A great start for 2010

Haha! One word to describe my feeling now, IT'S "FUN"!!! I just back from count down, and it's crazy at "The Curve".

Sprayers here and there,

Have fun with that, but I can't even breath, all the spray stucking inside my nostril.Yiek!!

My body feeling very itchy,sticky and smelly just now but still, had tea after count down wif my primary school friends.Hey! do you get my point? PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!!

We meet again just now! and they're quite funny and interesting, no more kid-alike! All of them growth so much.OMG I just feeling like I'm a mama has look after them since they was still a kid until now. Eww snif snif, finally they all growth and become a handsome guy. Snif snif, I am so impress HAHAHAHA, lol.

well, That's all tonight seriously, even thousand words also can't explain how I really feel now.

so, good night and happy new year everyone!! =D

What I'd done for this christmas eve

Merry christmas everyone. haha I plan to stay at home for this christmas eve. Why? because everyone thought that I am full booked but actually NOT! haha well, it's okay. I eat a lot and drink a lot today. LOL sound like a pig, but I admit that I'm a pig. haha Went to my friend's christmas party this afternoon, ate home made turkey,salad, shopping and more. Okay, that's not the main stuffs I find interesting actually. haha

I feel so boring when I reached home and I "accidently" look at my piano when I take off my heels. I had stop practice piano long time ago and today, is the day, my music cells "reborn". I found a lot of interesting songs that I had abandon long time ago,such as, "Phantom of the opera, ShangHai beach, Mariage D'Amour and a movie series- Love is not all around".My first aim is to learn Love is not all around, it's a kind of touching and romantic song.

Melody is all around you if you
diligently perceive it.

Merry X'mas

Boy Vs Man

I personally feel that Man is more attractive than boy. You know, I would rather tell you guys my boyfriend is a man than my boyfriend is a......boy. From my knowledge, "Boy" is category at 30 and above and "man" is category as below 30.

From my opinion, man understand you clearly. They know how to respect the opposite sex and of course they provide what you need as well. Man know how to give an appropriate respond in a particular moment as to gain the good impression from you, at the same time, they helped you, too, when you're in trouble. They can fulfill what you need and provide what you suppose to "need".I'm not talking about the financial but the internal and external feelings. They know how to give confidence to the opposite sex and they make you feel "you're the BEST".They will talk polite and formal and girls or women will probably think that we're all in heaven. Like a normal incense, " you're so gorgeous tonight" will definitely melts the girls or women. They won't tell you,"you're so pretty or beautiful tonight" but they will just use the "gorgeous" word. Normally boys use pretty or beautiful to praise you but they don't know, girls or women prefer the word gorgeous than the million or billion times of pretty and beautiful from you.

Why do girl like "me" prefer man than a boy? Okay, from my own opinion, I found that most of my girl friends which are in couple, they facing a problem, a problem that seriously might cause their relationship split up, they feel their partner not tender and never show their consideration to them. Boy is just so careless and they'll never understand your decision and never respect your decision or whatever. This situation can be understand but not acceptable, because when they're confuse about your decision how can they still support you?Why unacceptable? Because they don't even try their best to understand you and as a boyfriend, is it you should respect your partner decision no matter what? just like girls always respect you and willing to sacrifice our sleeping time to accompany you for jogging or do whatever activities.Why don't you guys just sacrifice your a little bit time to understand and respect us? Contrary, man knows girls or women very well, they give support quietly or straight helping us in their action and at the end of the story, of course the girls or women will fall for the man even though she had no feeling to that man before. Do you know what I mean? This is the advantages we should rather choose a man instead of a boy.

Do not say "I don't know" in front of girls or women because you'll definitely show us your disadvantages. Girl like me, I do feel annoying when I am asking you a question seriously and hoping you would give me an actual and helpful answer but at the end you just tell me "I don't know". Why don't you guys just say " Let me think"? This is more appropriate when I am grim and need some help from you.Actually "let me think" is just the phrase to use to pacify and cover your helpless before you say out the 3 stupid words "I don't know".Even though I know that clearly, I mean, I know that you are actually helpless but I just need pacify, at least I can feel that you'd already tried your best to help me and not perfunctory me with 'I DON'T KNOW!

That is what I always emphasize, someone who're glamorous not because that he's good looking than you or he's kindness melt all the girls. He's glamorous because he know how to pacify and lend us a hand when we feeling helpless,even though at the end he help nothing at all but at least he let us know that no matter what, he still will lend us a hand even though he's helpless this time. This is where he gain his first and good impression from girls. They know how to control the conversation and give appropriate respond just in time. Man knows all these kinda stuff very well. That's why I prefer man than boy. And also, that's why I am still single now. Hahaha~!

It finally over~!!

Hey hey~! I'm back. Guess what? Spm is over!!! I had done all the 9 disgusting papers with "lack of confidence" hahaha.Ya, I admit that I din't prepare well and din't study much for my spm, I din't pay attention and never put effort on it, but so what? It's end, IT'S OVER! hahaha. I know my dead time will be on march 2010 and the......it's something for me to suffer after 3 months.BUT, 3 months, IT'S 3 MONTHS FOR ME TO BE A TRUE ZOMBIE. hahahaha I mean, I need to fulfill my desire during this 3 months. Here's my list.

1) Dye my hair, I don't want black colour anymore.
I had achieved this on yesterday (9/12/2009). Means, the next day after SPM's over.HAHA I can't wait anymore, I am hell boring for the black colour hair that stick on my head, and now, I have a new stylish light brown colour.HAHA spend RM260, quite worth eh because the package included treatment, cut,wash and dye. VERY WORTH LAH~!! hahaha

2) Go for charity
I tell you guys lah. Seriously, SPM just ended 2 days and now I am freaking boring. I feel like I am a useless human sitting in front of the television, eating snack and trance at the walls doing nothing at home. SO, I plan to go for charity, helping people is much more better rather than sitting in front of the television. I need to made a plan for it.

3) Get a job
Hmm, this is really what I suppose to do and something I refuse to do. I need revenue but I don't need work. SEE!! sigh I just too lazy you know, sometimes I will think about all the RM100 notes can just drop on my head whenever I need. Damn ridiculous.

4)Shopping
Shopping is what I alway do, but I need to do it often since holidays started and chinese new year getting nearer. New clothes + new hair style and new colour for my hair is what I alway wish to do after SPM.

5)Clubbing
All my friends have been talking about clubbing during SPM. I think I should check out too.

6)Practise piano and start my violin journey.
I stopped practise my piano since I was 13, and I planing to learn it again together with violin. I am freaking free during this holidays so I think I should learn something to improve myself and not being a lazy bug at home.The main obstacle that I face now will definitely causes my dream might not be able to comes true is "financial problem". So, I really really suppose to get a job.

Stuffs I bought last week

A greenish wallet from Bimba& Lola

Cost RM645

Cost RM1645, from Bimba&Lola

Cost RM1200+, from Bimba&Lola too.

That's all for tonight. Enjoy <3

Everything goes fine

God Bless

God really did blessed me this few days.

Thank you so much.

Hope all the coming up papers will be fine too especially physic. ^^

Pray~!

6 more days to end. Gambateh sweety~!

十分爱

(合)分手后一分钟便有后悔声音

能伤我最深的人

偏得我心

(女)应该漠不关心然而还著紧

(男)当揽紧他人想起跟你热吻

(合)爱过太深原来身体会疑问

再没法可适应别人 愿醉掉了能容许你怜悯

(男)早知不应试爱 (女)未放开

(男)便节哀 (女)有情人

(合)日日夜夜同分开感慨

(男)避开

(女)愿你改 (男)一个

(女)小小意外 (男)未悔恨我未会知

(合)不散不爱

(男)心 (女)话放开 (男)未放开 (女)雨骤来

(合)才能提示真爱是确实存在 爱满分竟是换来 痛亦满分可否错一次以后

一直爱

(合)分手后天天都是最重要牺牲 皮肤有你的指纹刻得太深

(女)应该漠不关心然而还著紧 (男)当揽紧他人想起跟你热吻

(合)爱过太深

原来身体会疑问

再没法可适应别人 愿醉掉了能容许你怜悯

(男)早知不应试爱 (女)未放开

(男)便节哀 (女)有情人

(合)日日夜夜同分开感慨

(男)避开 (女)愿你改

(男)一个 (女)小小意外

(男)未悔恨我未会知

(合)不散不爱

(男)心 (女)话放开 (男)未放开 (女)雨骤来

(合)才能提示真爱是确实存在 爱满分竟是换来 痛亦满分可否错一次以后

(男)早知不应试爱 (女)未放开

(男)便节哀 (女)有情人

(合)日日夜夜同分开感慨

(男)避开 (女)愿你改 (男)一个 (女)小小意外

(男)未悔恨我未会知

(合)不散不爱

(男)心 (女)话放开 (男)未放开 (女)雨骤来

(合)才能提示真爱是确实存在 爱满分竟是换来 痛亦满分可否错一次以后

一直爱

Nice song!!!! I love Stephy and Alex!!

They look so match and sweet~ <3

Bimba & Lola

My brother just bought me a wallet from bimba & lola. It is made by animal's skin. hahaha see the picha below barh.

Cost RM535

I love it. It's soft~~~

A prom handbag. From bimba & lola too.
Cost RM 600++

Nice one

That's all for today. Enjoy

You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent

I might believe you if I din't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being the last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry no, no, oh

You're not sorry no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey

And it never would've gone away, no

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry no, no, oh

You're not sorry no, no, oh

No, oh, no, oh, no, oh

Whoa, no, no

You're not sorry- Taylor Swift

I love the phrases that I had highlighted with blue colour. They're just so meaningfull and touching, how great if I could write something meaningfull like this when I sitting for exam

haha~

I love Taylor Swift aymway, she has a very nice vocal and all her songs are so touching.

I'm Addicted

It is just like yesterday when I look at the scenario outside the window from my room.
The falling crystal form snowflakes walf in the air.
I can barely see some kids heaving the soft, fluffy snowball to each other.
The feeling of happy and warm,same as the little girl who had received a pink sweater from you at last Christmas.
There's nothing you left since you step out of my room.
Except the feeling of lonely and the pink sweater that had been abandoned in the pearl colour wardrobe.
You never turns back,
You never ever know the darkness of the night before dawn.
But everything is alright,
The smile you left, it took away my soul, but never took away my hope.
I wish you could come around and I could've love you all my life again,like the convention we had made before.
So please come back, I need you.



WOW, WOW!! how is the.......I don't know why I write something above and I don't know what exactly it is,a poem? hahahah NAH!!! I know something bull shit like above couldn't consider as a poem hahahah!!!Okay, I just suddenly sot sot and feeling like wanna write something look "poetry" I know it is bad enough, BUT PLEASE!! This is my first try, so give some POSSITIVE advise kay? hahaha!! Leave comment at the box below. <3

AAR!!! <3

AAR, 3 simple letters, but they're fill with different meaning.

AAR- The short form of "All American Rejects".

Shirnie and I went to The All American Reject live in Malaysia on Halloween Day.

Quite interesting, this was the first live concert in my life and it held on Halloween Day (one of my favorite festival) but too bad, no ones wore costume. Aww, I wish i could have a time machine to get back there again, I WANNA WEAR A COSTUME! *snif*

Btw, seriously AAR did the nice show!! Their songs still winding in my brain... lalala~~ I love AAR!! <3

Except AAR, there were some other great band like one buck short.!! They did very well too~

Enjoy the pichas below guys~ =D

walking to Carpark A

Hits FM's DJ

Pop Shuvit

One Buck Short

Some kind of effect, look mysterious.

AAR!!! WOOOOHOOO~~!!

AARRRHHHH~~!! they rock!!!

ROCK ROCK!!!

<3<3>

I felt so depress when both of us were forced to back early, we went back without enjoy the last song that sang by AAR. It made me felt so sympathize when i reached home. I don't even have the time to take picture with shirnie, because we were so concentrate on the bands.Anyway, It was so fun, that's what I can tell you guys now.

All the pictures credit by Shirnie Yip

You're the Best

Practical, serious, well-prepared, exertion, ponder, patient and confident.

You are good enough to overcome all the obstacles and troubles when you're existence with all the conditions above.

Trust yourself, you can do it.

Operation by Dr.Deva.

I apologize for the videos below.My hand was shaking while taking the whole process of the operation BECAUSE IT FREAKING LONG!!! so, forgive me ya~ haha. And actually I took lots of pictures and videos but then it quite wasting my time for upload all the videos and picha. Haha, YEA! I'm lazy lah, I admit kay? All the operation process was done by our I.H top student-- devaraj(is it wrong spelling of his name?LOL I'm sorry if it is wrong heh.) Yeh, so hope you guys enjoy all the videos ya!

He's the Malaysia Top 8 student.

His frog was freaking fat and the organs were all covered by cholesterol.YUCK!!
Check out the cholesterol at the video below!!

Empty for the Title

Out of sudden, I feel like wanna post something. I have no idea what I suppose to post about.I mean, I wish I could write something but then I have got no idea what I should write about. So then, that is why the title just so weird.HAHA I'm not going to tell you guys about the details of I being a model on 11/10, I just feel so tired about it, and I think it's unnecessary.Contrary, I feel like I'm going to start this post with an interesting novel.

Okay, I've been reading this novel since last Friday or whatever, I don't really remember. But, since when I so.....you know, just hardworking on reading.Usually, I am not able to read and concentrate on a book until its fully read,means,I will just stop at the half of the story and abandon the book. Not because of the story not interesting,just...I use to be that kind of people, this is my personality that god gave me when I born. Haha. So far, I have never finish reading a story book or novel in my life before I met this novel. "You know you love me- gossip girl novel"

This novel is fantastic, and just narrate about the young teenagers around 17. I feel it's kind of so touching while reading this, hahaha, of course the life of the protagonist in the novel is definitely different from my life, just then, I feel it's a magnet that attach the novel to me.HAHAHAHAHA quite ridiculous, but it's truth. aww~ In the novel, it contains a little bit of sex, but its okay for me, you know, nowadays most of the novels contain pornographic. So,I think it's quite common. The story is about the teenagers around 17 and come from aristocracy. They're pretty rich, famous, active, smart and so on. They're all studying in a famous school and plan to interview a good college. Of course, they're pretty, handsome and they're the elite in the tenth grade in their school.

This novel just always follow by my side, I take it whenever I go. It just can't get off from my hand, haha I finished up the first series just in 2 days. *Proud* hahaha, well, the conclusion is, I had have addicted by this novel,and I looking forward to the 3rd series since I am currently reading the 2nd one...haha.... check it out guys, I swear I'm not cheating here. ^^

Express everything

Its been a while since my last post, I have so much to tell now. Not about me, it's about my "so-called" classmate or schoolmate or whatever. HA, I had read her blog just a minute ago, and I feel she definitely a bitch. A bitch who has a thought of she has the qualification to dumb people. Oh gosh, what a nice one, she is just acting so weird in the school or so whatever, because I din't pay much attention on her, as you guys know, I'm busy for my works and plan and all the stuff I have to go through as usual and I got no time to pay attention for those kinda ridiculous thing. I heard it from a guy, who is very close to her. So, yeah, what can I say right now to the boy who had been dumb for no reason is "Thanks god, you are rescue from hell". She is a bitch that waste your time to get know of.

I know, I got no qualification to talk and comment about them so far.But as long as this is my blog, I can talk whatever I want, if you feeling weird or uncomfortable while reading this, just close the windows, block my blog, delete the link, and get the fuck out of my blog. Stop viewing. If you feel that I am talking about you or the protagonist i mention above might be you. HAHA , just leave a comment below. I will see who the fuck will admit it, perhaps is the one i mention. I REALLY HOPE IS YOU, SWEETY~

All the stuffs that my beloved readers want to know!

Hey people, I have to apologize for my *sudden* stop updating my blog recently, not recently I think, It's quite a long time that I'd disappear in the Internet life.So yeah, here I am again, I had received so much complains from you guys when I was online last few weeks. Okay, I've been feeling so guilty for online, no idea why, I just prefer tv than pc. Yeah, and I am just very lazy t0 update my blog and tells you all those kinda worse or funny or whatever stuff I faced. AND, I pretty busy for my model-ing life and all that. ARGH, I am so stress YOU KNOW? *calm* ahhem, I sorry and sorry about that~Pls forgive me, my beloved readers. LOL I will be away for quite a long time and I feel like changing my blog link, so, I will inform you all one by one lah.!!! =D

I love my friends and family <3

The title for this post is "I love my friends & family". GODSSHYY, I really do love them so so much, they bring the joy and fun to me. Love ya all~ <3 Let's see da picha when I hang out with them. =D



~Kaki Lepak~

Went a restaurant with da ladies*joevy, chamie & shirnie* and da gentlemen *Charles, eugene, seng joon & kee* after badminton.

Joevy's birthday

*Happy birthday for the sept baby*
*joevy*

Went out with da ladies *Shirnie, Chamie, Joevy, cyndy* and da gentlemen *Charles, eugene & seng joon* at 1-u for celebrate joevy's birthday.

~BBQ PLAZA~<3

~~~~~~~~~~~~MY LOVELY FAMILY~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bacon & beefs

Dah lupa nama ni...ape je la...

Kind of sweet sup... forgot the name sry T.T

Fried Bacon
Freaking delicious!!!!
*Advise you guys to check it out*

Okay, went 1-u for dinner, quite satisfied coz' freaking delicious. I LOVE BACON!!

haha, should check out yo!

That's all for now.. Sweet dream ya~

What I meant is what I exactly want

Oh crap, trial exam was over,my 6th sense tell me that my result will be comes out with red.hahaha how great is it? I missed two subjects,NO,it was 3 subjects, which were BM,BI and history.Hooray, I'm gonna replace these subjects another day.=="which mean,it's not really end FOR ME! Btw, in my mind, still, trial exam was over with lot of stress. =D Finally! I can online, and finally I can wake up early in the morning without the stress and worry for exam. Okay, yesterday I was hang out with my mama and when we were on the way going to shopping mall, I discover something, something make sense and very important to realize. From now on, I will be very meant to do that, I want to achieve the higher level in my life.

1) I meant to be more responsible for my future.
2) I meant to get good results in my SPM.
3) I meant to put effort to have a better life for myself.
4) I meant to take care of my family and friends.
5) I meant to take a better course in my future college.

well, well, well, I don't want all these kinda stuffs fail, I don't wanna to be a failure, I need to achieve! I really mean it.
Okay,I seems to be more cheerful now. Btw, I still very lazy, everytime I take out the books then there will be something attract me so much,something will attract my sight away from the books. Afterward, I will forget about study. HA! It happened on me since I was standard 4. heh. But its okay, what was past is past right? I need to look forward, SO!!! what I need to do now is to overcome all this kinda disgusting stuff. Aku tau, 7 weeks left, BUT I will try my best! TRUST ME!! I will!!

Nowadays,teenagers just like to make hypothesis,I'm the one who always day dreaming how tragic if I failed everything I list above. maybe there are so many maybe, maybe I will fail my spm and I can't get in any college, and my life is end, maybe,maybe,maybe. When I told all these maybe to my brother, he put his hand on my shoulder and said, "there is no time for you to think all these kinda stuff, let me tell you a story.Before, there's a little kid who is early born baby.Fortunately, he's not a down syndrome but he is retard, when he reached the age of study, he went to kindergarten like most of the kids do. But he discover something, he can't absorb what teacher taught.Time past and past, finally he can start reading what teacher taught 6 months ago,when he look around,he saw all the kids were reading fluently, doing the addtion and substraction easily, but still, he can't even write out the numbers, he is very depress, but he din't give up,he put much effort and try his best, even now, his spm result was unsastifactory, lots of red, but at least he can read and write doesn't same like before. Result is bad doesn't mean end of life, he own 5k per month, not much, but at least he can maintain his life."

I feel like crying, this is the first time he talk to me so grave. I will never forget the story, the kid that he mention in the story is him. I know, he is very self-abased before, but now I know everything will be okay for him. Snif snif, brother!! I am very proud to have a brother like you!! I love you!!!

I understand actually, I understand his points, I really proud of his achievement. There's nothing serious than end of the world. No regret if I did try my best. Not just exam, but everything.

Random Picha of Mine~(weeks before trial LOL!)

Hey people!! miss me? haha I'm sorry that I am not update my blog so often recently. Okay, Its been like 2 weeks ago since my last post right?I tell you ah,seriously there are "So" many stuff I want to blog and to share with you all but, it's just TOO MANY until I can't describe one by one, I know you all are very understanding wan, haha right? SO!! I decided to post up all the photo images and let da pictures tell you guys how the stories goes on. ^^

Night at Pavilion

I was shopping with my mama and my brother's gf at pavilion last week. I forgot the exactly date. Anyway, I love the COLOURFUL and gorgeous lights. ^^ <3

FOODS JOURNAL

Shopping with mama at..... Oh crap i forgot the name of the shopping center, but its okay la, as long as you guys kena my favorite junk foods.HAHA!! CHOCOLATES!!!

Dinner time Everyone!

Dinner with my mama and my brother's gf at U-cafe. The foods above cost my mama rm100 O.O"
erhh, really not worth, co'z the foods just consider as normal standard.

It's time to Breakfast with besties yo!!

Breakfast with my besties at 1-u last week (if I din't mistaken the time)
At Chili restaurant.
hmm, the foods provided from Chili is DAMN HUGE! haha. 2 plates can fully satisfied 4 hungry wolfs.

Time to Lepak!

Just wanna show off my pretty pearl sea blue nail polish.!

I love games!!

That's all for Now.!!!
PS: TRIAL EXAM!

感恩

是的...我又用我最不擅长的语文写了..哈哈..觉得很奇怪吧? 其实一点也不奇怪, 这一次,我觉得我应该用我最不擅长的语文来写以表示我真的很感谢你们(借口很烂吧?) . 谢谢你们哦,joevy,shirnie, chamie, 这两天都一直陪着我,你们真的是我的死党啊. 在我最失落,彷徨,无助的时候,你们都一直陪在我身边,还说了很多鼓励我的话. 昨天晚上约你们出来,当你们知道那件事后就二话不说的答应了. 你们的话我真的都听进去了. 尤其是今天,其实我们都很忙, 可你们却因为我而把你们的补习,节目全部都推掉,还想好借口让我不去补习,还说星期五我们才一起去补课.哈哈...我真的有被你们感动到叻....我都知道你们的用意,你们怕我不开心所以一直陪着我,尽量让我好过些....我该怎么说呢? 真的很爱你们叻...



Joevy, 当我看到他写的东西后,你是我第一个发简讯的人. 我当时真的很怕,虽然我只读了两段,可是我的眼泪就不停的流,手也不停的颤抖.我当时真的被吓到, 可能是事情发生的太突然吧,你当时也不知道该如何安慰我,对吧? 当你上线的时候,才开始懂得如何安慰我..哈哈,我看当时你也比较冷静了.

你今天问我,为什么我可以那么的冷静,其实我也不懂,当下的心情是觉得说,他都已经做了我还能怎样呢?所以 我选择冷静处理, 把事情讲清楚就对了....



Shirnie,哈哈, 你知道后真的很激动哦,一直叫我不要哭,你还在他的.......哈哈...你真的很可爱啦. 在你们3个当中最激动的应该是你了. 我知道你那么激动也是因为要帮我,对吧? 你啊,不停的陪我聊天,怕我一个人会想太多,你还叫我跟你去comondo pk,说什么杀了人之后就会一直想报仇之类的,还说这样一来我就不会想那件事了.... 哈哈, 虽然我真的很伤心, 可是我不会去做傻事的...你之所以那么激动,也是应该你看完了那篇东西了吧?虽然你也把所有的内容告诉我了,可是,其实不知道可能会比知道来得好吧? 无论如何, 谢谢你哦, 一直很积极的安慰我....

Chamie,你真的很有义气咯, 为了我挨骂也要去陪我,真的很谢谢你哦....你也是一直叫我不要哭,不停的在为我加油, 我答应过你的,我不会在为他而哭,而且我还会很快的好起来. 你在你的blog写的东西,我真的记起来了.....不过,我可以告诉你的是,我还需要一点时间去平复我的心情.我知道你很担心我,可是就像你常说的,要加油哦!!!

有你们这3个死党,我觉得真的很幸运.不停地陪我逛街,不停地逗我笑,谢谢哦...
其实我真的没有恨他,因为我觉得真的不需要到恨那种地步啦,而且恨一个人很辛苦的,哈哈,无论如何,我还是要祝福他,希望他永远幸福快乐 ...而我现在呢,正打算好好的跟spm来一场激烈的战斗,非要拼个你死我活才罢休...哈哈....很像有点夸张,我的意思是要专心读书,其它的不要想了....

谢谢你们<3

Hush hush! (I will survive remix) Lyric

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strength
My love for you was strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to, stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want to, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words
I never needed her
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
Of everything I wanted when you came along
But I'm never beaten, broken and defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eye's hurt, hand's shiver,
So you will listen when I say
Baby

I don't want too, stay another minute
I don't want you, to say a single word
Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush, hush

First I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong I learned how to carry on oooooooooh.....

Hush, hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken baby
Oh no, not I
I will survive oooooh
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive
Hey Hey..

Hush, hush, hush, hush
There is no other way, I get the final say,
I don't want too, do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush, hush, hush, hush
I've already spoken, my heart is broken
Baby hush, hush



It's just so match with what I was thinking last night.LOL <3

Tagged by Cassandra & EvenLiang

1.你的名字
Yong kai yee

⒉你认为什么才算是真正的幸福？
Be with someone who really love,care and appreciate you.

⒊你们觉得友情重要，还是爱情重要？
Friendship

⒋你相信天长地久吗？
Of course.

⒌你现在过得快乐吗？
Normal

⒍如果有秘密，你真的能做到坦诚的告诉对方吗？­
It's depend on the secret

⒎喜欢小baby吗？
yeah

⒏觉得友情是永远的吗？
yup

⒐希望自己多大结婚？
25-28

⒑你会为他（她）做从来不会做的事情？
yes I will

⒒你觉得女生卷发好看，还是直发？
It's depend on

⒓最想去哪里旅游？
Japan

⒔一辈子都不会忘记的？
The one who make me feel I'm in love.

⒕如果爱一个人，是不是要拼命的挽回他（她）？
No.

⒖看到天空，你第一个想起的人会是谁？
Him. PS: Chong Liang too because he wrote my name when he answer this question hahaha~! But Liang, do I look like bird? =D

⒗你会爱他一辈子吗？
Yes. Even though I know he won't :)

⒘喜欢你的和你喜欢的，你会选哪一个？
Don't know x)

⒙你会以何种方式表现你对他的爱？
You should ask my ex =="

⒚如果看到最爱的人熟睡在你身边，你会做什么？
I'll hug him

⒛如果你想痛扁一个人，你希望那个人是？
You. Yeah, is YOU!! =D

21、你会后悔自己做的决定吗？
Sometimes I do

22、现在最迷什么？
My biology reference book =="

24、觉得爱情和面包哪个重要？
Bread. I am materialistic kay?

25、如果你失恋了，会怎样？
hmm, It's depend on how much effort i put in the relationship. Of course I'll upset, but I won't cry. Because I was promised myself not to cry for others except him.

26、如果你的BF(GF)经常不回家，你会怎样­？
I think I will be the one who not going home often. hahaha

27、心情烦的时候要怎么办？
Sleep.

28、你怎么看待友情？利用么？
Treat them with my pure and sincere heart. Not exploit FOR SURE!!

29、世界上你最崇拜的人？
My parents

30、全世界谁最傻？
The one who created this question

31、全世界的爱­？
?? o.O"

32、你会一直等你喜欢的人吗？
Yes I will. Currently waiting for him.

33、你会在意现在他（她）的过去吗？
No.

34、你被朋友出卖过吗？
Yes

35、2009年最想干什么？
Do well in SPM

36、当发现爱你的人骗你的时候，会怎么做？
If he do loves me much then he will try his best not to lie me.

37、希望自己以后的老公（老婆）是什么样子？
Look like him. =D

38、最喜欢的食物？
A lot, It just uncountable.

39、你觉得传题目给你的这个人跟你关系怎么样？
Very good. ^^

40、如果可以的话，可以为自己的爱人牺牲一切，包括生命？
I will sacrifice something important for me, like my job, time,financial and all that. But not including my life and family relationship.

41、被点名之后的心情如何？
Feel very unlucky.hahahaha jkjk~

42、最喜欢的动物是什么？
Meow~~

43、最想得到什么？
Everything that i wish.

44、你想和谁去哪？
Everywhere. As long as he right by my side. :)

45、你的理想型？
Hero!!! <3

46、你认为梦想总是与现实相反的吗？
It's depend on.

47、我们在N年后会记得对方吗？
Sure

48、最难忘的事。
The moment he holding my hand and pulled out the rings from his pocket. :)

49、最关注的名人。
Taylor Swift

50、最无奈的事。
Been tagged and have to answer all these disgusting questions. HAHAHA kidding larh. Cassandra& liang please don't angry yo~ haha

51、是否鄙视不为他人着想的人。
No.

52、喜欢的人离开，你会为他祝福吗？
Sure. I really do hope he will found a girl better than me at the future. ^^

53、暗恋一个人很久，你会对他表白吗？
Don't know eh.

54、你已经有喜欢的他了吗？
Don't ask lame question.

55、你觉得男人坏些，还是女人？
Both.

56. 最满意自己的那一部分和最不满意又是那一部分？
None.

是哪个传给你的?
Please look at my title.

你和她是什么关系?
We married =="

现在你最想得到什么：
Good result

给过你最深感动的人
All my friends especially him. ^^


开始点名：
1) Shirnie
2) Joevy
3) Charles
4) Nicholas

My beloved and annoying friends I use to have fun with~

I have a few groups of best friends and they're come from different attitude and personalities.I got a group of friends who are able to hold secret and give advises,and another favorite group of mine is Trendy group, which mean they're very sensitive on fashion trend.But,the only group I minat to talk about is annoying group haha! how awesome,HEY!! I AM REALLY MINAT TO TALK ABOUT YOU GUYS WITH MY SINCERE HEART,DO YOU GUYS HEAR ME? *wakakaka*.There is only one word for me to describe them--"DRAMATIC". You know what? They just very like to act and making noise in school before dawn.They just.......annoying. But what can I say and prove is I really really do love them very much. I love the way they use to be in school, they just like to have fun with all of the people around them.Every times I chat with them ah, they just very like to do something funny,just like a clown who brought happiness and joyful to everyone.Beside, they're very like to create a temporary drama while chatting with you, means, they will just stand up out of sudden and acting something.I tell you ah, you will totally stun and zha dou, then everyone will just smirk and look at each other,when they know it is nothing so funny about,they will talk to you and ask you back to the topic just now.HAhaha, No doubt lah, they're really a good actress in my life ever .

Here some random picha of them..

See, They look weird with the toy's gun...Memang bodoh.

LOOK!! EUGENE WAS PLANING TO SHOOT ME !!

The Fake gun we play with....

See, x tau die aim siapa, macam org gila pulak. =="

"DRAMA FOREVER"