A great start for 2010

Haha! One word to describe my feeling now, IT'S "FUN"!!! I just back from count down, and it's crazy at "The Curve".

Sprayers here and there,

Have fun with that, but I can't even breath, all the spray stucking inside my nostril.Yiek!!

My body feeling very itchy,sticky and smelly just now but still, had tea after count down wif my primary school friends.Hey! do you get my point? PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!!

We meet again just now! and they're quite funny and interesting, no more kid-alike! All of them growth so much.OMG I just feeling like I'm a mama has look after them since they was still a kid until now. Eww snif snif, finally they all growth and become a handsome guy. Snif snif, I am so impress HAHAHAHA, lol.

well, That's all tonight seriously, even thousand words also can't explain how I really feel now.

so, good night and happy new year everyone!! =D

What I'd done for this christmas eve

Merry christmas everyone. haha I plan to stay at home for this christmas eve. Why? because everyone thought that I am full booked but actually NOT! haha well, it's okay. I eat a lot and drink a lot today. LOL sound like a pig, but I admit that I'm a pig. haha Went to my friend's christmas party this afternoon, ate home made turkey,salad, shopping and more. Okay, that's not the main stuffs I find interesting actually. haha

I feel so boring when I reached home and I "accidently" look at my piano when I take off my heels. I had stop practice piano long time ago and today, is the day, my music cells "reborn". I found a lot of interesting songs that I had abandon long time ago,such as, "Phantom of the opera, ShangHai beach, Mariage D'Amour and a movie series- Love is not all around".My first aim is to learn Love is not all around, it's a kind of touching and romantic song.

Melody is all around you if you
diligently perceive it.

Merry X'mas

Boy Vs Man

I personally feel that Man is more attractive than boy. You know, I would rather tell you guys my boyfriend is a man than my boyfriend is a......boy. From my knowledge, "Boy" is category at 30 and above and "man" is category as below 30.

From my opinion, man understand you clearly. They know how to respect the opposite sex and of course they provide what you need as well. Man know how to give an appropriate respond in a particular moment as to gain the good impression from you, at the same time, they helped you, too, when you're in trouble. They can fulfill what you need and provide what you suppose to "need".I'm not talking about the financial but the internal and external feelings. They know how to give confidence to the opposite sex and they make you feel "you're the BEST".They will talk polite and formal and girls or women will probably think that we're all in heaven. Like a normal incense, " you're so gorgeous tonight" will definitely melts the girls or women. They won't tell you,"you're so pretty or beautiful tonight" but they will just use the "gorgeous" word. Normally boys use pretty or beautiful to praise you but they don't know, girls or women prefer the word gorgeous than the million or billion times of pretty and beautiful from you.

Why do girl like "me" prefer man than a boy? Okay, from my own opinion, I found that most of my girl friends which are in couple, they facing a problem, a problem that seriously might cause their relationship split up, they feel their partner not tender and never show their consideration to them. Boy is just so careless and they'll never understand your decision and never respect your decision or whatever. This situation can be understand but not acceptable, because when they're confuse about your decision how can they still support you?Why unacceptable? Because they don't even try their best to understand you and as a boyfriend, is it you should respect your partner decision no matter what? just like girls always respect you and willing to sacrifice our sleeping time to accompany you for jogging or do whatever activities.Why don't you guys just sacrifice your a little bit time to understand and respect us? Contrary, man knows girls or women very well, they give support quietly or straight helping us in their action and at the end of the story, of course the girls or women will fall for the man even though she had no feeling to that man before. Do you know what I mean? This is the advantages we should rather choose a man instead of a boy.

Do not say "I don't know" in front of girls or women because you'll definitely show us your disadvantages. Girl like me, I do feel annoying when I am asking you a question seriously and hoping you would give me an actual and helpful answer but at the end you just tell me "I don't know". Why don't you guys just say " Let me think"? This is more appropriate when I am grim and need some help from you.Actually "let me think" is just the phrase to use to pacify and cover your helpless before you say out the 3 stupid words "I don't know".Even though I know that clearly, I mean, I know that you are actually helpless but I just need pacify, at least I can feel that you'd already tried your best to help me and not perfunctory me with 'I DON'T KNOW!

That is what I always emphasize, someone who're glamorous not because that he's good looking than you or he's kindness melt all the girls. He's glamorous because he know how to pacify and lend us a hand when we feeling helpless,even though at the end he help nothing at all but at least he let us know that no matter what, he still will lend us a hand even though he's helpless this time. This is where he gain his first and good impression from girls. They know how to control the conversation and give appropriate respond just in time. Man knows all these kinda stuff very well. That's why I prefer man than boy. And also, that's why I am still single now. Hahaha~!

It finally over~!!

Hey hey~! I'm back. Guess what? Spm is over!!! I had done all the 9 disgusting papers with "lack of confidence" hahaha.Ya, I admit that I din't prepare well and din't study much for my spm, I din't pay attention and never put effort on it, but so what? It's end, IT'S OVER! hahaha. I know my dead time will be on march 2010 and the......it's something for me to suffer after 3 months.BUT, 3 months, IT'S 3 MONTHS FOR ME TO BE A TRUE ZOMBIE. hahahaha I mean, I need to fulfill my desire during this 3 months. Here's my list.

1) Dye my hair, I don't want black colour anymore.
I had achieved this on yesterday (9/12/2009). Means, the next day after SPM's over.HAHA I can't wait anymore, I am hell boring for the black colour hair that stick on my head, and now, I have a new stylish light brown colour.HAHA spend RM260, quite worth eh because the package included treatment, cut,wash and dye. VERY WORTH LAH~!! hahaha

2) Go for charity
I tell you guys lah. Seriously, SPM just ended 2 days and now I am freaking boring. I feel like I am a useless human sitting in front of the television, eating snack and trance at the walls doing nothing at home. SO, I plan to go for charity, helping people is much more better rather than sitting in front of the television. I need to made a plan for it.

3) Get a job
Hmm, this is really what I suppose to do and something I refuse to do. I need revenue but I don't need work. SEE!! sigh I just too lazy you know, sometimes I will think about all the RM100 notes can just drop on my head whenever I need. Damn ridiculous.

4)Shopping
Shopping is what I alway do, but I need to do it often since holidays started and chinese new year getting nearer. New clothes + new hair style and new colour for my hair is what I alway wish to do after SPM.

5)Clubbing
All my friends have been talking about clubbing during SPM. I think I should check out too.

6)Practise piano and start my violin journey.
I stopped practise my piano since I was 13, and I planing to learn it again together with violin. I am freaking free during this holidays so I think I should learn something to improve myself and not being a lazy bug at home.The main obstacle that I face now will definitely causes my dream might not be able to comes true is "financial problem". So, I really really suppose to get a job.

Stuffs I bought last week

A greenish wallet from Bimba& Lola

Cost RM645

Cost RM1645, from Bimba&Lola

Cost RM1200+, from Bimba&Lola too.

That's all for tonight. Enjoy <3