不正常!!

lol...哈? 不正常? 我承认...今天我是有点不妥...哈!我知道...kak chak,chamie,qiey你们都很担心我
放心咯...我没事...只是太累而已....

而且座位换了...有点不习惯所以才会将的....其实我一整天都不想说话....可是看到你们做出一些荒唐的猜测与担心....我实在不忍心...所以recess 过后...我尽量让自己变回原来的模样....

情绪上开始有了变化...我也无能为力啊...对不对? haha...太累了...真的很累....schedule太满..有点应付不来咯...不过我会习惯的....这整个星期都没睡好....haiz...


朋友之间的问题...我不想多说....爱情也如此...最近..不懂做么将多人问我有没有男朋友...哈哈..我都只能在他们的面前说...不想有....其实是累了,也不敢再有.....总而言之不要就是了....当然我心里还是有人霸占着wakakaka...也不算是喜欢啦....只是想找个人帮我脱离爱情.....只要心里有别人,我就再也不会喜欢又或者接受别人了....而且空闲的时候还可以想想他...那不是很好吗?哈哈..对我而言,是一举两得的方法....很烂吧?不过我觉得还蛮有用的叻....

开始对自己有要求了...是好事还是坏事? 有好有坏咯....好的就是可以进步...不好的是情绪上,开始有想要脱离人群的冲动....现在的我啊....感觉上是压力越大就越爽...很变态吧....可是这种感觉我很enjoy....其实最大的原因是因为我爸妈....当我从segi回来跟他们谈未来的时候....我差点掉泪了....原来...他们对我是如此的有信心...他们的付出...我以前都没发现到...."再怎么贫穷都好,读书的钱是不可以省的....你要读...我再怎么辛苦都会让你去读的" 当我听到的时候...真的很感动....现在想回去...真的很想哭...他们愿意拨出rm3000 让我去补习...真的很感动....也不想让他们失望...

爸妈...谢谢你们.....我会加油的.....放心....

忙!

现在是5.35pm!!!
哇! 我才刚从charles的家回来,就上网写Blog 了....哈哈...看!!我多爱你们 =p
好啦...今天一放学就去charles的家讨论辩论的东西....Lol
我还在他家小睡了一下....

haiz....最近啊...真的很忙...以前周末....都是待在家的...现在节目可多呢!!
我把我一个星期的空闲时间都排得满满的....schedule 满到...连我自己也不懂有没有时间睡觉..=="
今天早上还硬啃咖啡....lol!! 还好有喝....不然我真的撑不下去....等下...又要喝了....

说真的...这种忙碌的行程...我还蛮乐在其中....哈哈...有点变态...不过对我来说...应该也是件好事吧!!终于对生活有那么一点的认真....这种正在进步的感觉真好....

今天数学虽考到A1了...不过还是不满意自己的分数....还有那死人头英文....也虽考到A2但我可没有expect 拿到将低的分数啊!! heck!!!我想我英文也不烂啊....怎么只考到74分叻?haiz...所以说...不要时常对自己的分数有很大的期望....它只会让你跌得更痛...

那个数学也是的....怎么会那么低分叻?当我拿到考卷...我差点哭出来....==" 真的...才77分....haiz...在加上今天又换了新坐位....wah...那个位热到...Yorr...我差点就闷死...=="..要投诉咯....黑板又看不到...老师在讲课我都热到无法专心....真的....没想到这间学校真的差到将的地步....可怜咯....一直要找借口出去透透气.....这间学校要闷死我也不是这样的嘛.....

haiz...我现在去冲凉啦...今天写到这里...


*想念我以前的坐位, 想念我家的冷气 T.T*

Tarc/segi?

hmm...i was visited Segi University College this afternoon...

ha! The open day is boring,but im enjoyed...hmm

i was like took many information from the officer haha!

and i had joined the talks of Pharmacy course..

the lecturer was quite funny...haha he's from UK.And while listening his speech,i suddenly felt that my school's english teacher is lame... haha but actually she's lame =D

with all the stupid malay slang and always acting like she did very well in english duhh~! annoying.The lecturer is great btw haha!

haha~! back to my topic...

hmm....i quite intersted on pharmacy....but the qualification to take this course is darm!! ha! i was shocked like a crazy monkey while the officer told me...

Qualification to be a pharmacist:

1)take the pharmacy's course ofcourse!

2)spm/'o' levels or equivalent must be in minimum 5 B3 credits or higher in Science, maths and English only can take this course.

damnit....at least 5 B3 credits....sighh can i? == still wondering...so i decided to chase up the form 4 and 5 chemistry subjects =D

i went to perfection training academy to get the time table after i visited segi.

LOL! the timing is damnly made me headacd...

it's so match with LK!! sigh...so i adjust and adjust finally i got the great time table but one thing that's worse----i got no free time to take a break ==" sigh!!

i told my dad that i wanna take pharmacy course...and his respond was like below:

1)oh,how about my advise? u should be an adjustor by the way

2)what? pharmacy?you can go on if you likes...but low income,although u're master,you cant be boss,u're only can under a boss and doing things in industry.

3)adjustor got good income,you can earn more than 10k per month if only you got the liscence.

4)pharmacy course is harder than what you're thinking now? got it?

5)you can only open a small medical shop after you graduated

6)are you sure you can do well in your science subjects? at least 5 B3 and credit in maths,english,biology,chemistry and physic...are you sure?

7) I prefer adjustor or else you can choose hotel management.

8) ACCOUNTING? MARKETING MANAGEMENT? that's too popular...and i think that's not suitable you(he said this while i telling him about accounting and marketing management)

9)Just go on with adjustor...oh....up to you lah...if you think you can handle the pharmacy course.

aww.......should i listen to him? this question appeared while he talks to me......i must prove to him that i can handle very well....so, i decided to go for tuition.

calculate the fees i need to pay per month loll made me bankrupt.

RM170(LK) + RM147(perfection) =RM317

WHAT!!! RM317 PER MONTH!!!??? dangg killed me up...

I'm plan to go for tarc next sunday,coz today when we arrived there(qiey,kak chak n me) the security told us the open day was ended yesterday..WTHECK? =="

and im going next sunday for get more information about adjustor and pharmacist =="

good luck kath, you can do it~!

sigh~

just viewed qiey's blog....future?..... i dint think about that..even adjuster this course also been choosed by my dad...

is it im too lame? i dont even have fixed direction... I don't know where to go....what should i do in the future...mum and dad start to put on pressure on me....even i feel they're annoying,but...i admit that....im lazy.

Laziness is always the main problem...what can i do? dont fret about result? i dont but they did...i dont wish to be a useless daughter....i wish to be perfect infront of them...but can i? start to feel lament for them.....

well.... fine la

New friends

Wtheck?New friends? lol it's been long time i dint kena new friends*how lame*

keep blocking myself not to be friendly to other...

not act cool...just don't wish to show my friendly or else i don't even wish to get near to strangers

but...they (coconut,skip and hama) still ok la....the weird feeling gone after chat with them in msn.

well,i viewed coconut's blog this evening,dang him...we (joevy,qiey and me) not abc ok?

our school got many type of students....indian ,sikh,malay,chinese

so only 2 languages all of them can fully understand which are english and malay.

and da speaking malay made me feel weird so...i choose to speak english.

we used to speak english in school so that it may cause us speak some english during the speech.

paham x paham ni? mr.coconut?XD

haha

well,and add on i dint take chinese class...so sometimes i really dont understand what u guys talking about,just likes yesterday at oldtown whoa~!! hama? apa tu?

and now i only realize hama is meant by toad LOLL~!! how lame? this is the different between IH and CH got it?

not kebangsaan but IH only...coz IH dint add in chinese subject in normal time table, if we wanna take chinese this subject we can only spend 2 hours each week for learning and study chinese, amd + IH malay's teacher dont even give us a fixed classroom so we need to find an empty classroom and tell teacher to come,how bitch?

well stop talking about that or else i will get mad....

hmm... anyway,nice to meet you guys....

i dont even think that life could hv so many curve to turn on,and the sudden of a sudden everythings will change or something new will comes to you.....

what i can really sure is dont think that life go on smooth,coz a little bit curve will affect the path of your life =D

My bestiee~!!! wooottt

Blek Blek~!!

4 stupid~!!! haha

TaDazzz~!!

My bestie Qiey~!

My bestiee Cham god

My bestie kak chak~!!

FOODSSS~!!

Black paper beef's rice? O.O' something like dat larh ==

errhh beef's instant noodles

*lazy to explain + forget their name* =="

Hong Kong's curry fish balls~!!! =D

Tada~!! drinks~~~ hehe the brown colour one is 'yin yong' and the red and black colour one is devil bla bla bla (forgot it's name == ) amd the colour with some mango one is "mango sai mai lou" and the last one with a large lemon is honey lemon tea =D