Be whatever I want to be

I am really curious about what my inner feeling recently. The way i use to be myself is just too out of limit. In other words, I am totally agree with the way of "A man can build an island". I trying to decrease the amount I talk at school, at home, tuition, whatever situation or location.

Not introvert, just feeling like every sentences or words that come out from my mouth might cause some conflict occurs. So, I need to be very careful while i talk, I need to think before i give comment. You know, nowadays people are very sensitive, I mean they're hypersensitive! When you're just making joke around they will treat it as serious, and after that, they'll spread,gossip about how mean you are.Beside, they will change the sentences, maybe you're not mean to do that or say that,but they'll just simply exaggerate it until everyone trust what they said.So, how you gonna explain? there is no more way for you to go on beside admit that you're mean.

Furthermore, you will also just get confuse about yourself.You don't even know the person they talk about is exactly who you are or the fake one. Its make things more complicate. You will slowly get confuse about your inner attitude, personality and so on.You will start being the person they use to talk about,then, what else?You will become more mean and Mean until one day you make up your mind and feel that, isn't before I use to be another way? Omg, then you know you're getting worse and slowly the hates and dissatisfy all burning up and BOOM, there, fight and quarrel happens.

What a life, Can i just be whatever i want to be so far? I don't need any comment from you guys!!! If you have any dissatisfy about me just text me and i will never talk to you afterward, so that no conflict will occurs!! DON'T DISCUSS ABOUT ME WITH YOUR FRIENDS, BECAUSE I DON'T THINK THAT NECESSARY AND PLEASE DO NOT JUDGE OTHERS BEFORE YOU KNOW THE TRUTH.

Hello, If I simply judge you will you happy after you heard? make sense right? So please, I am a very understanding person, any dissatisfy just text me.I won't ignore your msg, I'll make amend, but before i success, i will just away from you so that you won't feel so annoying, is that okay people?

I just feel you guys are very annoying, gossip about imperfect of others but will never realize that you're not perfect as well. HEY~ MR. AND MS. ANNOYING, can you guys just stop being annoying? Anyway, I just wanna go through a quiet life without any complains~

I JUST NEED PEACE!