OKok..It's really great for me today...I've no plan before...I've been late for tuition like an hour..haha~ how ridiculous? BUT!!! THE MAIN POINT is,there's no teacher today..haha i dint mad at all...because i feel that's great...i have my breakfast in lk tuition centre and yet,i found out a competition of design LK tuition centre TEEEEEEEEEE~ haha.I plan to join,but i got no idea how to design it...
Well,forget it then...T.T i watched night at the museum 2 with joevy,quite funny and nice...I love the Amon RA~ hahaha he's funny~...
My brain is spining recently,keep think of art.I dont know why,but it's just cant even stop think about it...Im think like, what if i can bake a cake with weird flavor...for instance,tomato cake,grape cake,vegetable cake,etc...HEY!! DONT LAUGH!! it's healthy and creative!!! Dont u guys know if your dessert is out of fats and glucose u can even live better?...AT LEAST,YOU'RE HEALTHY...so i'm just thinking something to help,isnt it's great? Its can prevent from diabetes,high blood pressure,obessity and more disease!!..orhhhhhh,that too much of benefits...I'm just great...hahaha...I alway dream that i can open up a cafe and selling my hand-baked cakes,hand-make chocolates,hand-make cookies,some coffee,tea....and there's some pc in my cafe so that my customer can use it anytime(ofcoz you need to pay for it)...Beside that,there's many type of books,my customers can read and enjoying my beautiful tasty cakes and drinks at the same time...hahah how great it is? My plan is perfect...haha
Except my cafe dream,still i wish i can be a doctor,surgery or a pharmacist..u know,i feel so sad sometimes when i saw the patient with cancer got no medicine to cure,especially Human immunodeficiency virus(HIV).HIV is a lentivirus (a member of the retrovirus family) that can lead to acquired immunodeficiency syndrome (AIDS), a condition in humans in which the immune system begins to fail, leading to life-threatening opportunistic infections. Previous names for the virus include human T-lymphotropic virus-III (HTLV-III), lymphadenopathy-associated virus (LAV), and AIDS-associated retrovirus (ARV).Infection with HIV occurs by the transfer of blood, semen, vaginal fluid, pre-ejaculate, or breast milk. Within these bodily fluids, HIV is present as both free virus particles and virus within infected immune cells. The four major routes of transmission are unprotected sexual intercourse, contaminated needles, breast milk, and transmission from an infected mother to her baby at birth (Vertical transmission). Screening of blood products for HIV has largely eliminated transmission through blood transfusions or infected blood products in the developed world. DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW SERIOUS IT IS?? so,what my dream is,i wanna find out a medicine which can help them.I wanna create a medicine can cure them...I JUST WANNA HELP!!..not just HIV but all diseases....haha if i failed,then imma back to my bakery job and start my cake's journey...HAHHA DO U GUYS SEE A DOCTOR OPEN UP A CAFE AND BAKE CAKE?? A CAKE'S DOCTOR...HAHA NO RIGHT? I'M GONNA BE THE FIRST~~ =D
awwww..nice drink ever~ strawberry milk shake hohooo~~~ <3<3
U guys know what? the picture above is a cake with tomato flavor~~.HOW GREAT? im just planing to bake a tomato cake and i thought that im creative but then what i found out today was there's a recepi for tomato cake...==" i copied down the ingredients and im gonna try about it... hahah
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
我不懂..
为什么你就是不肯对我好一点?
我到底是哪里做错了?
为何别人想的往往跟事实相反??
我在你眼里到底是什么?
我不想在这样了...
真的只能做好朋友而已?
我真的很累了,但却又放不下...
我不懂,为什么我做的一切在你眼里都只是朋友的好意
是你没察觉到,还是你根本不想懂?
我到底是哪里做错了?
为何别人想的往往跟事实相反??
我在你眼里到底是什么?
我不想在这样了...
真的只能做好朋友而已?
我真的很累了,但却又放不下...
我不懂,为什么我做的一切在你眼里都只是朋友的好意
是你没察觉到,还是你根本不想懂?
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
无奈
今天超不爽 + 无奈....
不爽的是我老爸又再说废话,让我刚刚差点吐血...
无奈的是金钱问题...Bes Programe 我是非去不可..
就算要我省吃俭用,一个月不出街,不买衣服,我也心甘情愿....
我知道,我老爸一定很反对的...可是我不管了,不是我野蛮而是我觉得这个camp对我的spm来说有很大的帮助...就如今天John对我所说的话,我真的开始觉得,他说的并非没道理...我妈那方面没说很鼓励但也不会反对...她是唯一一个明白和了解我心情和想法的人...
我是参加camp,又不是去偷,去抢,干麻要反对叻?真的搞不懂他咯,我也懒得跟他吵...
最近,无论是友情还是爱情..都产生了非常大的影响.有点累了...所以啊,爱情那方面,我会慢慢地把它转换成友情,至于其它的,我也没那么多时间理会..现在我只想把我的trial考好,踊跃的参加校内和校外的活动,好好地提升自己...让自己找到目标,方向...
我的学会即将在来临的七月份有两个星期的活动...详情我会再更新...敬请期待!!!
大概会有Tressure Hunt,Poster's competition,trip等等哦!!
我又用华语写了...哈哈..我真的是个不守承诺的家伙...哈哈...Irfan对不起啦..我觉得用华语写比较贴切..哈哈...这次真的是最后一次了!!!我发誓!!...T.T
To:Cyndy,Qiey,Joevy,Seng Joon,Charles,Chamie...
我不能去唱K了...抱歉,抱歉...来日方长嘛...总会有时间再去的~~ 你们玩得开心点哦~<3<3
不爽的是我老爸又再说废话,让我刚刚差点吐血...
无奈的是金钱问题...Bes Programe 我是非去不可..
就算要我省吃俭用,一个月不出街,不买衣服,我也心甘情愿....
我知道,我老爸一定很反对的...可是我不管了,不是我野蛮而是我觉得这个camp对我的spm来说有很大的帮助...就如今天John对我所说的话,我真的开始觉得,他说的并非没道理...我妈那方面没说很鼓励但也不会反对...她是唯一一个明白和了解我心情和想法的人...
我是参加camp,又不是去偷,去抢,干麻要反对叻?真的搞不懂他咯,我也懒得跟他吵...
最近,无论是友情还是爱情..都产生了非常大的影响.有点累了...所以啊,爱情那方面,我会慢慢地把它转换成友情,至于其它的,我也没那么多时间理会..现在我只想把我的trial考好,踊跃的参加校内和校外的活动,好好地提升自己...让自己找到目标,方向...
我的学会即将在来临的七月份有两个星期的活动...详情我会再更新...敬请期待!!!
大概会有Tressure Hunt,Poster's competition,trip等等哦!!
我又用华语写了...哈哈..我真的是个不守承诺的家伙...哈哈...Irfan对不起啦..我觉得用华语写比较贴切..哈哈...这次真的是最后一次了!!!我发誓!!...T.T
To:Cyndy,Qiey,Joevy,Seng Joon,Charles,Chamie...
我不能去唱K了...抱歉,抱歉...来日方长嘛...总会有时间再去的~~ 你们玩得开心点哦~<3<3
Friday, May 22, 2009
~他和她的故事~
曾经是情侣的他们,当时真的很快乐,之前他对她的爱没有很深,但渐渐地,他发现...他原来真的很喜欢,很爱她.刚开始的时候,在旁人眼中,他是个喊打喊刹的幼稚男孩.可就是有那么一个,斯文聪明的女孩喜欢上他,她每天打电话给他,不管他有没有在乎她所说的,她就是会每天打电话慰问他,男的,没有给什么善意的回复,甚至在听电话的时候睡着呢...可她就是没放弃他,一直很努力的为他付出..可能是她感动了上天,男的终于也开始对她动心...最后,他们终于在一起了.... 细心对他来说简直是种障碍,旁观者都觉得他不可能办得到...可是,他对她的付出...是真诚的,所以他下定决心,把所有的坏习惯改掉.为了她,他可以改变自己的坏脾气,为了她,他不惜付出所有的代价,为了她,他曾经跟父母闹翻,为了她,他宁愿一个人过也不要再和那堆猪朋狗友联络....可她不是没发现,而是她不知该如何应对,因他之前对她的欺骗实在伤得她太深,她对他的不满,他对她的不满也导致误会越来越深...就如当中的小插曲导致后来分手的重要因素....
人终是要再失去后才懂得珍惜.直到现在他还依然很清楚的记得她和他的一点一滴:
->2007年7月12日11點25分晚上 她通過信息,接受了我....
->2007年12月27日1點晚上左右 我們在云頂...度過了難忘的一晚...當時她躺在我肩膀...我以為這一切會是永恒...我很幸福...很開心(在一起的168天)
->2008年1月12日晚上11點25分 184天了 ^^
->2008年2月2號 她送我的第一份情人節禮物...雖然給得太早...但我依然能感到幸福包圍著我(204天)
->2008年2月12號11點25分晚上,终于245天了...
->2008年3月11日 我最難忘的生日...約了她出來但那天完全沒有回信和接電話...我一個人在戲院度過...當時她晚上對我說....她生病了...這個生日我希望不會再有..
->然后的日子...我每天都在倒數一周年怎樣慶祝..一直到....
->2008年5月11日晚上9點4x分...她對我提出分手了....
->我也不再去記錄我和她的點點滴滴,我希望遺忘但我卻辦不到....
他觉得他很没用,就连挽回也办不到....他说: "我真的很愛她但我怕我們沒有機會再走在一起了"...."一直到分手...我才發覺一件事..我不能沒有她...但她卻可以沒有我...也活得很好"
其实,她痛苦的时候有谁知道?像她这么内向的女孩,她该怎么发泄她没有他的痛苦呢?...当中的小插曲伤得她多么深...又有谁了解呢? 有人想过,她把所有的情绪收起又是为了什么吗?....如果她真的放得下,如今她为何还默默地关心他呢?这些....都没人了解....所以他也没放弃,他一直很坚持地想挽回,因他不想他和她的关系就这样变成历史....
他对她的承诺:
"為了她...我一定會把spm考好...因為我不會讓她家人看不起我....也不會讓她過不好的生活...如果我給不到我希望她可以找到更好的...我只希望...我會看到她幸福..."
我真的很希望你们能像以前一样,快快乐乐的....^^...你们要加油啊...这段路虽然很辛苦,很漫长...但我真的相信,你们会手牵手走到最后的....你们要加油~...
人终是要再失去后才懂得珍惜.直到现在他还依然很清楚的记得她和他的一点一滴:
->2007年7月12日11點25分晚上 她通過信息,接受了我....
->2007年12月27日1點晚上左右 我們在云頂...度過了難忘的一晚...當時她躺在我肩膀...我以為這一切會是永恒...我很幸福...很開心(在一起的168天)
->2008年1月12日晚上11點25分 184天了 ^^
->2008年2月2號 她送我的第一份情人節禮物...雖然給得太早...但我依然能感到幸福包圍著我(204天)
->2008年2月12號11點25分晚上,终于245天了...
->2008年3月11日 我最難忘的生日...約了她出來但那天完全沒有回信和接電話...我一個人在戲院度過...當時她晚上對我說....她生病了...這個生日我希望不會再有..
->然后的日子...我每天都在倒數一周年怎樣慶祝..一直到....
->2008年5月11日晚上9點4x分...她對我提出分手了....
->我也不再去記錄我和她的點點滴滴,我希望遺忘但我卻辦不到....
他觉得他很没用,就连挽回也办不到....他说: "我真的很愛她但我怕我們沒有機會再走在一起了"...."一直到分手...我才發覺一件事..我不能沒有她...但她卻可以沒有我...也活得很好"
其实,她痛苦的时候有谁知道?像她这么内向的女孩,她该怎么发泄她没有他的痛苦呢?...当中的小插曲伤得她多么深...又有谁了解呢? 有人想过,她把所有的情绪收起又是为了什么吗?....如果她真的放得下,如今她为何还默默地关心他呢?这些....都没人了解....所以他也没放弃,他一直很坚持地想挽回,因他不想他和她的关系就这样变成历史....
他对她的承诺:
"為了她...我一定會把spm考好...因為我不會讓她家人看不起我....也不會讓她過不好的生活...如果我給不到我希望她可以找到更好的...我只希望...我會看到她幸福..."
我真的很希望你们能像以前一样,快快乐乐的....^^...你们要加油啊...这段路虽然很辛苦,很漫长...但我真的相信,你们会手牵手走到最后的....你们要加油~...
So WhaT~
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
I guess I just lost my boyfriend
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna spend my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent
I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I'm gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
The waiter just took my table
And gave it to Jessica Simps
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll knows how to sing
What if this song's on the radio?
Somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
He's gonna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Yeah, he's gonna get in a fight
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
You weren't there, you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You we're there, you let me fall
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
Nice Song~ haha~ <3<3<3
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
I guess I just lost my boyfriend
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna spend my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent
I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I'm gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
The waiter just took my table
And gave it to Jessica Simps
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll knows how to sing
What if this song's on the radio?
Somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
He's gonna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Yeah, he's gonna get in a fight
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
You weren't there, you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You we're there, you let me fall
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
Nice Song~ haha~ <3<3<3
Thursday, May 21, 2009
The mad dog =="
I went to my bestie's house yesterday before went to old town....As you can see the picture above.It's really a mad dog...I can even heard it's bark before get into the house...Gosh,it really mad...It kept barking and barking for no reason...Am I look like a dog murderer by the way? T.T I really wonder why is it so mad at me,it just cant shut it mouth,Every steps i took,every moves i took,it also bark at me....Gosh? what the hell it want? Firstly i was thought like maybe it just wanna protect the host? nah,this thought was just a joke...==" It's mad...i can sure.... any medicine can cure? i think NO!!!...ABSOLUTELY NO!!! haha *Irritating thing*
haha...but lastly,It arrested by my friend...haha see the picture above and you will know....make sense right?!! haha...actually I'm not planing to post this up,but since i'm so boring and i was just checked my phone and found this picha...so...hahaha i post it up,and my friend was just talked to me like"IF you post this picha up!! then i'll never view your blog anymore"I replied,"you will see it by tomorrow,haha~""Dont ever list my name then T.T""okay~ =D" see!!! I hold the promise~ haha right? =D
...awwww wuuuu~~.....
*stupid little irritating thing*
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Out of Control
Out of sudden...i cried while chatting with my friends this morning...
I felt so depress and down...
I got no idea about it....
Not because of something...
Not because of result....
Not because of him....
I just don't know why,my tears dropped out automatically...
because of pressure? NO way...I feel so relax now...at least,the troubles that i facing now wont affect my emotion...
I know,there are some reason..but what is it? I really dont know...and dont wanna know too....
I felt so depress and down...
I got no idea about it....
Not because of something...
Not because of result....
Not because of him....
I just don't know why,my tears dropped out automatically...
because of pressure? NO way...I feel so relax now...at least,the troubles that i facing now wont affect my emotion...
I know,there are some reason..but what is it? I really dont know...and dont wanna know too....
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Friend is important
haha....Today, after my chemistry lesson,i hang out with joevy...
haha...we go for a movie at jusco..... actually,I just acompany joevy to watch x-men.
I almost fall asleep in the cinema...so boring U KNOW!!!....I WATCHED IT AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! AND i know where's the funniest part,where's the climax....and ofcoz the stupid ending...hahaha
well,friend is important in our life....how we gonna alive without a friend? =D..I'm glad that i have a group of bestie...haha...they alway right by my side when i need them...I LOVE U GUYS!!!! <3<3
and the.....who gonna acompany you go for a movie that she already watched? hahaha.. kak chak!!! do you hear me!!! WHO GONNA ACOMPANY YOU WATCH X-MEN IF I'M NOT EXIST IN THE WORLD?? you should be proud that you got a such good friend with you WAKAKAKAKAKA......
Anyway...I'm looking forward for angels & demons hahah...anyone interest?
*Hope xi fu found bobby as fast as possible lurh...(pray for you)T.T*
haha...we go for a movie at jusco..... actually,I just acompany joevy to watch x-men.
I almost fall asleep in the cinema...so boring U KNOW!!!....I WATCHED IT AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! AND i know where's the funniest part,where's the climax....and ofcoz the stupid ending...hahaha
well,friend is important in our life....how we gonna alive without a friend? =D..I'm glad that i have a group of bestie...haha...they alway right by my side when i need them...I LOVE U GUYS!!!! <3<3
and the.....who gonna acompany you go for a movie that she already watched? hahaha.. kak chak!!! do you hear me!!! WHO GONNA ACOMPANY YOU WATCH X-MEN IF I'M NOT EXIST IN THE WORLD?? you should be proud that you got a such good friend with you WAKAKAKAKAKA......
Anyway...I'm looking forward for angels & demons hahah...anyone interest?
*Hope xi fu found bobby as fast as possible lurh...(pray for you)T.T*
Friday, May 15, 2009
例外篇
哈哈....哈哈哈!!! 真的有够白痴..!!!!! 我竟然奉献了我的第一次给他!!!我的天啊!!!!!
我....我竟然跟irfan告白了!!!!
天啊!!!!!!
哈哈,他一直认为我在和他开玩笑,
他觉得,其实我可以找到更好的,而且,他说他脸上有很多疤痕...
*他是在自卑吗?*
哈哈,真的很开心,终于说出心底话...
不过,就算他接受,我们也不可能会在一起的...
原因:
1)我妈有警告过我不要跟马来同胞交往
2)现在还不是时候谈恋爱
虽然,他很帅,也很聪明...但,总觉得我和他之间有着一层隔膜..难以说明..无可否认,这告白,我只是开玩笑的代过..
可是,我是真的喜欢他的哦!!!...(这是真的)
虽然我是还蛮喜欢他的啦...可是,现在还有一个人让我更在乎,更喜欢,更想念 ^^
哈哈....再一次告白好了...irfan..我爱你哦!!! 哈哈哈...*白痴*
这篇之所以会叫"例外篇"是因为我用华语写了....你们一定觉得很怪吧,我之前不是说不再用华语写吗?哈哈,所以这篇的题目才会叫"例外"啊...==" 好啦,让我解释一下好了,我会用华语写是因为我不想让Irfan看到其实我真的喜欢他....哈哈,虽然刚刚我有跟他解释,现在我们这种年龄还不适合谈恋爱,可是,我是真的喜欢他....但,我和他始终是同班同学叻..如果他真的以为我喜欢上他,一定会很尴尬的!!所以,其实他把这高白看成是开玩笑也是好事啦...哈哈....
他刚view我的blog...还骂我说,为何不用英语写,因为他不明白...哈哈....可爱^^ 安啦,这篇过后就再也不会有华语出现了.....*对他的承诺*
*如果xxx看到了这个post,他会吃醋,会介意吗?haizzzz*
我....我竟然跟irfan告白了!!!!
天啊!!!!!!
哈哈,他一直认为我在和他开玩笑,
他觉得,其实我可以找到更好的,而且,他说他脸上有很多疤痕...
*他是在自卑吗?*
哈哈,真的很开心,终于说出心底话...
不过,就算他接受,我们也不可能会在一起的...
原因:
1)我妈有警告过我不要跟马来同胞交往
2)现在还不是时候谈恋爱
虽然,他很帅,也很聪明...但,总觉得我和他之间有着一层隔膜..难以说明..无可否认,这告白,我只是开玩笑的代过..
可是,我是真的喜欢他的哦!!!...(这是真的)
虽然我是还蛮喜欢他的啦...可是,现在还有一个人让我更在乎,更喜欢,更想念 ^^
哈哈....再一次告白好了...irfan..我爱你哦!!! 哈哈哈...*白痴*
这篇之所以会叫"例外篇"是因为我用华语写了....你们一定觉得很怪吧,我之前不是说不再用华语写吗?哈哈,所以这篇的题目才会叫"例外"啊...==" 好啦,让我解释一下好了,我会用华语写是因为我不想让Irfan看到其实我真的喜欢他....哈哈,虽然刚刚我有跟他解释,现在我们这种年龄还不适合谈恋爱,可是,我是真的喜欢他....但,我和他始终是同班同学叻..如果他真的以为我喜欢上他,一定会很尴尬的!!所以,其实他把这高白看成是开玩笑也是好事啦...哈哈....
他刚view我的blog...还骂我说,为何不用英语写,因为他不明白...哈哈....可爱^^ 安啦,这篇过后就再也不会有华语出现了.....*对他的承诺*
*如果xxx看到了这个post,他会吃醋,会介意吗?haizzzz*
Announcement 2
Searching For a dog...
Name : Bobby
Age : 3/2 years old
Size : Small
Colours : Black and brown colours...(picture above)
Host : Nicholas
My xi fu lost his dog yesterday's noon.Some of the witness saw it around selayang's flat,but we dont know the accurate location...If any of you pass through selayang please lend us your hand and pay attention for searching the dog....
Any latest news about the dog please contact 0182404240....
Thank you...
Name : Bobby
Age : 3/2 years old
Size : Small
Colours : Black and brown colours...(picture above)
Host : Nicholas
My xi fu lost his dog yesterday's noon.Some of the witness saw it around selayang's flat,but we dont know the accurate location...If any of you pass through selayang please lend us your hand and pay attention for searching the dog....
Any latest news about the dog please contact 0182404240....
Thank you...
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Failed
When troubles happened on me,
I only realized that i was lonely...facing the troubles alone...
Friends were actually helpless on that moment,
Either console or pity....
It's not necessary for me...
I did the same mistake again and again,
without hesitation....
I hate this feeling,and i'm trying my best to run,to hide to change somemore..
But the conclusion was,
I "failed"...
I was a loser,a lamer...
I let everything passed by,
I failed on everythings,
Somemore, I failed in my life....
Success was just passed by,
and i lost the chance...
I lost everything....
I only realized that i was lonely...facing the troubles alone...
Friends were actually helpless on that moment,
Either console or pity....
It's not necessary for me...
I did the same mistake again and again,
without hesitation....
I hate this feeling,and i'm trying my best to run,to hide to change somemore..
But the conclusion was,
I "failed"...
I was a loser,a lamer...
I let everything passed by,
I failed on everythings,
Somemore, I failed in my life....
Success was just passed by,
and i lost the chance...
I lost everything....
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
不想
最近有很多说不出口的心事,
不想他就这样离开我的世界,
更不想忘记他,
每次上线,
都只会看着他的hotmail...
虽然,我明白,也很清楚,我和他的关系,是不可能有结果,
更不可能有未来,
但,我还是控制不了我自己去喜欢,去爱上他...
一直以来都是我在说喜欢,喜欢,但他呢?
他又怎么想呢?
难道真的是我一相情愿?
虽然,不是经常聊天,
但,我那种感觉依然还存在....
是我太笨了.....
*这篇过后,我就不会再用华语写blog了....
原因:1)很多人劝我换回英语,因华语太烂
2)有马来同胞看我的blog*
不想他就这样离开我的世界,
更不想忘记他,
每次上线,
都只会看着他的hotmail...
虽然,我明白,也很清楚,我和他的关系,是不可能有结果,
更不可能有未来,
但,我还是控制不了我自己去喜欢,去爱上他...
一直以来都是我在说喜欢,喜欢,但他呢?
他又怎么想呢?
难道真的是我一相情愿?
虽然,不是经常聊天,
但,我那种感觉依然还存在....
是我太笨了.....
*这篇过后,我就不会再用华语写blog了....
原因:1)很多人劝我换回英语,因华语太烂
2)有马来同胞看我的blog*
Sunday, May 10, 2009
考试前的心情记载
1)一点考试的感觉都没有,可能是习惯成自然了吧.
2)虽然很不愿读书,可是今天早上还是读了一些.
3)paper3我真的不会写,怎样create experiment?...之前读的experiments跟考题无关,真的很无奈...
4)我没把mid year放在心上,我的aim是trial....
5)紧张?我没有过....
6)看着参考书,有点不知所措...因为太多东西还没读....也不想读...
7)明天考paper3,我没把所有的东西读完,我只是读experiment而已....
8)如果可以,我选择不考....
9)很后悔没有换去ak班,至少压力会减轻一半以上...
10)看着Bio一大堆的新词,很想吐
11)就这样,不想继续,还是得继续...
(今天写到这)
2)虽然很不愿读书,可是今天早上还是读了一些.
3)paper3我真的不会写,怎样create experiment?...之前读的experiments跟考题无关,真的很无奈...
4)我没把mid year放在心上,我的aim是trial....
5)紧张?我没有过....
6)看着参考书,有点不知所措...因为太多东西还没读....也不想读...
7)明天考paper3,我没把所有的东西读完,我只是读experiment而已....
8)如果可以,我选择不考....
9)很后悔没有换去ak班,至少压力会减轻一半以上...
10)看着Bio一大堆的新词,很想吐
11)就这样,不想继续,还是得继续...
(今天写到这)
Saturday, May 9, 2009
LiverPool rox!!
哈哈....3-0 (Liv vs whu)
Whu lame 啦...
gerrard 轻而易举地进了第一球,
真的开心死我,
过不久他又在进了第二球,
哇噻,真的很想亲他...哈哈,太帅了...=D
第三球是Barbel进的....(对他没感觉,还是免提了blek!)
其中,有谁拿黄卡,红卡...我懒得提....因为结果最重要...
结果就是!!! LIV IS DA TOP!!!! 哈哈...开心开心....
你们要加油哦!!! muackzz~!!
*永远支持你们*
*讨厌我老爸,刚一直在我耳边说liv lame,MU only pro,他真的很烂咯,不爽他!!! grrrr*
*很累,今天写到这里*
Whu lame 啦...
gerrard 轻而易举地进了第一球,
真的开心死我,
过不久他又在进了第二球,
哇噻,真的很想亲他...哈哈,太帅了...=D
第三球是Barbel进的....(对他没感觉,还是免提了blek!)
其中,有谁拿黄卡,红卡...我懒得提....因为结果最重要...
结果就是!!! LIV IS DA TOP!!!! 哈哈...开心开心....
你们要加油哦!!! muackzz~!!
*永远支持你们*
*讨厌我老爸,刚一直在我耳边说liv lame,MU only pro,他真的很烂咯,不爽他!!! grrrr*
*很累,今天写到这里*
Friday, May 8, 2009
Best Programme?
我是很想参加best programme啦,可是,RM350 去三次就没了,有点心疼...去了best programme 也不懂学不学到东西...就像避虎和瓦堡...他们去了,也不见得有很大的改变....而我又不想再次拒绝老师...之前已经拒绝三次了...该怎么办才好呢? 到现在,我都还没跟我爸妈提起过...咳...如果qiey和joevy都不去,那就只有我一个人去了...我最不懂交际的...去到,会跟其他学员吵架吧=="
算了吧...其实我还蛮想参加camp的,因为我要变得活跃!!!!所以啊,如学校的朋友叫我参加其他club,我也很乐意,除非是华文学会啦..哈哈...Best Programme就看我老爸怎么说咯...
我的laptop在哪里?每次跟我妈提起,她都只会说,要买了,要买了...到底是几时?我等到颈都长了...现在已是5月了啊....快点买嘛!!!! *快要暴血管*
*刚刚被某人气到暴!!!*
算了吧...其实我还蛮想参加camp的,因为我要变得活跃!!!!所以啊,如学校的朋友叫我参加其他club,我也很乐意,除非是华文学会啦..哈哈...Best Programme就看我老爸怎么说咯...
我的laptop在哪里?每次跟我妈提起,她都只会说,要买了,要买了...到底是几时?我等到颈都长了...现在已是5月了啊....快点买嘛!!!! *快要暴血管*
*刚刚被某人气到暴!!!*
问题来了
最近被很多问题缠绕着,
有点烦,可是啊,我始终坚持着
"不要被烦恼而烦恼"这句话,
至少对我来说某些时候是很有用的,
问题都出现在"友情"框框里,
没有任何人破坏,
只是我的朋友胡思乱想,
爱情,对于我这种"独行侠"来说,
当然是不存在的啦...哈哈...
那堆屎?那堆屎已经一一被我慢慢地拒绝了...
不过,他们还是很坚持...看你们能撑多久,
我可不是省油的灯啊!我可是会对你们更加的残忍的!!
因为我不需要爱情!!!
友情呢...
应该很快就能解决,不不,星期一就能了结了,
又是我出场发言的时候了...=D *我会冷静的处理,有必要才讲的**没必要就当作什么也没发生咯*
*exam arh exam...haiz*
有点烦,可是啊,我始终坚持着
"不要被烦恼而烦恼"这句话,
至少对我来说某些时候是很有用的,
问题都出现在"友情"框框里,
没有任何人破坏,
只是我的朋友胡思乱想,
爱情,对于我这种"独行侠"来说,
当然是不存在的啦...哈哈...
那堆屎?那堆屎已经一一被我慢慢地拒绝了...
不过,他们还是很坚持...看你们能撑多久,
我可不是省油的灯啊!我可是会对你们更加的残忍的!!
因为我不需要爱情!!!
友情呢...
应该很快就能解决,不不,星期一就能了结了,
又是我出场发言的时候了...=D *我会冷静的处理,有必要才讲的**没必要就当作什么也没发生咯*
*exam arh exam...haiz*
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
惨了
哇...惨咯!!! 他还跟踪我....真的给他炸到咯....今天他还破口骂joevy...搞到我要再全班面前骂他!! 真是的...破坏了我的形象....我今年只想平淡的过生活,考好spm...不要再给我制造麻烦了啦!!!
不要再跟踪我了啦...很烦叻...他又是自闭的...这样超恐怖的咯....T.T...Joevy很像有生命危险叻...真糟糕啊!!!很烦啊!!! 还跟踪我去补习!!! 他傻的是吗!!! 咳....给他弄到我有点语无伦次..=="
算了....我应该按照我好友的方法去做...那就是赶快找个男友保护我...==" 可是,那么突然,要再哪里找啊?
Eugene很像不错哦...又高,又帅(马来人眼中啦)...明天问问他要不要当我的临时男友好了...哈哈...
*如果他再这样地跟踪我,我就转校!!!(我是认真的)*
不要再跟踪我了啦...很烦叻...他又是自闭的...这样超恐怖的咯....T.T...Joevy很像有生命危险叻...真糟糕啊!!!很烦啊!!! 还跟踪我去补习!!! 他傻的是吗!!! 咳....给他弄到我有点语无伦次..=="
算了....我应该按照我好友的方法去做...那就是赶快找个男友保护我...==" 可是,那么突然,要再哪里找啊?
Eugene很像不错哦...又高,又帅(马来人眼中啦)...明天问问他要不要当我的临时男友好了...哈哈...
*如果他再这样地跟踪我,我就转校!!!(我是认真的)*
Monday, May 4, 2009
再次遇见
又再遇见他了...还是跟以前一样的帅....那种莫名的暧昧感又回到了你我的身旁...虽然今天只是短短的几句话...可是,我可以感觉到,就算你我只是坐着,也不会感到陌生...真奇怪啊...事搁3年了,还会再相见..是缘分吗? 哈,我真的不知道...虽然那种莫名的感觉突然传遍我全身,但,我还是把它给压抑着了...我害怕,我担心,我不需要爱情...也不配做任何人的伴侣...
当时,我没选择你,是因为有另一个他让我觉得更值得去爱...就算再从来,我也不后悔....因为,我真的很爱他...^^...还记得,那时你很气但却要忍着说没关系,虽然你我都很想哭...可是最后还是握手以表示对对方的尊敬,用握手的方式,了结了你我之间的关系...
没有人知道我们的关系,就连我最好的朋友我也不曾提起过...直到今天在银行里遇见你,我才稍微跟joevy提起...那一刻,真的有那种冲动去跟你拿电话号码...可是,我还是没拿,况且,那时我都要离开了...所以,对你笑了笑就走了....听说,你有女友了...恭喜啊....^^ *衷心祝福你* 不过我很肯定的是...现在的我不喜欢,也不想爱你了....哈哈...*因为我心里有别人了?...自己想咯*blek~~
啊...最近,我越来越怕了...害怕我说的话会把别人给弄生气,害怕我做得不好会当别人口中的话柄...更害怕失去友谊...最近说话都很小心...连开玩笑有时也不敢了....对别人特别好,又会踩狗屎,对人差,也会踩狗屎哦!!真的炸到....
我想除了joevy,qiey还有cham cham..都没人懂我所谓的狗屎是什么意识吧...哈哈...我也懒得解释...还是算了...
*最近对他特别好,是出自于关心?是同情?还是连我爱上了都不晓得?...管他的...总之我不想再踩狗屎了*=="
*To joevy-->我和他是不可能的,听懂了没?!!*
*To Qiey-->你要加油哦...我永远支持你!! ^^*
*To Cham Cham-->自己知道咯...不用我多说啦...自己解决吧..哈哈*
*我很像还蛮喜欢的*(这个不用理,纯粹想发泄)
当时,我没选择你,是因为有另一个他让我觉得更值得去爱...就算再从来,我也不后悔....因为,我真的很爱他...^^...还记得,那时你很气但却要忍着说没关系,虽然你我都很想哭...可是最后还是握手以表示对对方的尊敬,用握手的方式,了结了你我之间的关系...
没有人知道我们的关系,就连我最好的朋友我也不曾提起过...直到今天在银行里遇见你,我才稍微跟joevy提起...那一刻,真的有那种冲动去跟你拿电话号码...可是,我还是没拿,况且,那时我都要离开了...所以,对你笑了笑就走了....听说,你有女友了...恭喜啊....^^ *衷心祝福你* 不过我很肯定的是...现在的我不喜欢,也不想爱你了....哈哈...*因为我心里有别人了?...自己想咯*blek~~
啊...最近,我越来越怕了...害怕我说的话会把别人给弄生气,害怕我做得不好会当别人口中的话柄...更害怕失去友谊...最近说话都很小心...连开玩笑有时也不敢了....对别人特别好,又会踩狗屎,对人差,也会踩狗屎哦!!真的炸到....
我想除了joevy,qiey还有cham cham..都没人懂我所谓的狗屎是什么意识吧...哈哈...我也懒得解释...还是算了...
*最近对他特别好,是出自于关心?是同情?还是连我爱上了都不晓得?...管他的...总之我不想再踩狗屎了*=="
*To joevy-->我和他是不可能的,听懂了没?!!*
*To Qiey-->你要加油哦...我永远支持你!! ^^*
*To Cham Cham-->自己知道咯...不用我多说啦...自己解决吧..哈哈*
*我很像还蛮喜欢的*(这个不用理,纯粹想发泄)
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Announcement
Announcement From LK:
Next saturday no tuition due to Wesak day.Our tuition will start on 16th may.No replacement.Thank you. *start from chapter 6,please be well prepared*
Arhh...what a good announcement.... my laziness was celebrating...haha...awww...actually im planing to go pavilion today after the chemistry lesson...but then my mum and dad were lazy...so...postponed to tomorrow...YIppy~..actually i quite disappointed when i heard that we're not going pavilion to shop anymore...haha...but fortunately,my dad promised me that we will go for movie tomorrow...=D
I'm planing to watch a horror flim..."Coming soon" is a good choice i think...i get know of this movie from Qiey since she's always keep nagging about how horror and how nice this flim is.....So,imma check out tomorrow,and tell you guys how horror it is...I did watched the trailer yesterday,feel like okok only lah...haha...maybe inside the cinema will feel the scary feeling cause of the music is TOO loud...
*i felt in love*
*i felt so sick on him*
*i miss him all the time*
*i just out of control*
*he isnt care how i feel*
allah...*dont bother what i typed above,just trying to express my feeling*=D
Next saturday no tuition due to Wesak day.Our tuition will start on 16th may.No replacement.Thank you. *start from chapter 6,please be well prepared*
Arhh...what a good announcement.... my laziness was celebrating...haha...awww...actually im planing to go pavilion today after the chemistry lesson...but then my mum and dad were lazy...so...postponed to tomorrow...YIppy~..actually i quite disappointed when i heard that we're not going pavilion to shop anymore...haha...but fortunately,my dad promised me that we will go for movie tomorrow...=D
I'm planing to watch a horror flim..."Coming soon" is a good choice i think...i get know of this movie from Qiey since she's always keep nagging about how horror and how nice this flim is.....So,imma check out tomorrow,and tell you guys how horror it is...I did watched the trailer yesterday,feel like okok only lah...haha...maybe inside the cinema will feel the scary feeling cause of the music is TOO loud...
*i felt in love*
*i felt so sick on him*
*i miss him all the time*
*i just out of control*
*he isnt care how i feel*
allah...*dont bother what i typed above,just trying to express my feeling*=D
Friday, May 1, 2009
累人的一天
哇...真是累啊...哈哈...可是很开心咯...cyndy,qiey,joevy...三个美女...即漂亮又搞笑...哈哈...尤其是cyndy...她的金句,真的让人炸到....哈哈...cyndy..我越来越爱你了...=D
今天,去了secret recepi 吃午餐....Mid valley的 secret recepi有点热....不过还能接受啦...哈哈....很多人叻...我看见有三位女生排了很久..可是我一去到,就有人served 哈哈...那三个女的当场摆臭脸...他们要serve我, 我也没办法啊...哈哈...证明我还有魅力....blek~
填饱肚子后...就开始shopping 咯...qiey在F.O.S 买了俩件T-shirt...而我和joevy就在Romp买了衣服...哇...我们在SaSa拼命买mask..哈哈..很像不用钱将...我和qiey个自买了五片....Joevy不赖...买了四片...哈哈..才rm2一片...当然要买多多吗....哈哈....然后,我们就陪cyndy选连身裙...哇...选了好久啊.....哈哈....走到脚都烂了.....lol!!终于....再回家之前....买到了...=D
awww....终于看了threads of destiny....我哭了...真的有被感动到咯....哈哈...qiey哭到最惨...哈哈...真的很建议你们去看哦....今天joevy大出血咯...哈哈....dai sei....哇噻...今天原本想买t-shirt的怎知,它原来是条裙子....真的很xx 咯....没有去试衣...我真的很活该...哈哈....不过也不赖啦...蛮好看的...哈哈=D 十点晚上才到家....逛街逛了大概9个小时吧...真的...我的脚现在都麻痹了....哈哈...不过很开心...<3<3<3
今天,去了secret recepi 吃午餐....Mid valley的 secret recepi有点热....不过还能接受啦...哈哈....很多人叻...我看见有三位女生排了很久..可是我一去到,就有人served 哈哈...那三个女的当场摆臭脸...他们要serve我, 我也没办法啊...哈哈...证明我还有魅力....blek~
填饱肚子后...就开始shopping 咯...qiey在F.O.S 买了俩件T-shirt...而我和joevy就在Romp买了衣服...哇...我们在SaSa拼命买mask..哈哈..很像不用钱将...我和qiey个自买了五片....Joevy不赖...买了四片...哈哈..才rm2一片...当然要买多多吗....哈哈....然后,我们就陪cyndy选连身裙...哇...选了好久啊.....哈哈....走到脚都烂了.....lol!!终于....再回家之前....买到了...=D
awww....终于看了threads of destiny....我哭了...真的有被感动到咯....哈哈...qiey哭到最惨...哈哈...真的很建议你们去看哦....今天joevy大出血咯...哈哈....dai sei....哇噻...今天原本想买t-shirt的怎知,它原来是条裙子....真的很xx 咯....没有去试衣...我真的很活该...哈哈....不过也不赖啦...蛮好看的...哈哈=D 十点晚上才到家....逛街逛了大概9个小时吧...真的...我的脚现在都麻痹了....哈哈...不过很开心...<3<3<3
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