Failed

When troubles happened on me,
I only realized that i was lonely...facing the troubles alone...
Friends were actually helpless on that moment,
Either console or pity....
It's not necessary for me...
I did the same mistake again and again,
without hesitation....
I hate this feeling,and i'm trying my best to run,to hide to change somemore..
But the conclusion was,
I "failed"...
I was a loser,a lamer...
I let everything passed by,
I failed on everythings,
Somemore, I failed in my life....
Success was just passed by,
and i lost the chance...
I lost everything....