It's painful to tell

Okay, I accidentally miss-click and ......I read my blog again..... Seriously, I miss my blog, and my supporters. And yet, I couldn't write all these time it's neither of I got no time to write nor I am not interest on my blog anymore, but it is because of it's painful to re-read my blog again. It actually depressing me, I know I should accept the fact and all the past. Everything past away, I should stand out and tell everyone that I'm okay with everything, and I accepted. But I just couldn't, memories will never ever been erase and yet I am not hiding anything behind but, I just don't wish that every single pieces of the post in my blog could remind me of my past, I wish to get through my life and forget about it.

I know I'm dig...==" But what should I do to just....step out? I need a brand new life seriously. So, here, painful to tell you guys, I am going to delete this old, messy blog and start a new one. A new journal. Support me? ^^