderer by the way? T.T I really wonder why is it so mad at me,it just cant shut it mouth,Every steps i took,every moves i took,it also bark at me....Gosh? what the hell it want? Firstly i was thought like maybe it just wanna protect the host? nah,this thought was just a joke...==" It's mad...i can sure.... any medicine can cure? i think NO!!!...ABSOLUTELY NO!!! haha *Irritating thing*

haha...but lastly,It arrested by my friend...haha see the picture above and you will know....make sense right?!! haha...actually I'm not planing to post this up,but since i'm so boring and i was just checked my phone and found this picha...so...hahaha i post it up,and my friend was just talked to me like"IF you post this picha up!! then i'll never view your blog anymore"I replied,"you will see it by tomorrow,haha~""Dont ever list my name then T.T""okay~ =D" see!!! I hold the promise~ haha right? =D
...awwww wuuuu~~.....
*stupid little irritating thing*

Out of Control

2009-05-17T22:25:00.000-07:00

Out of sudden...i cried while chatting with my friends this morning...
I felt so depress and down...
I got no idea about it....
Not because of something...
Not because of result....
Not because of him....

I just don't know why,my tears dropped out automatically...
because of pressure? NO way...I feel so relax now...at least,the troubles that i facing now wont affect my emotion...

I know,there are some reason..but what is it? I really dont know...and dont wanna know too....

Friend is important

2009-05-16T01:34:00.000-07:00

haha....Today, after my chemistry lesson,i hang out with joevy...
haha...we go for a movie at jusco..... actually,I just acompany joevy to watch x-men.
I almost fall asleep in the cinema...so boring U KNOW!!!....I WATCHED IT AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! AND i know where's the funniest part,where's the climax....and ofcoz the stupid ending...hahaha

well,friend is important in our life....how we gonna alive without a friend? =D..I'm glad that i have a group of bestie...haha...they alway right by my side when i need them...I LOVE U GUYS!!!! <3<3

and the.....who gonna acompany you go for a movie that she already watched? hahaha.. kak chak!!! do you hear me!!! WHO GONNA ACOMPANY YOU WATCH X-MEN IF I'M NOT EXIST IN THE WORLD?? you should be proud that you got a such good friend with you WAKAKAKAKAKA......
Anyway...I'm looking forward for angels & demons hahah...anyone interest?

*Hope xi fu found bobby as fast as possible lurh...(pray for you)T.T*

例外篇

2009-05-15T09:27:00.000-07:00

哈哈....哈哈哈!!! 真的有够白痴..!!!!! 我竟然奉献了我的第一次给他!!!我的天啊!!!!!
我....我竟然跟irfan告白了!!!!
天啊!!!!!!
哈哈,他一直认为我在和他开玩笑,
他觉得,其实我可以找到更好的,而且,他说他脸上有很多疤痕...
*他是在自卑吗?*
哈哈,真的很开心,终于说出心底话...
不过,就算他接受,我们也不可能会在一起的...
原因:
1)我妈有警告过我不要跟马来同胞交往
2)现在还不是时候谈恋爱

虽然,他很帅,也很聪明...但,总觉得我和他之间有着一层隔膜..难以说明..无可否认,这告白,我只是开玩笑的代过..
可是,我是真的喜欢他的哦!!!...(这是真的)
虽然我是还蛮喜欢他的啦...可是,现在还有一个人让我更在乎,更喜欢,更想念 ^^
哈哈....再一次告白好了...irfan..我爱你哦!!! 哈哈哈...*白痴*

这篇之所以会叫"例外篇"是因为我用华语写了....你们一定觉得很怪吧,我之前不是说不再用华语写吗?哈哈,所以这篇的题目才会叫"例外"啊...==" 好啦,让我解释一下好了,我会用华语写是因为我不想让Irfan看到其实我真的喜欢他....哈哈,虽然刚刚我有跟他解释,现在我们这种年龄还不适合谈恋爱,可是,我是真的喜欢他....但,我和他始终是同班同学叻..如果他真的以为我喜欢上他,一定会很尴尬的!!所以,其实他把这高白看成是开玩笑也是好事啦...哈哈....

他刚view我的blog...还骂我说,为何不用英语写,因为他不明白...哈哈....可爱^^ 安啦,这篇过后就再也不会有华语出现了.....*对他的承诺*

*如果xxx看到了这个post,他会吃醋,会介意吗?haizzzz*

Announcement 2

2009-05-15T02:18:00.000-07:00

Searching For a dog...

Name : Bobby
Age : 3/2 years old
Size : Small
Colours : Black and brown colours...(picture above)
Host : Nicholas

My xi fu lost his dog yesterday's noon.Some of the witness saw it around selayang's flat,but we dont know the accurate location...If any of you pass through selayang please lend us your hand and pay attention for searching the dog....
Any latest news about the dog please contact 0182404240....
Thank you...

5science3's Class Tee~

2009-05-14T03:33:00.001-07:00

The Front

I Love the cartoons <3<3<3

The Back

Everyone's Signatures

My name "Kathrine" <3<3

Failed

2009-05-14T00:04:00.000-07:00

When troubles happened on me,
I only realized that i was lonely...facing the troubles alone...
Friends were actually helpless on that moment,
Either console or pity....
It's not necessary for me...
I did the same mistake again and again,
without hesitation....
I hate this feeling,and i'm trying my best to run,to hide to change somemore..
But the conclusion was,
I "failed"...
I was a loser,a lamer...
I let everything passed by,
I failed on everythings,
Somemore, I failed in my life....
Success was just passed by,
and i lost the chance...
I lost everything....

不想

2009-05-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

最近有很多说不出口的心事,
不想他就这样离开我的世界,
更不想忘记他,
每次上线,
都只会看着他的hotmail...
虽然,我明白,也很清楚,我和他的关系,是不可能有结果,
更不可能有未来,
但,我还是控制不了我自己去喜欢,去爱上他...
一直以来都是我在说喜欢,喜欢,但他呢?
他又怎么想呢?
难道真的是我一相情愿?
虽然,不是经常聊天,
但,我那种感觉依然还存在....
是我太笨了.....

*这篇过后,我就不会再用华语写blog了....
原因:1)很多人劝我换回英语,因华语太烂
2)有马来同胞看我的blog*

考试前的心情记载

2009-05-10T18:37:00.000-07:00

1)一点考试的感觉都没有,可能是习惯成自然了吧.
2)虽然很不愿读书,可是今天早上还是读了一些.
3)paper3我真的不会写,怎样create experiment?...之前读的experiments跟考题无关,真的很无奈...
4)我没把mid year放在心上,我的aim是trial....
5)紧张?我没有过....
6)看着参考书,有点不知所措...因为太多东西还没读....也不想读...
7)明天考paper3,我没把所有的东西读完,我只是读experiment而已....
8)如果可以,我选择不考....
9)很后悔没有换去ak班,至少压力会减轻一半以上...
10)看着Bio一大堆的新词,很想吐
11)就这样,不想继续,还是得继续...

(今天写到这)

LiverPool rox!!

2009-05-09T11:44:00.000-07:00

哈哈....3-0 (Liv vs whu)
Whu lame 啦...
gerrard 轻而易举地进了第一球,
真的开心死我,
过不久他又在进了第二球,
哇噻,真的很想亲他...哈哈,太帅了...=D
第三球是Barbel进的....(对他没感觉,还是免提了blek!)
其中,有谁拿黄卡,红卡...我懒得提....因为结果最重要...
结果就是!!! LIV IS DA TOP!!!! 哈哈...开心开心....
你们要加油哦!!! muackzz~!!
*永远支持你们*

*讨厌我老爸,刚一直在我耳边说liv lame,MU only pro,他真的很烂咯,不爽他!!! grrrr*
*很累,今天写到这里*

Best Programme?

2009-05-08T17:25:00.000-07:00

我是很想参加best programme啦,可是,RM350 去三次就没了,有点心疼...去了best programme 也不懂学不学到东西...就像避虎和瓦堡...他们去了,也不见得有很大的改变....而我又不想再次拒绝老师...之前已经拒绝三次了...该怎么办才好呢? 到现在,我都还没跟我爸妈提起过...咳...如果qiey和joevy都不去,那就只有我一个人去了...我最不懂交际的...去到,会跟其他学员吵架吧=="

算了吧...其实我还蛮想参加camp的,因为我要变得活跃!!!!所以啊,如学校的朋友叫我参加其他club,我也很乐意,除非是华文学会啦..哈哈...Best Programme就看我老爸怎么说咯...

我的laptop在哪里?每次跟我妈提起,她都只会说,要买了,要买了...到底是几时?我等到颈都长了...现在已是5月了啊....快点买嘛!!!! *快要暴血管*

*刚刚被某人气到暴!!!*

问题来了

2009-05-08T02:55:00.000-07:00

最近被很多问题缠绕着,
有点烦,可是啊,我始终坚持着
"不要被烦恼而烦恼"这句话,
至少对我来说某些时候是很有用的,
问题都出现在"友情"框框里,
没有任何人破坏,
只是我的朋友胡思乱想,
爱情,对于我这种"独行侠"来说,
当然是不存在的啦...哈哈...
那堆屎?那堆屎已经一一被我慢慢地拒绝了...
不过,他们还是很坚持...看你们能撑多久,
我可不是省油的灯啊!我可是会对你们更加的残忍的!!
因为我不需要爱情!!!
友情呢...
应该很快就能解决,不不,星期一就能了结了,
又是我出场发言的时候了...=D *我会冷静的处理,有必要才讲的**没必要就当作什么也没发生咯*

*exam arh exam...haiz*

惨了

2009-05-05T07:13:00.000-07:00

哇...惨咯!!! 他还跟踪我....真的给他炸到咯....今天他还破口骂joevy...搞到我要再全班面前骂他!! 真是的...破坏了我的形象....我今年只想平淡的过生活,考好spm...不要再给我制造麻烦了啦!!!

不要再跟踪我了啦...很烦叻...他又是自闭的...这样超恐怖的咯....T.T...Joevy很像有生命危险叻...真糟糕啊!!!很烦啊!!! 还跟踪我去补习!!! 他傻的是吗!!! 咳....给他弄到我有点语无伦次..=="

算了....我应该按照我好友的方法去做...那就是赶快找个男友保护我...==" 可是,那么突然,要再哪里找啊?
Eugene很像不错哦...又高,又帅(马来人眼中啦)...明天问问他要不要当我的临时男友好了...哈哈...

*如果他再这样地跟踪我,我就转校!!!(我是认真的)*

再次遇见

2009-05-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

又再遇见他了...还是跟以前一样的帅....那种莫名的暧昧感又回到了你我的身旁...虽然今天只是短短的几句话...可是,我可以感觉到,就算你我只是坐着,也不会感到陌生...真奇怪啊...事搁3年了,还会再相见..是缘分吗? 哈,我真的不知道...虽然那种莫名的感觉突然传遍我全身,但,我还是把它给压抑着了...我害怕,我担心,我不需要爱情...也不配做任何人的伴侣...

当时,我没选择你,是因为有另一个他让我觉得更值得去爱...就算再从来,我也不后悔....因为,我真的很爱他...^^...还记得,那时你很气但却要忍着说没关系,虽然你我都很想哭...可是最后还是握手以表示对对方的尊敬,用握手的方式,了结了你我之间的关系...

没有人知道我们的关系,就连我最好的朋友我也不曾提起过...直到今天在银行里遇见你,我才稍微跟joevy提起...那一刻,真的有那种冲动去跟你拿电话号码...可是,我还是没拿,况且,那时我都要离开了...所以,对你笑了笑就走了....听说,你有女友了...恭喜啊....^^ *衷心祝福你* 不过我很肯定的是...现在的我不喜欢,也不想爱你了....哈哈...*因为我心里有别人了?...自己想咯*blek~~

啊...最近,我越来越怕了...害怕我说的话会把别人给弄生气,害怕我做得不好会当别人口中的话柄...更害怕失去友谊...最近说话都很小心...连开玩笑有时也不敢了....对别人特别好,又会踩狗屎,对人差,也会踩狗屎哦!!真的炸到....

我想除了joevy,qiey还有cham cham..都没人懂我所谓的狗屎是什么意识吧...哈哈...我也懒得解释...还是算了...

*最近对他特别好,是出自于关心?是同情?还是连我爱上了都不晓得?...管他的...总之我不想再踩狗屎了*=="
*To joevy-->我和他是不可能的,听懂了没?!!*
*To Qiey-->你要加油哦...我永远支持你!! ^^*
*To Cham Cham-->自己知道咯...不用我多说啦...自己解决吧..哈哈*
*我很像还蛮喜欢的*(这个不用理,纯粹想发泄)

Announcement

2009-05-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

Announcement From LK:

Next saturday no tuition due to Wesak day.Our tuition will start on 16th may.No replacement.Thank you. *start from chapter 6,please be well prepared*

Arhh...what a good announcement.... my laziness was celebrating...haha...awww...actually im planing to go pavilion today after the chemistry lesson...but then my mum and dad were lazy...so...postponed to tomorrow...YIppy~..actually i quite disappointed when i heard that we're not going pavilion to shop anymore...haha...but fortunately,my dad promised me that we will go for movie tomorrow...=D

I'm planing to watch a horror flim..."Coming soon" is a good choice i think...i get know of this movie from Qiey since she's always keep nagging about how horror and how nice this flim is.....So,imma check out tomorrow,and tell you guys how horror it is...I did watched the trailer yesterday,feel like okok only lah...haha...maybe inside the cinema will feel the scary feeling cause of the music is TOO loud...

*i felt in love*
*i felt so sick on him*
*i miss him all the time*
*i just out of control*
*he isnt care how i feel*
allah...*dont bother what i typed above,just trying to express my feeling*=D

累人的一天

2009-05-01T08:23:00.000-07:00

哇...真是累啊...哈哈...可是很开心咯...cyndy,qiey,joevy...三个美女...即漂亮又搞笑...哈哈...尤其是cyndy...她的金句,真的让人炸到....哈哈...cyndy..我越来越爱你了...=D

今天,去了secret recepi 吃午餐....Mid valley的 secret recepi有点热....不过还能接受啦...哈哈....很多人叻...我看见有三位女生排了很久..可是我一去到,就有人served 哈哈...那三个女的当场摆臭脸...他们要serve我, 我也没办法啊...哈哈...证明我还有魅力....blek~

填饱肚子后...就开始shopping 咯...qiey在F.O.S 买了俩件T-shirt...而我和joevy就在Romp买了衣服...哇...我们在SaSa拼命买mask..哈哈..很像不用钱将...我和qiey个自买了五片....Joevy不赖...买了四片...哈哈..才rm2一片...当然要买多多吗....哈哈....然后,我们就陪cyndy选连身裙...哇...选了好久啊.....哈哈....走到脚都烂了.....lol!!终于....再回家之前....买到了...=D

awww....终于看了threads of destiny....我哭了...真的有被感动到咯....哈哈...qiey哭到最惨...哈哈...真的很建议你们去看哦....今天joevy大出血咯...哈哈....dai sei....哇噻...今天原本想买t-shirt的怎知,它原来是条裙子....真的很xx 咯....没有去试衣...我真的很活该...哈哈....不过也不赖啦...蛮好看的...哈哈=D 十点晚上才到家....逛街逛了大概9个小时吧...真的...我的脚现在都麻痹了....哈哈...不过很开心...<3<3<3

假期!!!

2009-04-30T06:17:00.000-07:00

哎吖...今天的physic讲座会...真的有够闷....老师还要全班听了过后做一份report给她...LOL ..重点是..只有我班啊...可怜....我的眼皮一直往下垂...因我坐在第一排哦...所以还是要撑着....咳,sien 到....那个讲师给的Physic考卷..容易得让我炸到....真的咯...她特地选那些比较容易的考卷来讲....我觉得没用咯.....傻的都懂怎样做...==" 而且她所谓的"考试技巧"...真的很废....她以为每一张考卷都一样?都那么容易?为何她不选些难的来讲叻?咳...猪就是猪....=="

明天,是劳动节...很好咯...假期叻..没补习,没上课,没学车...什么都没有...哈哈...这样的日子不就是我向往的吗? =D 原本约了几位猪朋狗友去打羽球的....chan chai&boon cheong 还约了 renesh...哈哈....可是啊...joevy怕陌生人,cyndy一定挺joevy的,所以她们都没去,这样也算了....boon cheong突然又说被不懂谁强迫去genting,boon cheong不去,chan chai一定不去的咯....咳,cham cham 也去genting了...都是Qiey最好咯...不会食言...说了去就去...Qiey!!我爱你啊!! 哈哈....咳,很早就讲好了要去的吗....一个两个放飞机....咳.....

那个Joevy提议说要去Mid valley....所以,我,cyndy还有Qiey明天会去咯...去那边干麻? 当然是shopping吗!!!哈哈.....好好哦... 我已经plan好了...明天,一大早,就去secret recepi吃早餐...然后就shopping咯!! 哈哈...一直到晚上8点才回家...!!哈哈...咳,今天我告诉妈说明天要用钱....她又再碎碎念了...T.T 她说我很会花钱...哪有啊...我已经很克制了...一个月没买衣服了耶...很痛苦的叻...咳....她不给我钱,我就跟爸拿!!!! 爸说,只要我不学坏,他什么都肯给我的麻...哈哈...这句话我铭记在心...!!!blek blek!!

That's all for today

病了...

2009-04-29T07:01:00.000-07:00

咳....最近真的是很衰...咳...要考试前才病倒...今天一去到学校..就觉得身体有点不妥...一直伤风...最后连我那把可爱的声音都沙哑了...真的炸到咯....喉咙痛到要喷血...==" (很像有点夸张hor?) 不过真的很痛苦叻....在学校一直觉得身体热热的....怎知一回到家就发冷..==" 还有点发烧...咳....去看医生还要被医生骂说没喝水...真的很烂咯....哪有医生骂病人的....咳...

今天真的很糟....那个pn.Faridah(addmath's teacher) 派了一大堆纸...说什么addmath要做project...她真的很鸟咯!!! 问她怎样做,她说看了那张纸就懂...哇....如果我们真的那么厉害,学校要来干嘛? 真是的....我真的无言咯,还真的第一次听到数学也要做project...当她派给我的时候,还要用那种很奸的笑容看我...真的无言.....

明天有讲座会叻....physic的...开心咯...不用上Bm 哈哈哈...爽啊!!!那个死saadiah啊...给那种将烂的作文题目..."Pencapaian pelajar lelaki dalam bidang akademik semakin merosot jika dibandingkan dengan pencapaian pelajar perempuan. Kenal pasti punca-punca berlaku masalah tersebut dan cadangkan cara-cara untuk mengatasinya" 哇噻,烂到...有谁考试会选这样的题目哦....真的傻的....有point的...只是很少咯....咳..难怪sc2将讨厌她...活该!!!

The Bet!

2009-04-26T23:49:00.001-07:00

咳...今天一早起床..我妈就唠唠叨叨....烦死了...不过我没有反驳啦...只是当她在唱歌...因为我知道她想找人吵架....一大清早..也没那个心情bird她....

原以为去到学校可以睡觉...怎知...一去到就看见一大群人站在门外...心想,一定不会有什么好事发生...果然不出我所料....所有的门没开...sc1-ak1 的学生统统没门进...哈~这下可好了...不过最后不知哪位突然开了我班的后门...我们才有门进.....sien 啊...以为可以睡觉,发场好梦....怎知...一进去,班里竟然没桌椅...算咯...不懂又是谁...在sc4的班里发现了桌椅....我还被强迫地去帮忙搬....一大清早就消耗了那么多的体力...真是纳闷....还要去周会....突然好赞同我以前所说的"星期一不是读书天"....

啊!!! 师傅竟然说要跟我来个约定....谁在即将来临的考试没考到5AS' 就得请对方吃饭....GG 我知道我自己的能力啦....一定考不到的...又要掏腰包请吃饭了...哈哈...更糟糕的是..我还死要脸的说..."师傅,你准备钱等我吧...." 哈哈....我真是烂...== (好后悔说了那句话丫)T.T 原本以为有希望的...怎知今天我的朋友告诉我说..下个星期就考试了....*绝望*... 不过啊....师傅的确还欠我一顿饭...不管啦!! 考到还是没考到....他都一定得请我吃饭了!! 哈哈 (贪心)....*别忘记在secret recepi 啊!!* 我一定会吃穷你的!!!!! GRRR~

*请你们不要再问我...我所谓的师傅是谁或为什么他会成为我的师傅等等的问题!!!...我已经回答了好几百万次...

师傅 = Nicholas

你们也可以当我的师傅丫..如果你们会玩 sc*

*等我买了laptop后,我敢保证我的 sc不会那么烂!!!* =D

That's all for today

热啊!!!

2009-04-25T23:40:00.000-07:00

哇!!!最近的天气很热啊!!!!我就快要变烧猪了!!!! 热到...哇塞....==" 看来,全球暖化的迹象越来越明显...haizz...热叻...刚刚还被我老爸逼我吃芒果...sien lo 饱到要死,还吃...=="

哎呀呀....最近很像有部爱情电影要上影了....366天的约定(threads of destiny)...好想去看哦....可是没钱叻...咳....我用钱很像用水将....死无? 爸和妈都开始投诉了.....我也想存钱啊....只是有时候真的逼不得以啊....我的sugar can(用来放钱的) 里头的钱越来越少...真的炸到啊...在这样下去,迟早会被扣零用钱....到时候,又要找我哥了...哈哈...GG

哇噻!!!我妈跟我爸答应了买laptop给我叻!!!!我真的吓到咯...因为昨天我只是随便再我妈面前说"妈,我的电脑要坏了,几时买架新的给我?" 妈:"哦,可以啊,laptop要吗?够方便....而且你去college还能用啊,等我的经济状况好一点...我一定买..." wa lau wa lau!! 我当时真的傻眼...吓到咯....没想到她答应到那么爽快...O.O" 当她说了以后,我认真想一想,吓到的感觉突然间变得低落...她是说等到她经济状况许可才买叻...10年后?20年后? haizz 更何况,有钱的是我爸,她哪来的经济?还不是用我爸的钱...而且啊...我有预感我爸一定不肯的咯....*心碎*....直到今天早上,当我正要下去客厅的时候..隐隐约约听到我爸说"她要,就买给她咯,我知道她一定是在嫌她的电脑不够快,可能下个月吧,我会买的,这次买laptop啦...她和她哥的电脑有点慢了"...哇噻...我当时真的很兴奋咯....可是不能表露出来...我下去..就很假的问了问他们在谈什么....然后就假装很不在意的说..."不用那么快买啦...你们上次不是说我的电脑还能用吗?不用将快买咯..我的电脑还很好啊..." 爸就说:"别啰说了,我讲买就买"妈说:"对啊,我跟你爸商量了...应该买给你的...方便嘛"我接着说:"haiz真搞不懂你们,我去上厕所" 哈哈...其实我在暗爽..哈哈哈....啦啦啦....期待我电脑的到来...哈哈 <3 GG

Sien~

2009-04-25T01:09:00.000-07:00

哇...昨晚又很迟才睡叻...哈哈...三点才睡,7.30又爬起来去补习....哈哈....虽然才睡了几个小时,但我还是很精神咯...因为啊,昨天我打从傍晚6.30开始就睡到晚上10.30 才甘愿起来,哈哈...晚饭都忘了吃..真是猪丫~...=D

哎呀...今天早上被joevy吓死,突然间传简讯说不舒服,不能去补习...打电话问Qiey怎么办,她又说:"不如今天不要去吧".我告诉她..:"这怎么行,我们已经1个星期没去了...不行不行...一定要想办法" 最后,我还是麻烦了我的母亲大人帮忙咯....妈,你真好啊...谢咯!!! =D LK总院真的很远叻....haizz 去到又还没吃早餐,只好跟Qiey步行到附近的店买早餐咯...路程大约有十分钟吧....还要过马路....sien...

今天来了俩位form4的学生...看起来不怎么样...原来,他们真的不怎么样...哈哈....很多问题不会回答,就连我这种平时不专心上课的学生也答得出来,你可以想象,他们有多糟糕....不过他们才form4已经有那个心补习了...还不错嘛...我form4的时候还再那儿玩闹叻!!!...哈哈,有时还在班上睡觉,虽然我现在也还是有睡啦...哈哈,不止这样,我还每次找借口翘课,连我妈都顶不顺了...哈哈...

啊....某某老师告诉我说..."其实你是有小聪明,只是你懒惰而已...你以为单靠这些小聪明就可以"过世"?不要以为知己有小聪明就很了不起,不努力始终还是个废物,烂天才..活着也只是浪费时间".哇靠!!,我得罪你meh?有必要讲到那么难听吗?我承认我是懒惰,可是你了解我多少? 你怎知道我没有在努力?不要随便判断一个人....至少我靠小聪明还能在理科里生存...你呢?只会死读书,死背书,脑袋一点用都没有,不会转弯...整个书呆子的摸样...努力又怎样?还不是要当老师,要教天才读书....像你这种牛,只会拼命,努力....永远都不会赢天才的啦...回家啦你!!!!

*努力的白痴永远不会胜过懒惰的天才*

Awww.....

2009-04-23T06:51:00.000-07:00

ArHhHhhhhhh~ I skipped classes again!! haha~ hey~!!! I know I did that often,kay!!??? but I just out of control...T.T I hate school and I prefer home study cause i feel staying in my house is much more comfortable than school!!!! =D today had been awoke by my sweety mum early in the morning like around 9 something GOSHH~ she woke me up and asked me to lend her a hand for helps Rocky&Silly bath~ arhhh they're extremely smelly,and i hate their smell... goSH they'll just dirty my pj...

Ice creams

Gong bo chicken's rice? forget the name lah!!

"We Talk sotong"

sliced fish + rice? ahh i forget the name.

Something like Curry Chicken

hmmm French fries?

Green tea snow

Chicken chop

I went shopping today as i feel it's time to improve myself....so i bought a lot of books in a book store =D i spent Rm65 today for those books......=D I love shopping~!! ^^

WHOAA i got shocked by Qiey just now eh~~!! she told me that under my desk got no text books...BUT!! i know i did left some text books under my desk!!!!! whoaa !!! SHOCK but finally, i got da answer,Cyndy took all my text books went home...phew~~ shcoked!!!

That's all for today *sleepy*

Tagged!!!

2009-04-21T00:17:00.001-07:00

First of all...i had been tagged by my bestie lol~~!!! this is the game rule...so...i've to continute it....=.= BTW 15 habits/sumthing facts about myself.........awwwww if u wanna know more about tag's game....leave comment and i'll explain....i'm kind of lazy now ha!! *sleepy* well...let's start the tag....

1. an evil person.

2. I'm a person loving money all the time.

3. I'm a person who likes to tease ppl.

4. I like to sing while taking bath.

5. I'm quite annoying.

6. Materialistic.

7. talkactive.

8. Not friendly.

9. Hate friendly people.

10. dislike the feeling of being alone.

11. Emotional.

12. like the smell of my body.

13. I hate shitting (waste time).

14. I hate art stream student(some of them lah)

15. eat before bath.

DONE!!

IR DAY!!! ROXXXXXXX!!! =D

2009-04-18T04:25:00.000-07:00

18/4/2009

IR DAY!!

whoaa IR day was rox!!! This IR day was organized by Kepong Leo Club and the president is Leo Louis Chan(my tuition classmate)...IR stand for International relationship...many pretty girls and handsome guys eh!~~!!! check out more about what i did today!!!

On the way going to HGH Convention Centre =D

We're late and somemore the shows gonna start....this is chinese yoyo performance

whoaa!!! nice pose!!

No Doubt,the person above is definately a guy!!!
*drama show*

haha the princess dancing with the prince

OH NO!!! the dragon killed the princess

TADAZZ~ the end...they're the actress of the drama

*magic show*

whoaa REFRESMENT~ everybody lined up

Aki and me

orhh the drama actress...haha she's a pig

TADAZZ The dragon which killed the princess...

my tuition teacher used to call him "mou dak fai*

qiey and mou dak fai

my bestie and me

my bestie kak chak and me!!!

michelle and me~

3 pretty girls *aahhhemmm* *cough cough*

this is a "best dressing programme"...the winner can get a mp4 eh~~

Ultimax screw dancers

Ultimax~~

Ultimax too~~ woot they rox

The great skating performance with great skaters

haha he rox + funny isnt it?

Thomas,the first vice president of kepong leo club and me~~!

ha! he look funny but...he asked me a stupid question while taking this picture...is it you taller than me? i replied: just take the picture lah,who care about the bull shit height?" hahah am i too evil? =D

GOsh Gosh...this is worse...you know what time we ate our breakfast? we ate at around 3pm!!! whoaaa...not we dont wanna eat earlier...but we cant,cause run out of foods and water....and we've been thirsty like around 3 hours...goshh..when i asked thomas,any foods or drinks left? he replied :nope,foods and drinks are not enough... saliva got la...u want? i also lazy "bird" him..=.= then finally!! around 3.00pm...the delivery of mcdonald finally arrived...and we "fighting" for the foods...haha!! why i said so? coz there's too many people havent eat!!...but lastly we got the burgers...and i shared one of it with qiey...how poor? T.T

The dancing programe...haha everyone were dancing

TADAZZ~ The introduction book for this IR DAY

the pink colour one is the invitation card and the black colour one is the Kepong Leo club president name card....hoho!!

输了

2009-04-17T02:31:00.000-07:00

输了...真的输了.....虽然有点不愿,但也祝福正方赢了....其实我心里是非常赞成正方的论点....有谁会说健康不重要叻?哈.....虽然什么也没得到,但还是很开心...因为!!!! charles 是最佳辩论员的得主!!!!哈哈!! 恭喜哦!!! 超开心的...哇!!! 今天词穷到不行....连我自己也"顶无顺"我自己...不是紧张而是华语对我来说还是有一定的难度...哈哈...!!! 词穷!!!! 都是你的错!!!

不过啊,我很确定的是,会输的原因多多少少都是因为间谍的存在咯....一听到正方主辩的稿,就知道原因咯....那个间谍是谁,我不想讲啦...心知肚明咯....很肯定的是...我们的友谊从此画上句点....

比赛终于告一段落了...很开心哈哈,终于有时间睡觉,有时间专心读书,准备考试....!!!! 是时候回到从前,也是时候认真了....spm不是讲笑的咯....哈哈... 还有,还有!!我要专心在sc上!! 哈哈!!!! sc sc 我好想你哦~~T.T

期待明天的到来!!! 哇!! 明天的party应该有200-300+人耶!!!可是这不是我去的重点啦....我去是因为食物!!!! 哈哈...不懂那边的东西好不好吃咯.....还有就是qiey咯....hoho....这是秘密,不能透露

好啦...我要睡觉了,今天写到这里....^^

想哭

2009-04-16T04:43:00.000-07:00

开始感到辛苦了....有点不自然....没有厌倦这种生活,只是开始觉得身体机能不受控制,一天比一天憔悴....真的很害怕考试之前崩溃....

有些时候,真的很想哭...对着一大堆的功课,真的不知如何下手....压力越来越大,开始害怕了.除了功课,还要准备好比赛的东西,不但要背稿,还要熟悉自己的重点,最累的是要把所有的重点背起来,以避免缺场....除了这些,我还要学车,补习.....

每当我想哭的时候,我都会忍着,不让眼泪溜出,然后再深呼吸....让自己的情绪平复下来.....你们一定会想说,想要哭就哭出来,不要忍着,哭出来了会舒服一点,我没猜错吧?根据心理专家的调查,女人之所以会比男人长命是因为她们愿意哭出来,把情绪发泄掉.....我死都要撑是因为我不想变得软弱,我更不想每当面对压力和问题的时候都像以前那样低头....是时候改变,是时候学会面对,自立....我不后悔我选择了这条路,在我的字典里,从来没有"后悔"这两个字....决定了,就别再想这条路对不对,因为机会没有第二次....

我对我现在的生活非常的感恩....可以如此地无忧无虑,有一堆猪朋狗友的陪伴,真的很开心....我曾经听过这样的话,"每当你觉得幸福的时候,上天总会收回一些对你宝贵的东西"....我认同.....世界上,没有任何一样生物或东西是完美的....虽然,我现在的生活没有很完美,但我已觉得满足....

我很自私,更害怕失去,所以,每当喜欢上了,脑袋总会很自然的封锁感情,让悲伤的记忆开封....以前的画面,一页一页的在脑里闪过....然后,我就会硬下心肠,把喜欢的感觉再次封锁,抛进无底洞....记忆是不会磨灭的,它只是暂时被你遗忘....忘记了,不代表没发生过.....所以,我很害怕再次失去,一而再的逃避....我该如何才可以学会彻底地遗忘呢?我不是放不下,而是不敢再面对感情上的问题..... aiyahh...还是别想啦....疤痕都还在.....再想也只会有更多的问题=.=

"心情"

2009-04-15T00:07:00.000-07:00

aiyor~! 昨晚我很晚才睡...应该说,我很早睡吧? 哈哈,今天凌晨4.00才睡哦...==" 6.00又要起床上学....sien 咯....一到学校就趴在桌上睡觉...哈哈...."其实,我每天都是这样的"...真的太累了丫....没办法...=D

大概过了30分钟吧....隐隐约约听见朋友的笑声,讲话声...吵死了==" 只好爬起来,然后叫cham cham陪我上厕所.....在这之前 *我醒来之后* ,很像发生了好多事,我也没那个心情"bird"她们...哈哈....然后就直接上厕所咯....才刚回到课室,就听到xxx说了好多东西丫....虽然,我也有我自己的想法啦....可是没说出口,也没生气啦....在bio lab的时候,我真的没生气咯....很像有人误会了...哈哈...我也没解释或什么的,真的没有那个心情"bird"她们.....太累了....

过后,困的感觉慢慢的消失了,然后,我也就当什么也没发生,慢慢的也跟她说话了....其实,我真的没什么东西咯....只是太累,也懒得理啦....更何况,事不关己嘛...哈哈.....Blek~

今天有火警演习哦....差点晕倒....真的受不了那个死太阳....过后,也没什么特别的事发生,我也就再课堂上继续睡觉....今天,其实也没什么特别的事发生啦....不过,不知道为什么就很想把今天所发生的事记载下来...哈哈

对"她" 的看法

2009-04-12T10:28:00.000-07:00

刚看完xxx的部落格...有点想揍她,想狠狠地骂她...她怎么可以横刀夺爱呢? 真的替另一个她感到可怜....可是,我再想回去,其实xxx也没错,因为爱情是没有分谁对谁错,只有爱或不爱...

说真的,xxx和那男的还蛮配的嘛,两个都一样....你们有听过物以累赘?或者蛇鼠一窝? 哈哈....那男的有了女友还再那儿跟xxx搞暧昧,那xxx也是的...知道不属于你的东西还要去抢....做女生有必要做到那么贱吗?就算那男的对他的女友没感觉了,也不关你事吧? 大家都是女生,有必要为了一个男的闹翻?还要搞到别人分手....xxx啊,如果以后有别的女生这样对你呢?你会如何?你可别埋怨哦...因为当初的你也是这样的.

那男的今天跟你走,你能保证他以后不会跟别人走吗? 你说什么,只要保持暧昧关系就够了,还说什么其实你根本没想过要卡在他们中间...woi!!有脑吗?如果当初你不是想要抢就不会跟他搞暧昧咯..你这样不是叫破坏感情,难道叫帮他们试探感情哦?人家说牛无喝水,无按得牛头低....骗人的,人是贪心,人是喜新忘久的....意志力再坚定也会有掉入诱惑陷阱的一天....不要为自己所犯的错找借口,因为你没那个资格...

那男的,我不想多说....因为"天下没有不吃鱼的猫"这句话...我早已看透....只能说,你今天选择了她,也许会有虚伪的祝福,或这样说,祝福你的只是想接近你...而在我心里呢...你们两永远都是爱情的耻辱,永远都是不被看好,不值得被祝福的一对....

Skip classes again

2009-04-12T07:55:00.000-07:00

Well well well, I skip school classes again...Tomorrow im not going to school...not because of laziness...there's something happened today....My mum's car spoiled and still under repairation....so,the reason i skip classes again and again=.=

I did argued wif my parents today...lol...i know i know,i know i'm rude kay? but i got no choice.I cant control myself on that moment...i'm an emotional person....i admit it...ha!

Mom:maybe you cant go for tuition too....
Me:WHAT!?? you just told me that i cant go to school. Dont you?
Mom:yes.But now the car still under repairation...and you got no transport to go if we dint get it at noon by tomorrow
Me:I can go by cab.
Mom:It wont happen,It's too dangerous for you.
Me:I dont care!!! I cant skip any lesson anymore!!!! I did skipped too often,is it you and dad too rich to let me ponteng?YOU thought you guys are millionaire?
Dad:Stop to being rude to your mum and stop your ridiculous action.
Mom:ya!..I said maybe..do you know the meaning of maybe?
Me:MAYBE!! do you know!! i did asked my debate group members to discuss something at oldtown tomorrow!! and now you tell me MAYBE I CANT GO!!??? i cant do that again!!! last time i wasnt attend and now you want me to did it again!!!!!!?????
Mom&Dad:Listen,the car was spoiled...and we can do nothing about it..do you understand?
Me: WHATEVER!!! I'll ask someone to pick me up!!

*I closed the door hardly*

LOL!! i'm rude!!!...i know i did something stupid just now... I KNOW!!!!! sigh...my tears slowly dropped out...after i closed the door..I know it's ridiculous...and i shouldnt talk to my parents with that kind of stupid way... i know...kind of regret now...sigh I'll apologize later...T.T dad & mom...I'm sorry...sigh...I just cant control myself....

* thinking*

ORH orh.....I'm planing to buy a new pc and throw this one away as i feel it working too slow~!!! =D but i did asked my parents...and they said...."ok.YOu can buy,if you hv got the money"...I replied:"aww too bad la....any budget by the way?...or maybe sponsor =D?" they said "NO! you're planing to waste money,dont you?" "i'm not just that....." i havent finish my speech yet and they said: well well,as the pc u using now still working good...we're not planing to sponsor" "hey!! i havent finish my speech yet, can i continute first?"I replied. "dad: I'm going to watch scocer wanna join?,mum:I'm gonna sleep,nitez sweety"....

OH GOSH!!! they're just....god == i can do nothing with that and i felt so helpless on that moment...and yet, i just speechless and stared at them....with this emotion --> O.O"""

胜利!!

2009-04-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

哇!!赢了,赢了!!!! 胜利的感觉真好啊~!! 果然,我们今天在比赛的时候都没什么太大的反应,就可以轻而易举的把他们激倒...哈! 之前还一直来"串" hor?输的感觉,对你们来说,还吃得消吧?你们也未免太低估我们的实力了....

今天,是胜利的一天,也同时,是我渐渐走像失败的不归路....下一周,在同样时间,同样地点,我可没那么嚣张了....因为,对手很强,再加上...决赛的题目对我组很不利,"健康比财富重要"....像这种那么烂的题目,是那个死pn.lim 才想到....白痴也知道,当然是健康有比较大的胜算啦!!!! 我是反方,也就是"财富比健康重要".....真的很白痴咯!!不过没关系,输赢不重要嘛....tyng,Charles,yan ting...我们要加油啊!!!!

咳,算了吧...我现在还是查些资料,输也要输得风光....免得别人说我们闲话....今天就到这里 *累*....

Gambateh!!=D

紧张!!!

2009-04-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

哇!!!超紧张的咯!!明天比赛了耶!!!!!!! 哇....我的心情真的是既兴奋又害怕...复杂,复杂....还忙着背稿!!! 担心担心!!! 不知道明天会发生什么事....而我又是结辩....临场反应要很快咯...比赛格式改了....以前结辩只是做结论,可是现在结辩有两分钟的时间是反驳正方/反方的主辩....所以啊,很考头脑,也很考临场反应咯...怕怕....

不敢有太大的期望哦....期望越高,失望越大....虽然,我的组员都很口齿伶俐....但是还是会紧张啦....这几天正方的组员一直过来"串" 我们....哈哈...除了忍着,我还能做什么呢? 有!!! 就是做好准备咯!=D

很像很多人都看好我....请你们不要再给我压力了....如果输了...真的很shame 叻...默默地帮我加油就够了....其它的....就看明天我的表现咯...哈哈....看起来我很弱的样子hor?*GG* 我再多说也没用....所有的事还是要看明天....拭目以待吧..!!我会尽力的....

累死~

2009-04-08T07:43:00.000-07:00

请!! 大家往下看...你们是否看到一张扑满纸张的照片呢?*废话* haiz 我还在赶我的 folio 叻....要在星期五之前交....杀了我吧....看来,今天晚上又不可以睡了咯...明天又要在班睡觉咯....haizzzz.History 的功课又还没做....等下做完folio 又要做 english oral 的 introduction....add math也还没做...haiz 我才刚补习回来,休息时间都没有...一直跟时间赛跑...sien lo.....差点忘了...karangan也还没写(还欠两篇)...哦!!! 还有,perfection的 english essay 也还没做...=.= "唔死都瞴用"....

EXperiMent successed...

The shinning thing was the bulb...doing experiment~

The two bulbs light up! haha im holding them~!

Inside physic lab...curi curi captured one haha!!

哇!!! 吓死我!! 刚才还以为我把我新的辩论稿弄丢了....O.O" 还以为会被tyng骂到飞天,因为啊,星期一我没去开会,放我组员的飞机,现在又弄丢稿,是不是该死?我心里一直觉得你们是时候帮我订馆材了=="... 打了一通电话给tyng后,才知道,原来她根本还没给我....真的swt到咯....哈哈....

今天!! 不爽咯!!那个死人成俊...大家说好今天在old town 5.45pm的时候等的吗!!! 怎知...我们(kak chak,qiey and me)到了的时候...他竟然没出现...call他又不接...sms他又不回....过后啊...大概9.00pm他才sms kak chak 说他睡觉了...!!! 真的生气咯!!! 放飞机也不能放到将吗!!!!! haizz

最近真的很忙,忙到连睡觉的时间也渐渐地减少,你们一定会这样想的咯...没有时间睡觉,可是有时间写部落格...woi!!! 这是因为我爱你们好不好...为了你们,我宁愿牺牲自己的睡眠时间也要写些东西让你们看....我真的太好了...haiz...=D

我又知道你们在想什么咯....每天看我写schedule 很满...都不懂是真是假吗...对不对? 现在我就list out...

Tuition Time Table:
Monday - Chemistry class ( 8.00pm-900pm)
Tuesday - biology class (5.30pm-6.45pm) , physic class (7.45pm-9.00pm)
Wednesday - mathematic class (4.30pm-5.45pm) , Additional mathematic class ( 7.00pm-
9.30pm)
Thursday - Empty
Friday - BM class (2.30pm-3.45pm) , English class ( 3.45pm-5.00pm)
Saturday - Chemistry (form 4 lesson) ( 10.00am - 1 pm or 2 pm)

有吓到?还没List 完叻.....星期四还要开会....这个星期四我放学过后应该没回家,在tyng家呆到晚上9.00pm++
星期日叻? 要学驾车...2.00pm-4.00pm...累咯...累死我....T.T(我会习惯的) 说真的,习惯是一定要的...最怕的是为spm付出和准备了那么多,到头来考到shyt将...又或者在spm之前累跨了...=.= 如是这样,我一定会自杀....== I'm serious...

That's all for today

Yesterday & Today

2009-04-07T07:10:00.000-07:00

"Today"

orh orh....today we(qiey,joevy and me) dine at "We talk cafe" again...and we had a great great great dinner there....haa!! the foods taste good!! you guys should check out ya!!!

DRINKS~! the left hand side one is honey lemon jesmine juice...qiey drank it,haha wanna know the taste? ask qiey!! *gg* and the green colour cup one is mine---honey lemon juice

TADAZZ my dinner for today... nasi lemak special...THIS ONE IS MUCH BETTER THAN OLD TXXX restorant one..haha!! really eh!! i swear!! you guys must check out!!

Kak Chak ate this!! chicken chop!!! haha! damn delicious eh...

This is a fish chop that Qiey ate tonight haha!

"Yesterday"

Yesterday i went to pavilion,sungei wang and time square for searching the stuffs that i need to use at the prom night on 18/4.WEEee i was so excited and spent a lot too =.= bankrupt soon..but fortunately,i've a great and nice brother.He did sponsor me everythings that i bought below haha! except the "Paris" bag... ^^ THanks brother!! and your "future wife" too...LOL because of these!! i did skiped school classes and tuition class yesterday...haha my mum dint mad at me,she just kept talking about i'm the one who wasting the money (normally i did said her waste the most)BTW,i did enjoy yesterday.

In the fitting room...=D pretty dress? i'm gonna wear it at the prom night haha!!!

Dont you guys see? There's a little ribbon on the heel...WOOOTTT cute yea~

really match my dress above eh~

haha!! pretty colour....~!!! really did match my dress...*giggles*

My brother and his gf bought me this little hand bag too!! look gorgeous!! BLEK~!

I bought this bag too..ofcourse not matching with my dress la LOL!...it just for tuition haha!

awww terbalik!!! haha nvm...green colour one...look elegant!~!

haha This dress nice right? =D allah dah terbalik..nvm lah as long as you guys can see =D

That's all for today...enjoy!

The Day~!

2009-04-04T18:43:00.000-07:00

"The trip at GMi"

Sorry guys...I post it lately...because yesterday i really felt exhausted...awww BTW,yesterday i went for a trip that organized by IH's school teachers...We visited GMi(German Malaysia Insitute) but how sad? only 5sc1-5sc3 allowed to join aww...and the number of students was fixed...btw,I'm the lucky one who can joined....and the....GMi is a university which about technology,electricity and scientific.. It's large and a great university but too bad,I'm not planing to join ha!!

My classmates Love ya all~!!(waiting for the bus)

LOOK!! behind us!!! haha the two silly things --syarif and bun chong LOl!!I took this picha in the bus.=D

GMi's Hall

My bestie Cham Cham and Qiey

My bestie kak chak

This is a cube combination mechine...it can separate different shapes and different types of cube..and then combine them together

Zhen ye and me...My grandpa~! haha!!

This is a demo set of bulbs sensor...

Tour guide robot...It will move beside an object with a fixed distance and when there's something blocking infront of it..it will totally stop.

This is a fire emergency response robot...it's cool

Irfan and me....My crush now!! haha~!

Zuhair and me ha!! my crush before~!=D

This is a demo set of electronic pressure Xx i forgot the last name but i knew it's only can used by petro to move it

This is a water pressure or something like water temperature...i forgot =="

This is a Demo set of water temperature control system

This is a Sensor technology use for data acquisition

As you can see,many people felt curious about the large mechine infront of them.

ha! They were just making fun...=D

My bestie

Everyone were so worried on that moment...because alliah fell down and her leg injured

We took a group picture...This is the precious picture...^^

We're leaving GMi---*Felt a little bit sad on that moment*

"After GMi"

After we went to GMI....my bestie and me were changed our school uniform at kak chak house...and we went to Kepong Jusco for movie and had some desert in secret recipe. The cakes above were "new york cheese cake","Lemon cheese cake"and "mango delight". After having a great desert,it's almost 4pm and so on...we went to cinema....BTW we watched "knowing" yesterday and the story was great and attractive....the main actor--- Nicolas Cage, He's a great actor i have seen...

I feel SWT!!! today =.="

2009-04-03T03:08:00.000-07:00

"The First day in perfection"
Today is the first day i went to perfection for an english lesson in year 2009....erhmm something happened today....IT WAS REALLY MADE ME FELT EMBARASSED ALL THE TIME!! =.= okok....let me tell you how's the story go on....i leave LK tuition centre at 3.50p.m and i walked to perfection rapidly as i felt that i'm going to be late in class....when i get in,i took out the card and bla bla bla...the stuff told me my class for english lesson was class 2C...okay okay...and finally i found the class...why did i said finally? O.O" because i dont even know the direction to get in the class ha!! how stubborn is me? after 20seconds+ i found the class and i knocked the door without hesitate nor doubt...then i went in to the class....EVERYONE were stared at me..and i looked at the teacher...my mind was thinking..."isn't the english teacher is a girl?name Lisa?" "it's impossible i get in to the wrong class? or it's possible?"" why is everyone staring at me btw?" The teacher looked at me and he looked shocked!! I felt curious and confusing on that moment,so i glanced the whiteboard,and i realized there was some notes about science...Oh gosh, before i make up my mind,the teacher asked me,"what classes you are taken?" I replied strangly.."english"...everyone laughing suddenly, and I'm still in a blur condition,the teacher laugh and said" hey,english haven't start yet,now is science." gosh? I felt so embarassed and i'm just said "OMG sorry sorry,im sorry...gosh" and i faster get out that class..because everyone was laughing like a drain...=.=" really damn it....when the science lesson ended ...everyone walked out and just smile to me...and some of the bitchy(primary school's friends) said"hey haha how embarassing you're huh?" wtf? I KNOW THAT FEELING,YOU GUYS DON'T HAVE TO REMIND ME!!!! == gosh but btw...haha! It's really funny.....During the english lesson, i sat alone..and the teacher was asked some stubborn questions..."why are you sitting at the back?" I replied " because I love to being alone"..."can you see the whiteboard?" I replied "ofcourse"..."Later i write smaller then you see..." WTHECK? ==" well... actually i can't see clearly...I just don't wanna join those art students...I'm not looking down at them...just i feel they're so annoying and talkactive...and always talk before thinking...=.= I mean my english lesson's classmates...except xi fu and skip...others are just bitch for me...and the way they talk..their slang is just so irritating.....I just cant accept them...haha it's my problem actually...By the way...how can i survive in those condition? *cant see clearly and many irritating people* ORH haha i just sat alone so those bitchy wont affect me...and the i'm take down the essay points while teacher explaining the points and talking( lucky she will say out the points when she writting)....^^ and i dint even look at the whiteboard.....coz i cant see!! O.O'

"Met an old friend"
WOOT~! eventhough i did something worse and embarassment just now...BUT i'm still feeling okay because i met an old friend...I think I get know of her since standard 4 like age of 10++ haha! she was my best friend before...haha! how about now? lOL don't ask me that,I don't know what to answer =D

"The Parcel"

I know I know...everythings wont just happened on the negatively way....so!! I received something today~ha!!! how great? finally i felt something great happened today.T.T

HAHA finally i did received it in this afternoon.WEE okay let me explain what is this.I know what you thinking...it's not a love parcel okay? eh? actually it's love parcel haha but not couple,it's a siblings love=D my e-bro sent me this as he said he did promised me to buy me a present, a belated birthday's present,but i still appreciate it,and it will be my very very precious stuff..thanks bro...i love it and love ya too!! =D

ORH?? a pinky letter inside O.O'

BOOwOO~two letters inside..one is for me and another one is for qiey =D

The left hand side one is for qiey's elder sister(munz) it's a cross earring,the middle one is for qiey,errhhh blue colour tower earring?=.=" and the right hand side one is for yamorie(qiey's 3th sista) =D flowers earring ^^"

TaDAzzz And this one is mine!! butterflies earring lol...too bad, i dint pierce LOLL so i still can't wear it...I'M GONNA PIERCE SOON!!!! GG

This is from another view =D

My life's picha~!!

2009-03-31T08:41:00.000-07:00

'Dine at "we talk cafe"'

Fish chop!!! This was what kak chak ate!! This one damn tasty!!

This was what qiey ate.Curry laksa xx mee...whatever.i forgot the name =="

Tadazz!! My dinner for today...haha!! i went to a new cafe in selayang jaya with my bestie (kak chak and Qiey).wooot!! the foods damn delicious there,haha!! and i will spend my time there for the next few weeks. GG!! This is a chicken burger with french fries!! it really delicious!!

LOOK!! haha a sugar can....=D what's inside? haha!! you got it!! it's MONEY!! O.O' why is inside a sugar can have a lot of money and coins? haha!! hey!! im not gonna spend money from now on,because i realized that i spent too much money before...without thinking is the stuff is worth to buy while shopping.T.T im gonna collect all the money that i left everyday and put in this can!! it will be a great value after some times.=D GUYS, im gonna have a new habit!!!!!

'How could it be?'

dang.....i'm wonder why i look so fragile and exhaust now adays O.O" pale,white and tiring face...==" how could it be? I SHOULD BE CHARM ALWAYS!! sigh..maybe im getting elder...hope wrinkles wont appear so fast eh...haha!!! =D

ha!! i went popular yesterday and i bought this interior design magazine.=D I'm not interested on interior design anyway.Btw,why i bought this? because my new house is under construction now,so i need to think and design my own bedroom haha,sound rox? yea..i know that~=D

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY!!! HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY YA!!

Nothing much for today~ =D

2009-03-29T08:29:00.000-07:00

'News'
This morning i was reading news paper like what i did every weekends.But today i read a sad and frustrated news...It's about a step-dad held over sex abuses.A man who has been arrested after his three stepdaughters ran away from home and alleged that he sexually abused them for a year.DO you hear me? A YEAR! it's been a year.Sigh I really hopes that the girls can stand up and back to normal.Why did i said so? because normally their behavior will definately affected.I pray for them with my honest's heart.I really meant it.GIRLS, WE CHEERS for you guys~!! and so on, nothing much special today,haha the news today was all about 60 earth hour. A couple hold candlelight wedding banquet,It's so romantic that they can held such a wonderful and unforgetable wedding...aww jealous...i wish i could have such wedding too...But where's my prince eh? hahaha

"Fell In love"

hey!! I know what you're thinking now...you're thinking that i got a new crush or maybe a boyfriend?nah!! YOU'RE DEFINATELY WRONG!!! haha i just fell in love with stefanie's songs.Her songs her vocal and picth are so touching and perfect....I keep repeat and repeat listening her songs...start to fall in love with her.=D

Papers....is it you think these 3 pieces of papers are just that normal as what you're thinking now? I can tell you,you're absolutely WRONG!! these 3 pieces of papers are going to decide my life.HAHA not that serious kay? just it's all about debate...Do you got it? i join my school chinese society debate tournament~..haha i wish i can win....Bless me? =D

duhh!! feel fed up on this book haha! actually it's quite nice...with nice description and nice characteristic ofcourse with fluent gramma.But i wonder why i can't finish it.I bought it last year and i'm still haven't finish it yet...omgosh what i'm thinking? I should finish it in a week!! or maybe weeks? ==" well...i hope i can finish it soon and buy a new one... haha! BTW i love novel~ =D

"I'm getting EMPTY"

Feeling empty nowadays, need to find something or someone fill up my life or maybe rox my life? haha well,i hope i can be a more sociable person.I'm searching all the camp site and i hope i can join any camp to rox my life and make new friends ^^ life shouldn't be so boring...i should do something!! I SHOULD!!

My mum bought me this yesterday as she felt my pimples grown widely on my forehead.HAha PIMPLES!! == i hate that...and she hope this can cure my pimples,if it fail..i think i should get T3 ==" btw..thanks lovely mum..i love you =D

The "BRATS"

Feeling depress all the day....i got no idea about it...ha~! well....Today i read news paper(The star) LOL i found my friend was there!! haha i mean one of the article ....sabrina was joined the camp "BRATS" lol..looks fun huh...i wish i could join next year.Let me explain what the brats is.Brats is a group for teenagers about to be a young journalist...hah~! sound fun ....And she's pretty than before =D sabrina do you hear me?? YOU'RE PRETTIER THAN BEFORE!! HAHA~ god~ BRAT= Bright Roving Annoying Teens

I bought these...==" i mean the plaster ...hahaha i was paid at the counter...and took it...after i get in the car i only realized..."why i bought this?" haha~! ridiculous....maybe i just attracted by it's cute package...haha no idea...

The answer~

2009-03-28T19:43:00.000-07:00

Rm15x1=15
15/3=5
15+5=20
3 candies's paper can exchange 1more candy so...5-3=2
2+1=3(exchange one more candy again)
total 20+1+1=22
Tadaz~~! do you get it correct? haha~

数学题

2009-03-27T23:51:00.000-07:00

lets say...you hv RM15 now...

you wish to buy candy...

each candy cost rm1

every 3 candies paper can exchange 1 more candy...

so what is the maximum amount of candies that you can eat?

haha....tell me your answer at the comment space...

i'll show the calculation and answer by tomorrow...Please don't be fret...~