感恩

是的...我又用我最不擅长的语文写了..哈哈..觉得很奇怪吧? 其实一点也不奇怪, 这一次,我觉得我应该用我最不擅长的语文来写以表示我真的很感谢你们(借口很烂吧?) . 谢谢你们哦,joevy,shirnie, chamie, 这两天都一直陪着我,你们真的是我的死党啊. 在我最失落,彷徨,无助的时候,你们都一直陪在我身边,还说了很多鼓励我的话. 昨天晚上约你们出来,当你们知道那件事后就二话不说的答应了. 你们的话我真的都听进去了. 尤其是今天,其实我们都很忙, 可你们却因为我而把你们的补习,节目全部都推掉,还想好借口让我不去补习,还说星期五我们才一起去补课.哈哈...我真的有被你们感动到叻....我都知道你们的用意,你们怕我不开心所以一直陪着我,尽量让我好过些....我该怎么说呢? 真的很爱你们叻...



Joevy, 当我看到他写的东西后,你是我第一个发简讯的人. 我当时真的很怕,虽然我只读了两段,可是我的眼泪就不停的流,手也不停的颤抖.我当时真的被吓到, 可能是事情发生的太突然吧,你当时也不知道该如何安慰我,对吧? 当你上线的时候,才开始懂得如何安慰我..哈哈,我看当时你也比较冷静了.

你今天问我,为什么我可以那么的冷静,其实我也不懂,当下的心情是觉得说,他都已经做了我还能怎样呢?所以 我选择冷静处理, 把事情讲清楚就对了....



Shirnie,哈哈, 你知道后真的很激动哦,一直叫我不要哭,你还在他的.......哈哈...你真的很可爱啦. 在你们3个当中最激动的应该是你了. 我知道你那么激动也是因为要帮我,对吧? 你啊,不停的陪我聊天,怕我一个人会想太多,你还叫我跟你去comondo pk,说什么杀了人之后就会一直想报仇之类的,还说这样一来我就不会想那件事了.... 哈哈, 虽然我真的很伤心, 可是我不会去做傻事的...你之所以那么激动,也是应该你看完了那篇东西了吧?虽然你也把所有的内容告诉我了,可是,其实不知道可能会比知道来得好吧? 无论如何, 谢谢你哦, 一直很积极的安慰我....

Chamie,你真的很有义气咯, 为了我挨骂也要去陪我,真的很谢谢你哦....你也是一直叫我不要哭,不停的在为我加油, 我答应过你的,我不会在为他而哭,而且我还会很快的好起来. 你在你的blog写的东西,我真的记起来了.....不过,我可以告诉你的是,我还需要一点时间去平复我的心情.我知道你很担心我,可是就像你常说的,要加油哦!!!

有你们这3个死党,我觉得真的很幸运.不停地陪我逛街,不停地逗我笑,谢谢哦...
其实我真的没有恨他,因为我觉得真的不需要到恨那种地步啦,而且恨一个人很辛苦的,哈哈,无论如何,我还是要祝福他,希望他永远幸福快乐 ...而我现在呢,正打算好好的跟spm来一场激烈的战斗,非要拼个你死我活才罢休...哈哈....很像有点夸张,我的意思是要专心读书,其它的不要想了....

谢谢你们<3

Hush hush! (I will survive remix) Lyric

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to, stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want to, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed her
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I'm never beaten, broken and defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So you will listen when I say
Baby

I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

First I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong I learned how to carry on oooooooooh.....

Hush, hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken baby
Oh no, not I
I will survive oooooh
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
Hey Hey..

Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, my heart is broken
Baby hush, hush



It's just so match with what I was thinking last night.LOL <3

Tagged by Cassandra & EvenLiang

1.你的名字
Yong kai yee

⒉你认为什么才算是真正的幸福？
Be with someone who really love,care and appreciate you.

⒊你们觉得友情重要，还是爱情重要？
Friendship

⒋你相信天长地久吗？
Of course.

⒌你现在过得快乐吗？
Normal

⒍如果有秘密，你真的能做到坦诚的告诉对方吗？­
It's depend on the secret

⒎喜欢小baby吗？
yeah

⒏觉得友情是永远的吗？
yup

⒐希望自己多大结婚？
25-28

⒑你会为他（她）做从来不会做的事情？
yes I will

⒒你觉得女生卷发好看，还是直发？
It's depend on

⒓最想去哪里旅游？
Japan

⒔一辈子都不会忘记的？
The one who make me feel I'm in love.

⒕如果爱一个人，是不是要拼命的挽回他（她）？
No.

⒖看到天空，你第一个想起的人会是谁？
Him. PS: Chong Liang too because he wrote my name when he answer this question hahaha~! But Liang, do I look like bird? =D

⒗你会爱他一辈子吗？
Yes. Even though I know he won't :)

⒘喜欢你的和你喜欢的，你会选哪一个？
Don't know x)

⒙你会以何种方式表现你对他的爱？
You should ask my ex =="

⒚如果看到最爱的人熟睡在你身边，你会做什么？
I'll hug him

⒛如果你想痛扁一个人，你希望那个人是？
You. Yeah, is YOU!! =D

21、你会后悔自己做的决定吗？
Sometimes I do

22、现在最迷什么？
My biology reference book =="

24、觉得爱情和面包哪个重要？
Bread. I am materialistic kay?

25、如果你失恋了，会怎样？
hmm, It's depend on how much effort i put in the relationship. Of course I'll upset, but I won't cry. Because I was promised myself not to cry for others except him.

26、如果你的BF(GF)经常不回家，你会怎样­？
I think I will be the one who not going home often. hahaha

27、心情烦的时候要怎么办？
Sleep.

28、你怎么看待友情？利用么？
Treat them with my pure and sincere heart. Not exploit FOR SURE!!

29、世界上你最崇拜的人？
My parents

30、全世界谁最傻？
The one who created this question

31、全世界的爱­？
?? o.O"

32、你会一直等你喜欢的人吗？
Yes I will. Currently waiting for him.

33、你会在意现在他（她）的过去吗？
No.

34、你被朋友出卖过吗？
Yes

35、2009年最想干什么？
Do well in SPM

36、当发现爱你的人骗你的时候，会怎么做？
If he do loves me much then he will try his best not to lie me.

37、希望自己以后的老公（老婆）是什么样子？
Look like him. =D

38、最喜欢的食物？
A lot, It just uncountable.

39、你觉得传题目给你的这个人跟你关系怎么样？
Very good. ^^

40、如果可以的话，可以为自己的爱人牺牲一切，包括生命？
I will sacrifice something important for me, like my job, time,financial and all that. But not including my life and family relationship.

41、被点名之后的心情如何？
Feel very unlucky.hahahaha jkjk~

42、最喜欢的动物是什么？
Meow~~

43、最想得到什么？
Everything that i wish.

44、你想和谁去哪？
Everywhere. As long as he right by my side. :)

45、你的理想型？
Hero!!! <3

46、你认为梦想总是与现实相反的吗？
It's depend on.

47、我们在N年后会记得对方吗？
Sure

48、最难忘的事。
The moment he holding my hand and pulled out the rings from his pocket. :)

49、最关注的名人。
Taylor Swift

50、最无奈的事。
Been tagged and have to answer all these disgusting questions. HAHAHA kidding larh. Cassandra& liang please don't angry yo~ haha

51、是否鄙视不为他人着想的人。
No.

52、喜欢的人离开，你会为他祝福吗？
Sure. I really do hope he will found a girl better than me at the future. ^^

53、暗恋一个人很久，你会对他表白吗？
Don't know eh.

54、你已经有喜欢的他了吗？
Don't ask lame question.

55、你觉得男人坏些，还是女人？
Both.

56. 最满意自己的那一部分和最不满意又是那一部分？
None.

是哪个传给你的?
Please look at my title.

你和她是什么关系?
We married =="

现在你最想得到什么：
Good result

给过你最深感动的人
All my friends especially him. ^^


开始点名：
1) Shirnie
2) Joevy
3) Charles
4) Nicholas

My beloved and annoying friends I use to have fun with~

I have a few groups of best friends and they're come from different attitude and personalities.I got a group of friends who are able to hold secret and give advises,and another favorite group of mine is Trendy group, which mean they're very sensitive on fashion trend.But,the only group I minat to talk about is annoying group haha! how awesome,HEY!! I AM REALLY MINAT TO TALK ABOUT YOU GUYS WITH MY SINCERE HEART,DO YOU GUYS HEAR ME? *wakakaka*.There is only one word for me to describe them--"DRAMATIC". You know what? They just very like to act and making noise in school before dawn.They just.......annoying. But what can I say and prove is I really really do love them very much. I love the way they use to be in school, they just like to have fun with all of the people around them.Every times I chat with them ah, they just very like to do something funny,just like a clown who brought happiness and joyful to everyone.Beside, they're very like to create a temporary drama while chatting with you, means, they will just stand up out of sudden and acting something.I tell you ah, you will totally stun and zha dou, then everyone will just smirk and look at each other,when they know it is nothing so funny about,they will talk to you and ask you back to the topic just now.HAhaha, No doubt lah, they're really a good actress in my life ever .

Here some random picha of them..

See, They look weird with the toy's gun...Memang bodoh.

LOOK!! EUGENE WAS PLANING TO SHOOT ME !!

The Fake gun we play with....

See, x tau die aim siapa, macam org gila pulak. =="

"DRAMA FOREVER"

Jealousy vs Envious

The difference between jealous and envy is usually we use jealous on certain people. Like, I jealous my enemy who just won the competition. Its show negatively, but envy, we normally use on friends, respective person or someone who greater than us and just shown a very good reflection of us. Which means, envy is positive.

Sometimes, I do show my envious in front of those who are really greater than me. For instant, she/he very good in dancing, and I wish I can great like him/her someday.But sometimes ah, these people really made me jealous.They're just keep showing off their talent and think that they're good enough. I mean, you got the talent of doing something very well it is really good because you had found your ability and you are getting closer to yourself because once you know very well about yourself, which mean, you are getting closer to success.But, these people will arrogance until you feel fed up on them. Just like I am asking the question politely because i know they're really good on settle down this kind of question but then they'll just said" har? you don't know how to do ah? so easy want mah how can you don't know?" Whoa, sound like this question is easy until everyone should know how to solve.

Normally, I won't so easy to show my jealousy or envious. I mean, I actually don't feeling like jealous or envy someone because nobody is perfect.Maybe, she/he is an expert of doing this or that, but she/he might an idiot of doing something else, even worse than a 3 years old child?
Don't laugh, this is possible. So, I will properly thinking to be a human who found my own equilibrium point than being an expert on one thing but an idiot on everything.

I admire him/her, I will turns better than him/her in the future, I feeling envious toward him/her, but that doesn't mean I will copy the whole personality or attitude of him/her. I will only absorb the goods of that person and digest the goods of him/her until it turns out to be part of my style.Sometimes people get confuse about this, they might think that he/she is well done on this stuff and I want to be like him/her.Then, they start copying the person they admire so much until they look similar to the person. Hey!! Why are you want to be a copy cat in everyone mind? You're not a duplicator, you don't have to photo state every single parts of him/her. That's not necessary because no ones is a duplicate stuff of others in this world. You got your own personality and attitude, just go through whatever you are when you're born.

So, the conclusion is when you're start jealous or envious someone, please remind yourself to absorb the goods of him/her and digest it until it turns out to be part of your style. Don't make jealous or envious seize yourself. Trust yourself that you can better and greater than him/her in the future and he/she will be the one who jealous or envy you! Make a trend of yourself, because you're the only one in this world.

Experiment!!

Muahahaha. Today, is the day that I go through my important experiment. TaDaz, see the way i type then you can realize that something historical happens. (exaggerating)Well, well, My experiment is going to stimulate your taste buds, refresh your brain and gives you energetic all the day.It's very good for health when you drink it early in the morning, because it can helps your gastrointestinal going smooth, heh, do you know what i mean? =D so, it's a really great invention. SEE THE PICHA BELOW and you will know what the experiment exactly was.

TADAZZZ. Crystal pear sweet soup. Ngek ngek

In the bowl--EXPERIMENT SUCCESS.

~yum yum~ *Tasty*

Ingredients:
1) Pear
2) Sugar cubes
3) Mineral Water

Process:
1. First, cut the pear in to 1/4 sphere shape, and rinse off.
2. Take out a bowl like above, and put mineral water together with the pear.
3. Put some sugar cubes in to the bowl and mix with your pear. The amount of the sugar cubes is depends on the sweetness of your own.
4. On the machine and leave it for 3 hours.

Then, your pear sweet soup is done. Enjoy~!=D

Tag by Charles& evenliang

1. Whats your name spelt backwards?
Kathrine Yong (enirhtak gnoy)

2. What did you do last night?
Sleep

3.The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
None.( I was format my pc)

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
Do you think that necessary to do with?

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
Hmm, 6 months ago

6. What are you wearing?
pyjamas

7. How many cars have you owned?
One. But not under my name.

8. Type of music you dislike most?
Rock music

9. Are you registered to vote?
Nope. Still under age

10. Do you have cable?
Do you mean car cable? =D

11. What kind of computer do you use?
desktop.

12. Ever made a prank phone call?
Yes~!

13. You like anyone right now?
I'm not telling you this. IT'S MY PRIVACY~!!

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Both. (When I feel like gonna die on the next day)

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
Australia. (When i was 3)

16.Do you have a garden?
Yes.

17. What's your favorite comic strip?
None. (I don't like comic)

18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?
Nope.

19. Shower, morning or night?
I will shower when I feel my sweat is disgusting me.

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Ice age, Drag me to hell, transformer and so on.

21. Favorite pizza toppings?
Any pizza that taste good will do.

22. Chips or popcorn?
Popcorn

23. What cell phone provider do you have?
Digi

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
Yes.( When i was 6) >.<"

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
NO.

26. Orange Juice or apple?
Apple juice.

27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
My mum

28. Favorite chocolate bar?
A lot.

29. Who is your longest friend and how long?
Hwee Cheng. Since standard 1.

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
YES!!

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
No, i got bad luck.

32.Favorite artist?
Taylor Swift

33. Favorite computer game?
Ragnakrok.

34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
Nope.

35. Sprite or 7-UP?
7-up

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
No. I wear bikini. ==" (lame question)

37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
Where is it?

38. Ever thrown up in public?
Nope.

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
Millionaire. Yeah, I am materialistic,but who don't huh? True love? nah, no such thing in this world. At least, for me.

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes.

41.Can exes just be friends?
Depends on the relationship.

42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
My attending doctor, because i was sick last time.

43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
Of course I do.

44. What message is on your voicemail machine?
Nobody will ever leave a voice mail call for me.

45. Where would you like to go right now?
Japan

46. What was the name of your first pet?
Rocky

47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what's in it?
School bag, Books.

48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
Incoming: Nicholas
Outgoing: Home

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
Nothing great for me today.

50. What do you think about most?
A lot.

Now, tag 10 people.
1. Qiey
2. Hwee Cheng
3. Man Yee
4. Chong liang
5. Nicholas
6. Idiot
7. Stupid
8. Foolish
9. Bitch
10. None.

Be whatever I want to be

I am really curious about what my inner feeling recently. The way i use to be myself is just too out of limit. In other words, I am totally agree with the way of "A man can build an island". I trying to decrease the amount I talk at school, at home, tuition, whatever situation or location.

Not introvert, just feeling like every sentences or words that come out from my mouth might cause some conflict occurs. So, I need to be very careful while i talk, I need to think before i give comment. You know, nowadays people are very sensitive, I mean they're hypersensitive! When you're just making joke around they will treat it as serious, and after that, they'll spread,gossip about how mean you are.Beside, they will change the sentences, maybe you're not mean to do that or say that,but they'll just simply exaggerate it until everyone trust what they said.So, how you gonna explain? there is no more way for you to go on beside admit that you're mean.

Furthermore, you will also just get confuse about yourself.You don't even know the person they talk about is exactly who you are or the fake one. Its make things more complicate. You will slowly get confuse about your inner attitude, personality and so on.You will start being the person they use to talk about,then, what else?You will become more mean and Mean until one day you make up your mind and feel that, isn't before I use to be another way? Omg, then you know you're getting worse and slowly the hates and dissatisfy all burning up and BOOM, there, fight and quarrel happens.

What a life, Can i just be whatever i want to be so far? I don't need any comment from you guys!!! If you have any dissatisfy about me just text me and i will never talk to you afterward, so that no conflict will occurs!! DON'T DISCUSS ABOUT ME WITH YOUR FRIENDS, BECAUSE I DON'T THINK THAT NECESSARY AND PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE OTHERS BEFORE YOU KNOW THE TRUTH.

Hello, If I simply judge you will you happy after you heard? make sense right? So please, I am a very understanding person, any dissatisfy just text me.I won't ignore your msg, I'll make amend, but before i success, i will just away from you so that you won't feel so annoying, is that okay people?

I just feel you guys are very annoying, gossip about imperfect of others but will never realize that you're not perfect as well. HEY~ MR. AND MS. ANNOYING, can you guys just stop being annoying? Anyway, I just wanna go through a quiet life without any complains~

I JUST NEED PEACE!